She crawled out of the kennel. She was wearing a blue coat on her thin body and a pair of green shoes on her feet. She looked nondescript. Her hair was spread down to her feet, covering her entire back.
She stopped. Her little face was red and her eyes were filled with bloodshot eyes that looked like insects. She wiped her eyes and wanted to speak but didn't know what to say.
I was thinking at the time, maybe she wanted to say that I am worse than a dog in your heart?
She also knew how cruel those words were, so she didn't say them.
Everything is self-defeating.
At this time, the Mu family is open!
The person who opened the door was Mu Zhize’s mother, my mother-in-law, my grandma!
Her hair was white, and she was wearing a very red dress. The bright color reminded me of blood. At that time, I was thinking, is blood so red?
Mu Zhize's mother glanced at her mother, who was no different from a beggar, and frowned at me.
That look was disgusting.
Am I dirty? Why does everyone look at me like this!
"Son, come in, it's so cold outside, don't freeze!" Mu's mother greeted her son, not caring at all that we were still freezing outside.
Mu Zhize smiled and nodded, and at that time he looked at his mother and me proudly.
Soon, the door slammed shut!
It was like a thunderbolt from the blue, no more powerful than a thunderbolt from the blue. I thought my mother had woken up and should understand the difference between humans and animals.
But I underestimated love and my mother!
It can make a person successful or destroy a person!
I wanted to grab my mother's hand, but before I could touch it, she was thrown away!
I don't know what my mother is going to do!
It was very cold that winter, so cold that it made me shiver all over!
Even breathing hurts!
Suddenly, the door of Mu's house opened again, and it was still his father's disgusting face.
He waved his hand and said to the dog outside: "Baby, come in, it's cold outside!"
He let the dog into the house and left his wife and son outside.
I clearly understand what human nature is, and I no longer have any illusions about my father and this family!
But what about the mother?
I don't know what my mother was thinking. I saw a lifeless grayness on her face.
It's more empty and lonely than that cold blue.
Soon, something happened that I will never forget. My mother rushed in when my father was closing the door!
She hugged her father's legs and began to beg: "Take Shiqin back. He is your biological child and your only child. Think about it, you will never want a woman again. This is your only male."
, you can keep him, please stay, okay?"
I looked at this woman without expression, this humble mother who was worse than a dog.
Is this begging for me or for herself?
Or according to her words, she left my twisted heart in the Mu family, and then allowed me to truly grow up, to see how I could make a difference in the Mu family?
Perhaps this is the difference between men and women. Men's is only for a while, while women's is for a lifetime.
Mu Zhize began to kick and hit his mother who was holding his thigh, and kept yelling: "Don't fucking curse me. I have promised my mother to change her ways. I will be an upright man. I don't have as many wives and children as I want in the future.
Get out, get out!"
While he was talking, his saliva sprayed all over my mother's face and even onto my face. The stench continued.