In the past few years, she has not fulfilled her responsibilities as a mother. Now, she still can't say how responsible she is. In the past, she always left herself scarred, and then left her behind when no one saw her.
She was licking her wounds alone. But she always forgot that there was a child at home who needed her comfort and care. And now, she is still licking her wounds, and the child who needs her comfort and care is still waiting.
With her comfort and care.
She had a dream again last night, Xiao Ye in the dream. Xiao Ye in the dream returned to his silent state. He looked so hollow. His whole face looked like a person who had lost all his ability to express himself, as if he had lost all his facial features.
Generally, despair is scary.
In the dream, she was happy to see Xiaoye. When she raised her arms to hug Xiaoye, she found that Xiaoye's empty face suddenly turned indifferent, and a clear child's voice came out, but it was like the voice of Shura from hell,
Destroying her heart.
Ruoxi looked at Xiaoye's indifference, and her whole body trembled, her heart aching. Once upon a time, she really wanted to start making up for Xiaoye little by little, and learn to love Xiaoye little by little.
However, as Xiaoye became so filled with hatred for Mu Shiqin and started to act crazy, in order to protect you, I had to send you away ruthlessly.
In the dream, Xiaoye smiled coldly, "Send me to a cold place. Everyone thinks Xiaoye is a madman, and everyone thinks I am a monster. Mom, where were you at that time? Mom, do you know?
, Xiaoye only needs to be by her mother’s side. Her father is not by Xiaoye’s side, and even her mother is not here. Xiaoye’s world is full of darkness.”
Looking at Xiaoye, Ruoxi cried. She just wanted to drag Xiaoye out of the painful tragedy around her, but she didn't expect that in Xiaoye's heart, she would be sent to another more painful abyss.
"Xier, what are you thinking about?"
Mu Shiqin's voice brought her back from her thoughts. She looked at the warm sunshine outside the window, and thought of Xiao Ye's cold and distant eyes in her dream. Ruoxi felt that her heart was ice-cold.
"Shiqin, I want to see Xiaoye." She spoke again.
"I will take you to see him, but not now." Mu Shiqin looked out the window.
Looking from Ruoxi's perspective, she saw Mu Shiqin's dark blue eyes glowing with a faint light, which was a signal of danger. The cold questioning voice of Xiao Ye in her dream last night sounded in her ears again.
"Mom, why are you so cruel? When you sent me away cruelly, did you ever feel heartache? When you laughed in the arms of your man, did you ever think that I would cry in a dark corner?
Where were you when I acted like crazy just to see you?"
Those questions were like icicles that stabbed her chest and tore her heart. It was like a hole was opened in her chest and countless icicles were poured in. The cold made it almost impossible for her to breathe.
At the end of the dream, Xiaoye hurt herself crazily, leaving herself covered in bruises and blood. She was awakened by this horrific scene.
"I want to see Xiaoye right now." Ruoxi said decisively.
Mu Shiqin looked at Ruoxi seriously and said to her in a calm voice, "Xier, don't lose your temper. When you get better, I will take you to see him."