The two of us ate together, danced, drove around on the street, and went to the park. We both had a great time. We played until midnight. Mo Xiaoyu seemed a little tired and fell asleep in my arms. I watched She in my arms, under the pale night, is a bit tranquil, a bit melancholy, with a faint smile on her lips, as if she has fallen into a dreamland, but the person in the dreamland, could it be me?
This is the first time I have seen such a woman, so quiet, so enjoying, and seemingly a little bit happy, just like an ordinary woman enjoying the love and care of her lover.
Perhaps, I would be satisfied if I could have a woman lying in my arms like this.
When Mo Xiaoyu woke up, Dongfang was already white. I smiled at her and said, "You're awake. Did you sleep well?"
Mo Xiaoyu looked at me and asked: "You didn't sleep all night, did you?"[
I smiled faintly and said, "I like to see how you look when you are sleeping." What I said is true, I like to see how Mo Xiaoyu looks when she is sleeping. At that time, she was not the same as during the day. I have to hide something. Maybe I saw myself in her, so I felt friendly towards her. People like us seem to be alone only at night, only when we fall asleep, and only when we are alone. We are truly ourselves when we are in dreams. During the day, we always have too many "secrets" to hide.
"What's good to watch while I'm asleep? I let you watch it all night." Mo Xiaoyu looked at me and said, seeming a little dissatisfied.
"It just looks good, I just like watching it." I looked at her and said. I found that when I was with Mo Xiaoyu, the feeling was different from when I was with Chen Yufei. With Mo Xiaoyu, it was like facing myself. , all kinds of vulnerability, low self-esteem, etc. can be shown, and when you are with Chen Yufei, it is like two people are together, there are always some secrets, but they are inseparable from each other.
I sat like this with Mo Xiaoyu until dawn. When Mo Xiaoyu was about to leave, he suddenly asked me: "Xuan, will you always treat me like this?"
I looked at her and didn't know how to answer for a moment. I didn't know how to answer her myself. Can I really always be good to her? Where is Chen Yufei? What should I do? I can't lose Chen Yufei and Mo Xiaoyu. , I also don’t want to lose, how should I answer her question?
"I don't know." I looked at her and said, I really don't know, I don't want to deceive her, "You know, I can't lose Chen Yufei, but I don't want to lose you either. I just hope you don't let me choose. Let things go their way, okay?”
"I know, but I can't accept it now. Let me think about it, okay? I'll give you the answer when I think about it." Mo Xiaoyu looked at me and said.
"Okay, I really don't want to lose you. My feelings for you are not false at all. It's just that some things are not as simple as they seem on the surface. So I hope you can understand that I gave you a choice. How do you choose in the end? I can't change, and I don't want you to change, but when the time comes, I hope you understand that I really care about you." I looked at Mo Xiaoyu and said.
"I know, I don't know what to do now. I will tell you when I think about it." Mo Xiaoyu said, seeming really confused.
I nodded, didn't say anything, just looked at her like that, and she naturally looked at me. It seemed that suddenly the atmosphere became a little depressed. She suddenly smiled and said: "Let's go to class. Do you want to do this?" Just keep standing here."
I also smiled and said, "Let's go to class."
When I got to school, class was about to start, and this guy Chu Nitian ran directly to me and asked: "Hey, how was last night?"
I looked at him and said angrily: "How about what? I just went out for a walk, what can I do?"
"Hey, you think I don't know what you are doing, be careful not to let your sister-in-law find out." Chu Nitian chuckled lewdly.
"You kid, just don't talk nonsense to me." I said angrily, and then glanced at Mo Xiaoyu on the side. From that day on, Mo Xiaoyu seemed to have a lot of things. She avoided me all day long and refused to say anything when I contacted her. Such things, just saying that there is such a thing, or not replying to me directly, I often wonder if I have done something wrong to feel sorry for her, why is she avoiding me.
On this day, Chu Nitian and I returned to the Dynasty together. We were a little distracted. We walked around leisurely in the Dynasty. Chen Yufei looked at me and asked: "Xuan, what's wrong with you?"
"It's okay." I said casually, and then walked towards the room. Chen Yufei looked at my strange look and started to ask Chu Nitian again. I watched the two of them chatting, and didn't care what they said. It seemed that this For a while, I felt a little uncomfortable because of what happened to Mo Xiaoyu, and my whole person changed a lot.
In the afternoon, during evening self-study, I saw Mo Xiaoyu sitting in her original seat. That seat had been vacant for nearly a week, and now there was someone there. I looked at her and felt very comfortable, and she also looked at her. He looked at me and gave me a faint smile.
When I was doing self-study, I received a note that said: "Wait for me next night during self-study. I have something to say to you." The note must have been written by Mo Xiaoyu. She asked me to wait for her, so I waited for her. , I just don’t know what she wants to say to me.[
After the evening self-study, I was waiting for her. The two of us were walking in the school. Before she could say anything, I asked: "Where have you been during this time, and you didn't say anything to me, you know. How worried am I about you?"
Mo Xiaoyu smiled faintly and said, "I'm going to think about the problem and what's going on between us. Of course I don't want anyone to disturb me."
"What's the problem between us? What's the problem between us?" I looked at her and asked in confusion.
Suddenly, Mo Xiaoyu seemed to be a completely different person. She looked at me seriously and said, "I have decided to be with you. I know that you can't leave the Crown Princess, and I also know that you can't be with me in the end." , but once we’ve loved each other, that’s enough. I just hope we can have some time.”
When I heard this, I almost jumped up and said, "Really, you really agreed?"
"I agreed, but what about your princess? Can she agree? What will happen if she finds out?" Mo Xiaoyu looked at me and asked, asking a question that I didn't even know what would happen. problem.