Leng Peichen nodded. "The five who were alive were sent in with the crime of murder. If you go in alive, you won't come out alive. Don't worry." He patted me on the shoulder and turned to leave.
I stared blankly with a pair of empty eyes open. I felt a little helpless and a little confused.
Mu Shiqin hugged me tightly.
He said, "Ruoxi, never leave me. I love you."
I smiled "How much do you love me?"
"Love to the point of danger."
"How dangerous is it?"
"I can no longer live alone!"
This time I was silent. I looked at the darkness in front of me at a loss.
My dear, am I worthy of staying by your side when I am so broken?
I said, "What if one day I disappear?"
"I'll find you."
"What if I can't find it?"
Mu Shiqin smiled, with some affection, "Then keep looking!"
This time, he laughed. I cried!
My dear, why do we always have so many barriers to each other? With great difficulty, I can lean into your arms and become your bride. Why is fate playing such a trick?
I really don't deserve your love now.
You took it too cleanly, and giving it to me will only taint you.
So, dear, forgive me. I can only push you away.
Happiness finally passed between words. I smiled and watched our happiness end. My heart was torn and my soul was hollowed out. My dear, how can I love you. Forgive me, and turned around, there was a large sky, so big that I didn’t know
At a loss.
...
After all, what a perfect love, how beautiful the spring, but also disappear very quickly. Love hurts, love is lingering, love is scarred all over, and you still need to swallow your tears and lick the scars alone. If we once ran away from each other,
You turn to the left and I turn to the right. There is no encounter or intersection. How wonderful.
My eyes are still blind. Mu Shiqin invited many ophthalmologists, but no matter how many times they were examined, nothing could be done. I just said that you have to rely on your own mood. When your mood feels better and your blood becomes smoother, you will probably be able to see.
Already.
Listen, this ambiguous statement sounds so nice.
One is probably enough to keep me alone in the dark for a while.
Mu Shiqin arranged all the company's affairs for a month and concentrated on taking care of me.
To be honest, I was very moved. I leaned in his arms and smelled the faint smell of tobacco and the freshness of armani perfume. He fed me food and water every day. He even came to take a bath and go to the toilet in person.
take care of.
I was very embarrassed at first, especially when I went to the toilet.
Mu Shiqin looked leisurely and contented, smiling playfully and whispering in my ear, "What else do you have that I haven't seen before? There's nothing to be shy about."
I was taken care of by him like a new-born baby.
Gradually, I became greedy for such a life. I was even afraid that a light would suddenly appear in front of my eyes one inadvertent morning, and then I would no longer be able to greedily enjoy Mu Shiqin's care.
Mu Shiqin would talk to me a lot every night.
I know that he is afraid that I will be lonely and that I will drown alone in the lonely darkness.
I felt his attentiveness and kindness.
However, she is also afraid of his care.
I feel like it's like a glass of poisoned wine. The more I drink it, the closer I get to death.
I secretly swore in my heart that I would just enjoy this once, enjoy the care he gave me once, and then leave him completely and disappear into his world. With all the pain in my body and the tiredness in my heart, I would leave him.
Leaving his glorious life behind, he hid in a corner where no one cares about him and peeked at his sharp edge.