Only he himself knows that he cannot laugh at all! There is no way to soften his attitude and expression!
Because he often misses her so much that he can't control his emotions.
Just yesterday, during the shareholders' meeting, when the shareholders were speaking, he was distracted, and he even muttered her name unknowingly and seemed to say it more than once...
The shareholder asked him if he had any objections to his proposal, and he had no choice but to pass by and said, "I have no objections for the time being. I just hope that everyone can work together so that all of Chu Xiang's operations and investments can go smoothly and be successful."
Thinking about it now, his expression at that time must have been so... difficult for others to understand.
She was still crying, really crying until his heart was broken.
He suddenly remembered what Xia Yiming had yelled at him on the phone, saying that his child was dead and that it was because of his father who had committed too many sins that he died...
Thinking of this, tears could not stop flowing from his eyes.
He knelt down and sat on the ground, holding the woman who was crying into tears in his arms.
He couldn't say anything, he knew that those sweet words of comfort and sweet words would have no effect and would only make her feel ironic and disgusting.
However, in fact, none of the words he said were meant to fool her. If he didn't love her, there was no need to make both of them so hard and painful.
Why didn't he want to let her go and let her be free and happy, but he would die if he did, and he wouldn't be able to hold on.
Would she be happier if he died?
If he dies, can he be completely freed and let everyone's life return to its original track?
If he could, he would die.
Holding her face, he wiped her tears that were like broken beads, but found that he couldn't wipe them dry at all.
He really didn't know she could cry so much...
He gently patted her cheek, smiled bitterly, and said with tears: "Xia Yifan, will you feel relieved and happy only if I die?"
He saw her stunned for a moment and stopped crying.
Her tear-filled eyes were confused, surprised and at a loss.
He felt somewhat comforted, at least she didn't hate him and didn't want him to die.
But the next second, he heard her say bitterly: "Okay, you die, die now! Die quickly!"
I don't know why, when he heard this sentence, although he felt suddenly disappointed and painful, he felt very happy and relieved afterwards.
It seemed like he finally had a reason to escape.
Maybe sometimes, being heartless and irresponsible can actually make you happier.
In fact, think about it, if he didn't love her so much, he wouldn't be in such pain.