After returning to my grandma's house, I still lived a silent life.
I can't even hear my own heartbeat.
My mother still hugged me and cried, and her eyes showed resentment when she looked at me.
Once she put her eyes deep into my eyes and touched my ice-blue eyes. The eyeballs were very painful under her fingers. Finally, my eyes oozed out and dripped on her hand. She was stunned for a long time!
Then she quickly wiped it off, then went to wash her hands and rubbed the skin hard for a long time. I thought she would dig out the skin with a knife.
I know, she thinks I'm dirty!
Because my tears dirty her hands!
From then on, I never shed a tear again.
Even if she touches my eyes, I can't shed tears.
About a month later, I could hear again, and my mother wanted to take me for a checkup.
But her injuries and my ear surgery cost all my grandma’s family’s money.
Since there is no more money for us, mother will just come to Mu’s house!
He was very humble, kneeling on the ground and begging them for some alimony.
But they only left a plate for the dog and nothing else!
The mother was angry. For the first time, resentment appeared in the eyes of this cowardly woman!
She began to resent this family, resent her life, and resent all the pain she had suffered.
She told me, "I must find a way to stay in the Mu family. She hopes that I will become the owner of this place!"
I nodded in confusion at that time, but actually I was very reluctant!
My mother took me and squatted next to the doghouse, as if I wouldn't leave until the Mu family gave me money.
The Mu family has a golden retriever, which is very big and eats very well!
Because he has always been fed by his mother, he is very good to his mother!
He was very happy after seeing his mother and wagged his tail obediently.
I was thinking at that time, this dog looks like a pretty girl.
When I grow up, I must marry a girl with long hair as my wife.
Then the two of us will live a beautiful life together, and I will not betray her or do anything that violates ethics.
But many years later, I'm still crazy!
I don't know what that is to other people, but to me it's the backbone of my whole soul.
Asking me to betray my ethics is like cutting off my own pillar and tearing open my own wounds!
Bloody cruelty!
In the doghouse of the Mu family, what we are waiting for is not money and gifts.
But the father who is worse than a beast.
He drank again, and after drinking, his eyes turned red!
He looked weird when he was angry.
Especially after seeing the mother in the kennel, her eyes widened fiercely!
I wonder if it will fall? Will I pick it up then? Will my hands get dirty if I pick it up?
"What are you doing in my house? You're so damn good, I don't care about you!" Mu Zhize yelled, saying ugly and dirty words.
I just looked at my father, at that dirty, dirty, unworthy father.
He is obviously very beautiful and has a pair of captivating eyes, but what on earth turned him into a person worse than a beast?
Should I have no principles and no bottom line? What will I be like when I grow up?
No, I will never be like him, and I will never be a blind beast.
I swore at that time that while living, I must have principles and dignity as a human being, and remember that I am a human being, not an animal!
My mother's eyes lit up when she looked at my father. I think she still loves him!
I wonder what love is and why, after suffering so many blows, my mother is still obsessed with a person who is worse than a beast.