Chapter 102: Didn't expect him to really seek death
How much he wanted to tell him, Yifan, I love you, really, I love you so much that I don't want anything but my mother and my life.
I don’t need dignity, I don’t need friends, I can live a life of poverty, I can be reviled and distanced from others, but I can’t lose you, and I can’t lose the life that protects you.
But, my dear, you want me to die now...
Because I said you can only be happy if I die, so you want me to die.
So, I think if I really die, it will still be beneficial.
At least the two people I love most in this world can be completely freed by my death, return to their original lives, and no longer have to suffer like this because of my existence.
However, even though I love you so much, at this moment, I can't say those three words.
Because...if I choose to die, I am destined to not be qualified to love you.
My letting go of you can only be accomplished by the end of my life. And the end of my life is equal to the end of love.
Tears flowed freely. Chu Ningfei never knew that someone as strong as him could be so fragile after being tempered by time, and almost became a tearful person.
He covered his mouth and nose, not wanting to cry out. That would be too embarrassing.
He staggered up, left the bedroom, and rushed to the living room.
If he remembered correctly, there was a fruit knife there.
The reason why he dared to leave these dangerous things in this house was because he was sure that she would not seek death.
Although she is simple, stupid and weak, she is not the kind of person who seeks death just because she is heartbroken.
She is a good child. Although she loves him the most and can leave her family for him, she will never abandon anyone else in the world who cares about her for him.
When he saw the knife, layers of coldness arose on his back.
He smiled a little bitterly.
I thought I could die bravely, but the moment I picked up the fruit knife, my hands trembled violently.
He has not yet fulfilled his long-cherished wish in this life. He has regrets in his heart, so how can he not hesitate.
However, hearing her cry still in his ears and her scream, "Go to hell, go to hell now!", he was heartbroken and breathless, so he could only close his eyes and say I'm sorry in his heart.
.
Sorry, Mom.
Sorry, Xia Yifan.
As tears flowed freely, he held the delicate and sharp fruit knife tightly!
Gritting his teeth fiercely, he stabbed towards the heart!
Farewell, my love, who cries and suffers because of me.
If there is an afterlife, I pray that I will not be allowed to meet you.
The moment the sharp blade pierced the skin, Chu Ningfei felt no pain, but instead felt relief.
But why is there a sudden pain in my shoulder? Could it be that he stabbed it wrongly?
It's impossible, he's not that stupid! How could he run so fast that he doesn't even know how to commit suicide?
With a "pop", he fell to the ground.
He slowly opened his eyes, and in his blurred vision, he saw a figure standing at his feet.
He frowned slightly, feeling dizzy and not knowing what was happening.
Suddenly he heard a deafening cry, and he suddenly woke up. It was she who kicked him, blocking his final move to seek death, and scolded him for being so obedient.
She...why...
Standing there with his whole body trembling and his legs weak, Xia Yifan only shouted "Ning Fei, you are so obedient. If you want to die, you will die. You are such a coward", and then he lost all his strength.