Chapter 432 Yang Xiaolan, you don't know love at all!
Chapter 432 Yang Xiaolan, you don’t understand love at all!
"My personal views do not represent the thoughts of the person in your heart. After all, some people are very persistent in feelings and very tolerant. They believe that true love requires tolerance and understanding, while some people also believe that love is
It is complete and cannot tolerate blasphemy and betrayal. The key is to see what the people you care about think. Although I am very similar to him, I am not him, so my answer can only be a reference.
Now I have basically told you everything you want to know, so tell me something about Zhang Wufeng. I am very curious about this person who can write a novel like "City in the Sky"."
"What do you want to know? No matter what aspect, as long as you want to know, I will tell you without reservation." Yang Xiaolan's voice was a little more melancholy, but she seemed to be familiar with such a situation, so although
I felt bad, but I didn't show any sadness.
"Well, I want to know about his personality characteristics and his abilities." Li Xuan thought for a while and said.
"His personality characteristics have changed quite a lot. At the beginning, his health was not very good and his family was relatively poor. From that time on, he began to engage in some novel creation. Later, because he could not make ends meet, he
I dropped out of school... Actually, it was because I was almost bullied by someone once. Later, he rented a house near my school and concentrated on his creation while taking care of me.
Later, his creations flourished and he made some money, which is actually a lot of money in big cities, but I thought at the time that he never made any money...
Then there was the issue of children. At that time, I was obsessed with it. Just because his mother said something to me, I refuted it, and then he became aggressive with me. When I was angry, and others persuaded me, I
The child was aborted...
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"Tell me about you, what's the use of you? You know how to write rubbish online novels. You lied to me and said that I had a deposit of 80,000 yuan to follow you. I have been unlucky for eight lifetimes. If I had known this, I would have
I won’t be deceived by your sweet words. I think you will be a poor coward all your life." A young woman wearing a light blue ladylike dress cursed with a gloomy face.
She stretched out her right hand, pointing the short and fat fingers of her right hand to Zhang Wufeng's forehead, and scolded him arrogantly.
"Oh - forget it, Xiaolan, you are both still young. Although he doesn't have much money now, he is still pretty good to you -" came a hoarse voice. This was a woman who looked very old.
The dark and thin face showed a bit of helplessness and heartache of loss.
"That's right, haha, mom, you don't need to say more. I don't want to stay in this family anymore. I have already aborted the child." The young woman said in a cold voice again. Her cold and ruthless expression was so chilling.
"Child, have you taken it away?" Zhang Wufeng, who had been silent all this time, suddenly had a cold look in his eyes, and then disappeared in a flash.
His voice was calm, heavy, and a little cold.
"If you don't take it away? What are you going to use to feed him? Just your gangster novels for children? The income is low and unstable. Just two piles of straw in a shabby house in the countryside? How can this poor mountainous place...
Do you expect it to raise a good child?" The woman named Xiaolan roared loudly and snobbishly. At this moment, the gentleness and virtuousness she originally displayed had long since disappeared.
"Xiaolan, was the child really aborted?" The old woman's voice was trembling, as if she could not bear such a blow.
"Yes, it really happened. A few days ago, I lied to Wu Feng and said that I would go back to my parents' home and paid three thousand dollars for a painless abortion. I decided that women's youth is always very short, and they will always pay for their naivety. Now I
Xiaolan is no longer the Xiaolan she used to be. Let's leave it as it is. I've already bought the ticket. Brother Sheng will take me back to my parents' home tomorrow. You don't have to go." Yang Xiaolan glanced at Zhang Wufeng with a cold face and said calmly.
"Mom, you go and rest for a while, and I'll talk to Xiaolan."
Zhang Wufeng looked at Xiaolan, then turned to look at his mother Peng Houfang, sighed slightly in his heart, and said in a very calm tone.
"Hey, Feng'er, Xiaolan, let's have a good talk. I, an old woman, won't bother you here." As she said that, Peng Houfang's face was a little pale, and her eyes were full of disappointment. The child took off the
The blow seemed to take away all of her life.
Peng Houfang walked away tremblingly. She was less than 50 years old and looked more like a frail and sickly old woman in her 60s.
