When I returned to school, everything was back to how it was before. Nothing had changed, and it seemed as if nothing had happened. Chu Zhongnan said to me, "If you don't go back, my sister-in-law will become suspicious."
I don’t know if what he said is true or not, but I have indeed not gone back for a long time. Maybe I am afraid of Chen Yufei. After telling Mo Xiaoyu, I returned to the dynasty with Chu Nitian. This is what I have done in the past three days. It was the first time I returned to Dynasty. Chen Yufei didn't ask me where I had been. In this regard, Chen Yufei seemed to be very satisfied with me. She never asked me about anything I did.
When we were sitting together for dinner in the evening, I looked at Chen Yufei and asked, "Don't you want to know where I went?"
Chen Yufei looked at me and said with a smile: "You will tell me what you want to say, and I won't tell you what you don't want to say even if I ask you. I believe you will not do anything sorry for me."
One sentence made me feel a little ashamed. Why did Chen Yufei believe in me so much? What did I deserve that she believed in? She believed in me so much, but I did things that were sorry for her.[
After finishing a bowl of rice, we went to rest. We haven't done anything recently. Apart from coming back to deal with Chen Yufei every day, we were having a good time with Mo Xiaoyu at school. One day, Chu Nitian came to me and talked to me for a long time. From that point on, everything happened.
"Tell me, what do you want from me?" I said while sitting on the hill above the school, looking at Chu Nitian.
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"Really? I'm still me, how could I change?" I was a little surprised why this guy said this? "Did you take the wrong medicine?"
"You are no longer the Young Master Xuan I knew. There is only one woman in your heart. Without your dreams and your power, everything has changed with this woman." Chu Nitian did not say anything After that, I interrupted: "I haven't changed, I'm still me, how could I change?" After saying that, I left here.
Back in the classroom, think about what Chu Nitian said today. Although I said that I haven't changed, have I really not changed? Or, in other words, I have really changed, but I don't want to admit it, but why don't I want to admit it?
Are all people like this, unwilling to admit when they change? Perhaps, we are still very young, and many things are not as simple as we imagine, so when we change, we are unwilling to face and Admitted.
Once upon a time? You have had such an experience.
Once upon a time? You changed like that once.
Perhaps, somehow, we should make that change...
Or maybe, we should have such a life.
In the evening, I walked around the school with Mo Xiaoyu, but what I didn't expect was that I met Chen Yufei. The three of them bumped into each other, and they all looked at each other blankly. Chen Yufei didn't say anything, and neither did Mo Xiaoyu. , of course I didn’t say anything, the three of them just stood there, looking at each other, and the atmosphere suddenly became tense.
"Why are you here?" I broke the silence and asked Chen Yufei...
"I happened to have something to do, so I came here for a walk. You don't care about many things, so I can only come and take a look." Chen Yufei said, seeming very calm and without any disturbance. "Is this your classmate?" she said. He looked at Mo Xiaoyu and asked.
I nodded, not knowing how to answer her question. Mo Xiaoyu didn't say a word, just hid behind me. Perhaps, she was afraid, afraid of this sudden love rival, afraid of the dynasty's crown prince. Even though she was usually so bold and so-called, she was still afraid in front of this powerful Crown Princess.
"Oh, then you should go back early. There are many things waiting for you to do." Chen Yufei said and left. There were some changes in her today.
I know that things are not that simple. Something must have happened in the dynasty, otherwise Chu Nitian would not look for me, and Chen Yufei would not show up at the school gate. I also know that Chen Yufei just wants to be strong, so after seeing us together, although Confirmed some things, but still pretended to be so-called.
I have to go back, I have to leave, I seem to be really wrong, I have really changed, that is the first time I admit my changes, admit my mistakes. I want to leave Mo Xiaoyu, although I love her, but I still want to go back to Chen Yufei and the dynasty.
The next night, I didn't look for Mo Xiaoyu. During class, I tried my best to fall asleep or listen carefully to the class. I wanted to forget that she existed in the class, but it was impossible at that time. In the evening, after class As soon as the bell rang, I disappeared directly into the classroom and returned to the Dynasty. Chu Nitian said, welcome back. I smiled at him.[
When I arrived at Dynasty, I first went to Chen Yufei. I wanted to make it clear to her, and I wanted to explain. Although it was not necessary, even though Chen Yufei could understand without explaining, and even though explaining it would not make any difference, I still wanted to explain it to her. .
I said: "Yufei, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have hidden it from you, but I really like her. It's not that I don't like you, but I don't know what's going on. When I'm with her, I will Thinking of you is like thinking of her when she is with you."
"You still love her, right?" Chen Yufei looked directly at me and said.
I found that Chen Yufei has changed and is different from before. Maybe it is because of her change that I like her. Maybe it is also because of me that she changes. It cannot be denied that from junior high school to now, Chen Yufei He has done many, many things for me.
I didn't answer Chen Yufei's question because I didn't dare to deny or admit it. It turned out that I was also afraid of Chen Yufei.
"I said, I have no problem with you having a woman, but you want me to know. Everyone else knows, but I am still kept in the dark. Am I just not worthy of your trust?" Chen Yufei said. , began to shed tears.
Chen Yufei indeed said this, and I also promised it, but I didn't tell her. Everyone knew it, but she didn't know it yet. Maybe she allowed me to have another woman, maybe she was willing to pay such a price, But I can't, I can't admit her love for me. I like both women, but I have to choose. And I can only choose Chen Yufei. No matter what happens in the future, I can only choose her.
Sometimes, even though you are given multiple-choice questions and you have to choose one of the two, and the answers are told to you, you still feel embarrassed and don’t know how to choose. Maybe, this is all because of helplessness, and this is love.
"Although I like her, I will still leave her." I said to Chen Yufei: "By the way, did something happen to the Dynasty?" Then I asked something I had always wanted to know.