I have forgotten how I got back to the dormitory. When I woke up the next day, I felt a headache, so I didn’t go to class. Brother Hong and the others didn’t go either. They were all with me in the dormitory. I know they were worried.
I, I also know that I must have said everything last night.
Brother Hong watched me wake up, walked up and said, "Xiaoxuan, you can't do this anymore. If you have any unresolved issues, just tell me and don't hide it and keep it to yourself." I was very moved at the time, so
He nodded, indicating his agreement.
After that, I started to like listening to songs, and they were all sad love songs. Basically, I listened to all the love songs over and over again until I cried. Soon, I started using my mobile phone.
Even though I knew my family had no money, I still asked my father to get me a mobile phone. Although it was not very good, I carried it with me every day just to listen to music and the memories related to Hu Ye.
From then on, whenever she was around, I would hide away. I was really afraid of seeing her at that time, and I was afraid that when I saw her, I would think of those hard-forgotten memories. In fact, I didn’t know that.
Worrying is unnecessary, because I have not really forgotten the memories, but I am used to them.
I started fighting every day, not thinking about anything, not doing anything. Whenever I thought of her, I would get angry and unhappy, and then I would find something to vent, and at that time the best way to vent was
We fought again and again. Only later did I realize that Hu Ye left me because she fell in love with another boy, and that boy happened to be the same boy who told me that he liked Hu Ye at noon one day.
The classmate in their class is called Fu Kai, a boy whose family is very rich.
I don’t know whether Hu Ye left me and chose to be with him because he really loved him, or because he was rich, but I think it doesn’t matter anymore, because I have always had a very strange character, and the girl I like can like it.
Other boys, it doesn't matter, because I still like her and I am confident that I can get her, but if she chooses a boy who I think is worse than myself, then I will leave her without hesitation and never look back.
, that may be a principle of my work.
At that time, I naturally thought that boy was not as strong as me, and the only thing he had was that he was richer than me. After Brother Hong and the others found out about this, they told me to teach Fu Kai a lesson, but I stopped him.
He didn't know why I did this, so he asked me: "He treated you like this, why didn't you beat him up and tell him to leave Hu Ye?" Huang Lin also said: "Yeah, beat him to death,
"
But I smiled and said to them: "Since Hu Ye chose him, she naturally has her reasons. Besides, she has nothing to do with me now. The reason why I don't care is because I think that boy has no
I am strong, but she chose a boy who is not as strong as me. Naturally, I look down on her. Since I look down on her, why should I interfere in this matter?"
Brother Hong looked at me as if he was thinking about something. After a while, he said, "You don't like her anymore?"
I looked at him, thought for a long time, and finally said, "I like it."
Brother Hong said: "Then why don't you go and snatch it back?"
I said, "I don't know, maybe it's just this principle that I follow in my work."
Brother Hong wanted to say something else, but I continued: "She will regret it. I will make her regret it." Then I smiled: "Let's go have a drink. I want to talk to Sister Mei. There are some things I want to discuss with you."
She talks about it."
So we went to drink, and of course Sister Mei was also there. After drinking some, Brother Hong said to everyone: "Let's go out first. Xiaoxuan has something to tell Sister Mei."
After they all left, Sister Mei looked at me and asked, "Do you have something to tell me?"
I raised a glass of wine and said with a smile: "Yes, I want Sister Mei to help me with some things."
Sister Mei laughed immediately, pretending to be dissatisfied and said: "You still remember me, you are really heartless. It took you so long to come to me, and you only came here because of something."
Of course I knew that Sister Mei was joking, so I said, "Sister Mei, don't blame Xiaoxuan. Xiaoxuan still has a lot of things that haven't been dealt with."
"Okay, okay, I don't blame you anymore. Tell me, is there anything you need Sister Mei's help with?" Sister Mei also had a drink and asked.
I looked at Sister Mei, then put down my wine glass. When I thought about Hu Ye, I felt a little disappointed. Sister Mei could naturally see my loss in her eyes, and then asked: "What's wrong with you?"
I looked at her and smiled, but I felt that the smile was a little bitter and fake, and then said: "Actually, it's nothing, I just think about my girlfriend and I'm a little bored."
Sister Mei looked at me and said, "Is it Hu Ye?"
Sister Mei knew about Hu Ye and I, because the night Hu Ye agreed to me, I invited them to drink to celebrate. I replied: "Yes."
Sister Mei asked: "What happened to you?"
I still nodded, and Sister Mei then asked: "What's wrong? Did we break up?"
I nodded again. At that time, it seemed that I could only nod. Sister Mei asked: "Why, haven't you always been very good, why did you break up all of a sudden?"
I was a little sad, so I spoke a little slowly: "I don't know what happened. I felt like I did nothing wrong, but she said she didn't like me anymore. Later I found out that she liked another boy.
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Sister Mei looked at me, feeling a little uncomfortable, and said, "Hey, this kind of thing is hard to talk about. Don't feel bad. Wait until tomorrow for Sister Mei to help you find one."
I never thought that Sister Mei would say such a thing, and I didn’t take it seriously for a moment. I just thought that she was comforting me, and then after saying some words to Sister Mei, I went back. I have to say that every boy should
There is a girl who understands you, because they can help you solve many troublesome things, and Sister Mei is undoubtedly such a girl. After talking to Sister Mei, I no longer feel so uncomfortable.
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What made me even more unexpected was that the next day, Sister Mei really found a girl for me, and she was no worse in appearance than Hu Ye, named Wu Feisi. But no matter how good she looked, I couldn't find someone who liked Hu Ye in her.
Later, I also fell in love with her, but we broke up not long after.
On the day Sister Mei introduced me, everyone just knew each other and didn't directly say who liked whom. After a few days, I suddenly thought: Since Hu Ye is sorry for me, why don't I find someone else? This way, it can also prove that I don't have her.
, it’s not that I can’t survive. Thinking this way, I pursued Wu Feisi. She agreed quickly at that time, and I naturally knew that it was Sister Mei’s credit.
I never had many happy days with her. It was like that all the time. I seemed to be living my own life. I didn’t care much about her. I always ignored her. I believe you are a girl. Faced with
You wouldn't be able to stand such a boy, so after two weeks, she broke up with me, and I naturally agreed quickly.
Thinking about it later, I felt very sorry for her. I chased her just to make Hu Ye angry, and she seemed to be just a tool for me to vent my anger. At that time, I really felt that I was good or bad, and I no longer felt like one at all.
A person, because that time, I deceived someone else's feelings, the feelings of a girl who loved me.
So, I simply continued my bad behavior and started fighting again. From then on, I was not interested in any girls anymore. I just kept doing what I thought was right, no matter whether it was true or not in the eyes of others.
The truth is, it should be like that. It doesn’t matter whether it is good or bad for others, as long as it makes you happy, you will do it.
So, something happened soon...
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