Zhang Wufeng felt a sting in his heart, and an unbearable anger surged up in his heart. The silence and tolerance of the past had completely disappeared.
The bottom line, a person's bottom line, a very low bottom line, has been violated at this moment
Before that, from three years of high school, to four years of college, to two years of work after college, and one year of marriage, a total of ten years
In the past ten years, Zhang Wufeng has always tried his best to protect and love Yang Xiaolan, giving all his dignity and face to please her, but he never expected that this would be the result in the end.
At this moment, no matter how bad Yang Xiaolan pointed at his head and scolded him, he would not argue with her. However, at this moment, she quietly removed the child who was two months pregnant. This point,
He can't accept it
Because his mother begged Yang Xiaolan so hard for this child that Yang Xiaolan agreed to be pregnant. Not only that, this child was also his father's hope when he was seriously ill. A month ago, he learned that Xiaolan was finally pregnant with the child.
At that time, his father Zhang Zhengqing finally left with a satisfied smile.
In order to be able to conceive a child, his father Zhang Zhengqing delayed his fatal illness for twenty days.
Thinking of this, thinking of his father's last wish being wiped out like this, Zhang Wufeng suddenly felt that the woman in front of him was really ugly.
A kind of disgust from the soul suddenly rose up. At the same time, Zhang Wufeng, who was silent, suddenly raised his head and said to Yang Xiaolan, who was full of disdain: "You have done a good job and I have nothing to say. Let's get divorced."
"Haha, you think I'm afraid. I've had enough of you and left now." Yang Xiaolan sneered. Every time she lost her temper, the other party was not groveling. This time, she just took away the child. What kind of marriage?
I didn’t ask for his house or car when I was young. Even if it’s a blessing he’s cultivated in eight lifetimes, huh, he can still live a good life without me.
Yang Xiaolan thought, with a disdainful sneer on her face, then her face darkened, she walked towards the elegantly decorated wedding room, and then slammed the door.
"Bang"
The wooden door shuddered violently, and the cracked white tiles on the wall suddenly shuddered, making a 'clang' sound, and a lot of white lime powder fell down.
This wall was painted by Zhang Wufeng using Dulux paint and strong adhesive glue, and the large square tiles were purchased as authentic products. With such quality, the fact that the door wall could be damaged like this shows that this woman
, I have lost my temper like this many times.
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The original scene, bit by bit, truly appeared in Yang Xiaolan's memory. Suddenly, she also discovered that she was actually sitting too much.
However, she didn't know that this scene actually appeared in Li Xuan's mind.
"I think I can completely understand everything you said." Li Xuan's face was calm. Even a truly strong man would not be able to guess his state of mind at this moment.
"Thinking about it, I don't know why it happened in the first place. In fact, many times, I don't really want to quarrel, but just want to find something... The heart of a woman, I'm afraid you men will never be able to truly
Understand that sometimes a very trivial thing is enough to make a woman think or sigh for a long time, but when a man doesn't understand, he may even find it incredible.
Many superficial personalities are superficial and cannot be penetrated deeply, which means that they cannot be truly understood.
At that time, what I liked most every night was that he would hold me and sleep peacefully. But every night, he would be busy checking out information, organizing information, imagining and writing revision management book reviews, and talking about the world with some authors and readers.
I am busy with these things. On the surface, this is a very easy job, and it is faster. One hour, several thousand days, ten thousand days, only two or three hours. But put these two or three hours aside and check the information.
It takes time. It takes time to organize the outline, and it also takes time to revise.
There are also managing book reviews and communicating with readers and authors. If you read gossip during this period, ten hours or something is not enough. If there are only more than a thousand words in an hour, it will be very tragic.
In fact, you can tell me which woman is unwilling to have sex with her husband after getting married, but every time... How should I put it, he is not incapable, on the contrary, he is very capable and energetic. Sometimes it is just because he is not capable.
Work and rest on time, I deliberately disagree...
I didn't want to say these words at first, I just wanted to keep them in my stomach, but I promised to answer your questions truthfully, so I said so. After all, I am not a person who likes lies.
