Ruoxi sat there, unconsciously clenching the spoon in her hand, and then slowly loosening it, her body trembling. Ruoxi glanced at him, and there was a hint of sadness in her eyes. She was a little deceiving herself and others.
He turned his head, and after a long time, he heard her voice, which was almost inaudible, "Shiqin, how can you be so cruel to me? You know me so well, why are you still so cruel?"
Although it was inaudible, Mu Shiqin still heard it. His body suddenly shook, he walked a few steps to Ruoxi's side, squeezed her shoulders with both hands, and forced her head to raise.
"Xier, what did you just say?"
Ruoxi calmed down strangely, and said calmly and indifferently: "Shiqin, do I have leukemia? I am in urgent need of a bone marrow transplant now, and you, do you want Xiaoye to have a checkup, and if it is suitable, do you want to extract Xiaoye's bone marrow?"
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Mu Shiqin's whole body was trembling and he stared at Ruoxi.
At that moment, Ruoxi met his deep blue eyes intertwined with brokenness, and her chest began to hurt. Looking into his eyes, her voice was hoarse, "Mu Shiqin, I will not allow you to do this!
You can't be so cruel!"
Mu Shiqin's voice was also a little hoarse and exhausted, "Ye Ruoxi, do you know that you are also very cruel?"
Ruoxi did not deny that she was also a cruel person. She knew that Mu Shiqin had been trying hard and carefully to hide her illness from her, and while comforting her, she was also comforting herself. However,
She just said it like this, and told the truth so cruelly, removing all disguises and revealing the bloody truth.
"I'm already so cruel, I can't be cruel to Xiaoye anymore. I've failed to fulfill my responsibility as a mother, I've already made him suffer so much, I can't let him be hurt even a little bit more. Shiqin,
If you are really doing it for me, don't let Xiaoye do a bone marrow examination." She almost begged him.
Mu Shiqin uttered two words cruelly, "No!"
Ruoxi felt that all the power of support had dissipated. She believed that he would do what he said. Just like the last time he took her back from Liancheng, as long as he wanted to, no matter how cruel the method was, he would do it.
Do it.
Ruoxi's heart ached fiercely.
Mu Shiqin, because of you, I understand what fear is? I experienced all of this personally, and I really felt fear.
"Shiqin, don't make me hate you!" Ruoxi's tears fell.
The hand that landed on her shoulder was even stronger, "Then you have to be destined to hate me!"
Ruoxi's whole body suddenly shook, her pupils instantly dilated and trembled, and tears fell like rain, "Shiqin, I beg you, don't, don't be so cruel..."
"Xi'er, you begged me not to be so cruel, but can you not be cruel to me? I selfishly don't want you to leave, I selfishly trap you, I selfishly use my power to trap you, I selfishly keep you
All escape routes are cut off. That’s what I have, all because I love you. Because I love you, I am cruel, because I love you, I am selfish, because I love you, I become fragile, and I am too fragile to survive here alone.
In this world, I am too afraid of losing you, so please don’t leave me. If you choose to leave, you would be too cruel."