Chapter 118: There is no time in life, don't force it [1]
April opened her eyes and looked at Melody with anger: "You don't believe me!"
"Believe you? Have you ever believed what I said to you? Have you ever taken my words seriously?"
The melody sounds are mixed with a lot of sadness and bitterness, but I can't show it, because I never let others see my weak side, because I can never avoid the word love in this life, and I will always be tortured by it.
.Tortured to the point that I don’t know how to get rid of it..
Melody raised her head slightly and looked at April, shook her head, laughed, and then laughed.
The laughter was arrogant, desolate, arrogant, sad, regretful... very loud...
Everything that happened during this period was poured into this smile to vent the pain in my heart...
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No one knows, and no one can talk to, I can only bury it deep in my heart,
Accumulating, I want time to settle or erase the happy time, but that is no longer possible...
No more... I don't want to explain or ask her to forgive me. Maybe I and April are no longer important?
I suddenly felt a little tired and wanted to let go. I didn’t want to force myself anymore, I didn’t want to be so humble anymore.
Let her pursue the life she wants, so that she doesn't have to lock her to him so forcefully.
There is an old saying that is very true: "There is a time in life that must be there, but there is no time in life, so don't force it!"
Melody just kept clenching her fists tightly, not looking at April. She stood up and walked to the window, looking out the window...
Looking at the blue sky, I vaguely thought of everything about Xiao Ji, all those beautiful memories~
Being invisibly evoked, those happy times are always flashing in my mind...
I miss you very much, I really miss you,
But she has left him, and he has also walked away from the painful memories of losing her.
I want to pursue the happiness I want now and the love I want!! But why?
Who can tell him why? It all happened so suddenly that he couldn't predict it.
Yintai's departure made me immersed in deep self-blame. Even every time I dreamed about it at midnight, I felt that I was sorry for him and didn't know how to face him.