Of course, apart from this problem, he had no other problems at the time, and after I told him several times, he changed his mind. But at that time, it was really me who changed my mind and easily believed others.
sweet Nothing……
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Yang Xiaolan said lightly that Li Xuan's feeling by his side was very similar to Zhang Wufeng's. She knew that she had no chance to linger under the moonlit night with Zhang Wufeng, talking freely about her inner thoughts, so at this moment, in addition to answering Li Xuan's questions
In addition, this is also her way of expressing her feelings.
As Li Xuan listened to Yang Xiaolan's words, many dream-like scenes appeared in his mind. These scenes seemed to be that person's experiences, and were then presented in conjunction with Yang Xiaolan's words.
However, this feeling did not make him very comfortable.
"Originally I shouldn't have intervened in this issue, because no matter what I say, it is disrespectful to you towards Zhang Wufeng, but after listening to your statement, I just want to say a few words with a man's attitude." Li Xuan pondered.
He said, his attitude was still calm, but his words seemed very powerful.
"Well, tell me." Yang Xiaolan said silently.
"The issues you mentioned are just from your own perspective. Of course, after the incident happened, you must have considered the issue from a different perspective, so you feel that you went too far. However, you may not have thought of it, because it is
If you think about it from the other person's perspective, you will inevitably leave your own weight in your heart. When you think about it in this way, the matter will be downplayed. Even if you think it is too much, it is actually too much, but the effect you feel is still insufficient.
One-fifth of the other person's own feelings.
This statement is not an exaggeration.
I think there may be several reasons why he doesn't really accept you, because if it is true love and you just leave, then this love will stay at the level of hate.
But from your description, it seems that his feeling towards you may be either strange or indifferent.
You did a great job once.
You may have never considered that a man puts down his dignity to ask you to have sex with him, not because he actually had love at that time. Otherwise, you said that with Zhang Wufeng's strong energy and ability to make money, he wants to
Can't find a few women? Nowadays, many women in games can play all night* for a piece of equipment or even just for a piece of comfort, or even get married. These are all very simple.
You may have never considered that if a man is willing to give up his dignity for a woman, then how far does this love, tolerance and openness go.
Not to mention understanding, but to compare with each other, I feel that a man like Zhang Wufeng is proud and has a dignity that cannot be trampled on, and you have trampled on his dignity again and again. This in itself and what you have given me.
gave him a fatal blow
Not to mention depriving the child and making his father's last wish come true... I don't know what you think. In my opinion, if such a woman treats me like this, I will not hesitate to distance herself from her.
relationship, and may even abuse her severely to let her know how serious this is.
Of course, if the man is not filial, this matter will not be a big deal, but if the man is very filial, then you will never have a chance again for this matter.
Don’t talk about this, just talk about yourself, a child, a two-month-old child, but this is also a child, why are you so willing to take it away?
There are some words that I don’t even know how to say anymore, because when this matter was told to me, my mood fluctuated greatly and I couldn’t calm down, not for you, but for him.
Maybe you or a woman of a similar type to you can’t help but slap him, so he’s not wrong?
Yes, he must have made mistakes, but so what? Behind a successful man, there is often a great woman. Whether he can become such a great woman depends on a woman's mentality.
As an online writer, do you think he would code in such a noisy environment during the day? Well, even if this doesn't matter, many times, some writers' inspirations appear suddenly and are recorded at any time.
At midnight, when thinking is clear, the environment is quiet, a cup of tea, and a notebook, the efficiency of a few hours in one night may be incredibly high.
To be honest, if it weren't for making money, I don't think a writer could persevere and code every day based on his interest.
If there is no family, he can relax and play code words. Code words itself is just a hobby. If there is no pressure at all, then he will be a cheerful and positive person, because there is no pressure even if he breaks occasionally.
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But it's different when you have a family. The perfect attendance award carries a lot of weight. In this era of piracy, the subscription situation may be worse than you think, so perfect attendance is a good guarantee.
For the family, for you to spend more money, maybe many times, even if he can't write a word for a long time, he will dryly tear his hair and write bitter and dry words. These words may not be attractive, but each one
It's just a drop of blood and sweat.
And because of mental stress, collapse or even confusion, sometimes when you need care, vent, and enjoy the taste of love and sex, well, you go and quarrel, you go and make trouble, and you even refuse when he begs.
So, do you think this man will still open up and talk to you under such circumstances?
I think that's fantasy, that's bullshit.
He will only think, forget it, there is no point in talking about it, and he will never ask for anything again in the future. It doesn't matter whether he does it or not, he can just solve it with his hands.
I am really mentally confused and in a bad state. It doesn't matter if I go to a bar or an entertainment club.
Life, in fact, is just such a tragedy, that's all.
At this time, has he indulged? If yes, then the family is unstable; if not, then he still cares about the family and his responsibility as a man who provides for the family.
But at this time, you are really powerful. You went to take away the child and destroy his last hope. I really don’t know what was going through your head at that time. Wouldn’t you read a little while surfing the Internet?
Psychology? Do a little research on the man’s mentality and care about him?
Okay, let’s not talk about these, let’s just talk about after the divorce.
During the divorce, he missed the past and gave you his last penny so that you could live a good life for a while after you left. Twenty thousand yuan? Not much, not a lot, at least twenty thousand yuan. You can still buy it now.
There are a lot of things, and you can build a decent bungalow in the countryside.
Because of this, he didn't even have the money to go out to work, and even borrowed money from other people.
Look what you are doing again? He is borrowing money, and you are sneering in the group. And you are still sneering with Huang Yuansheng, and...
I'm sorry, I got emotional, but I still want to think about the last point. You said you had a relationship with a person named Huang... That's good, then it's completely out of the question.
I can't imagine that a person who was so hurt by you would have any reason to convince himself to accept you at this time?
It was because you were sick and the Huang family abused you that you remembered his kindness and that silent man who was actually always protecting you silently.
At this time, the reason for regret was just because the Huang family was not as good as Zhang Wufeng. It was because I was in trouble that I regretted it and felt that I had gone too far.
So, suppose that the Huang family treats you very well, you are the young mistress, and the man named Huang is very devoted and caring to you, and then his family makes a lot of money, tens of millions.
At that time, Zhang Wufeng was not yet prosperous. If you asked him to get married and make him look embarrassed, his less glorious rise would make people laugh.
Seeing him down and out and being laughed at by others, do you feel happy? Very happy?
If he continues to be down and out, and if you become richer and more powerful, will you lend a helping hand to him one day when he is desperate? If he apologizes to you for some minor things in the past, will you abandon the Huang family?
So that he can return to him with glory and wealth? You should think about this answer before you answer it.
Actually, don’t think about it, it definitely won’t.
Yes, you said that when you jumped off the building later, you were still thinking that if he didn't lend you money, you would feel no guilt if you jumped off the building...
This is also ridiculous. You divorced him and he gave you the last of your family property, so why don't you feel guilty at all if he doesn't lend you money? You have been unkind and unjust, so do you expect others to be kind and righteous to you? I think
You still haven't really changed your mind.
Even now, you still envy the woman he married and his happiness. What are you envious of? Just because he has changed, because he is more mature, stable and outstanding? Do you feel regretful?
What if he was even more depressed? Do you think you would be more certain that your original decision was right?
You understand true love very well at the beginning. In the beginning, in order to save money on a meal, you will buy him a toothbrush and carefully prepare everything for him... you know this is called
What? This is selfless love, loving others, giving up all your own preferences, and thinking about others.
Zhang Wufeng seemed to be doing this from beginning to end.
Did I drop out of school and stay with you because I didn’t have money? It’s easy to get through college with a student loan. Even if you don’t have a student loan and you owe the tuition, you just can’t get a diploma. But the school won’t let people
Those who don’t study, not only that, if the family is poor, there are also scholarships and the like. As long as the grades are not too bad, the scholarships and other things, coupled with the usual hard work and hard work, the tuition problem is not difficult to solve. What is the matter now?
Is it difficult to make more than 10,000 yuan a year?
But he gave up his studies, don't you dare to move?
He may have given up a lot of website editing and other jobs, haven't you thought about it?
He even gave up his dignity very early and stayed with you to study. Have you ever thought about what it would be like in the countryside if others saw that he didn't study and just followed you around for women? You didn't think about it either.
Maybe you thought about it at first, but then stopped taking it seriously.