Chapter 433 I don't understand love, because the soul has no love!
Chapter 433: Don’t understand love because the soul has no love!
In fact, there is a lot more that can be said. Even after breaking up at the end, he is still paying silently. It's not that he doesn't love you, but his love goes deep into your bones and soul, with repeated tolerance and tolerance.
But you have to understand that a man is afraid of his wife only because of love, not because of real fear. How can a man be afraid of a delicate woman? No one would believe this. Because of love, he is caring and tolerant.
You don't understand any of this.
You only know that he didn’t go to bed on time at night, didn’t accompany you, didn’t make more money, and didn’t take you to travel to France... Please, life is not a Korean drama, can you not be more infatuated?
If you are still the same Yang Xiaolan who was in school, even if you really take away the child, even if he will be very angry at the time, he will still forgive you afterwards, because most men’s hearts do not hold grudges.
It's over, the living have to work harder... But you don't understand love anymore, you are completely...
I’ll stop here. Maybe you think I’m speaking too harshly, but because you told me all this, I couldn’t help but say it.
I am not a person who likes to be wordy, and I even like to be silent most of the time, but if you can trust me to say these things, I feel that these words must be fully told to you.
Also, if you don’t know how to love, then you shouldn’t appear in front of him, because it will only make your relationship become more and more indifferent.”
Li Xuan thought, and then sighed softly. He actually understood something in his heart, but after understanding something, he realized that it was not safe to be awake now, so the thoughts that were about to move were temporarily calmed down.
"Thank you, thank you." Tears filled the corners of Yang Xiaolan's eyes. No one had ever told her that some ordinary and boring things actually contained so much love.
Back then, she would indeed be moved by a small thing.
At the beginning, she would indeed be so worried that she couldn't sleep all night because of the slight discomfort in the other person's body.
At the beginning, she would indeed feel a little shy and nervous because of the other person's smile and attention.
At that time, she even thought that she would stay for him until death, and would not care about a penny of embarrassment, a car, a house, or any material things, even if we endured hardships and endured hardships together.
Being exposed to the sun and dew at night is also a kind of happiness.
In the past, she began to feel that the other person had no backbone and was not a man just to show off.
In the past, she began to feel that the other party was always sighing and incapable.
In the past, she began to feel that the other person was always a boring gourd, too dull and boring.
In the past, when someone gave her roses, she would find them too few, not bright enough, too old-fashioned, and not know how to buy ones with more exquisite packaging.
In the past, when she was angry when she did something wrong, or when the other person apologized humbly, she would feel that she could manipulate and play with this man to her heart's content, and the other person would not escape her grasp.
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It is actually clear who is the fool, who is the true love, and who is the harm.
Apart from crying, she suddenly couldn't find any other description.
"Why did I become like this?" Yang Xiaolan muttered to herself in confusion, but couldn't find the answer.
The black jade-like thing hanging on her body was emitting a faint warm light at the moment.
This piece of black jade was saved by the 'divine fortune teller' old man when we had fortune-telling together. At this time, Yang Xiaolan felt that wearing this and keeping this life, she had done so many wrong things, and this life
What’s the point?
Some people are dead, but he is still alive.
Some people are alive, but they should have died long ago.
Yang Xiaolan feels that she is the latter.
He gently grabbed the piece of black jade and pulled hard, not caring that the jade wire had cut the flesh and blood of his neck.
The black jade was torn off and then thrown far away by her.
"Thank you, thank you Li Xuan. It was you who made me truly understand where I should go. Originally, I thought I would find someone to rely on. Even being his lover would be a kind of repayment. Now I feel that loving someone is
, what I do is not repayment, but always hurt..."
Yang Xiaolan cried, and a plain smile gradually bloomed on her face. The smile at this moment was very pure.
"Wear this thing. Only when you are alive can you compensate. In fact, what may be the most difficult thing for him to let go of is his father." Li Xuan said in a gentle tone.
At this time, he was completely calm in his heart. Perhaps when the anger and unwillingness in his heart were vented and everything was explained clearly, he would feel truly happy.
But why is it so happy?
Yang Xiaolan turned around, glanced at Li Xuan, her eyes flickered for a moment, then lowered her head and said softly: "No, I believe that if I have life, I won't die without this. If I don't have life,
Now, if you bring this with you, you're just trying to survive... Instead of hurting others in a daze, it's better to leave soberly... Furthermore, Wufeng said that he never believed in fate, so I want to try it too. If I don't believe in fate,
What will be the outcome?”
Yang Xiaolan smiled, turned around, waved to Li Xuan, then turned around resolutely and walked away.
She left quietly.
At this moment, Li Xuan was silently watching Yang Xiaolan's journey of separation, and he finally let go.
Holding this piece of black jade, Li Xuan felt very calm.
Yang Xiaolan did not tell her the results of their fortune telling, but he told her to take the black jade with her to save her life.
So, will this smart woman deduce that he is Zhang Wufeng? This question actually doesn't matter, because the two may not have any connection.
Li Xuan's hand slightly clenched the black jade. Suddenly, the black jade broke into pieces, and a faint light suddenly merged into Li Xuan's eyebrows.
This period of light has a special kind of mental power fluctuation. This mental power fluctuation can simulate a scene similar to a memory.
In fact, this scene only needs to last for a few small places to find some of the things in it, thereby recalling the memory of that moment that was sealed by the 'divine fortune teller'.
A memory that was once forgotten.
At this moment, Li Xuan was already convinced that he was Zhang Wufeng. In just a moment of confirmation, his powerful calculation ability already knew that he could not admit it yet because the city in the sky had arrived.
If you admit it, then you can only wait for death.
Therefore, Li Xuan's identity will continue like this until, until his body fully recovers.
During this period, he no longer needed to confirm his identity, and at the same time, he could not use anything between his eyebrows.
At this point, he instantly captured these situations through Sally Ling'er's aura, and then...then calculated it, so he felt helpless with this result.
The sealed memory started from the place where the fortune was told. The story goes back to the day when the fortune was told, when the old man passed by Zhang Wufeng.
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Zhang Wufeng saw that since the old man came here, all the old people, women and young people singing and dancing had dispersed one by one, taking a glance at the place as they dispersed.
Yang Xiaolan seemed a little nervous and trembling, feeling that she was actually a little afraid of this old man at this moment. Zhang Wufeng just put more force on her waist with his right hand, holding her closer to him. This was just secretly.
Tell her with actions that you don’t have to be afraid as long as I am here.
Xiaolan looked at Zhang Wufeng movedly, and her mood slowly calmed down.
"Tell me your birth date and name." The old man's hoarse voice came. Although he knew most of everything about the person in front of him, he still habitually asked the other person to tell him his birth date first.
Date, month, day and time of birth. The more accurate it is, the more accurate it will be.
Zhang Wufeng didn't take it seriously. He first told Yang Xiaolan's name, birth date, and so on. The fortune teller frowned. After a moment of silence, the fortune teller took out a piece of crystal clear jade and gave it to Zhang Wufeng and said: "Hers
My fate is not very good. I will die in about seven years. This jade stone can guarantee a chance of survival if I wear it."
The divine fortune teller did not avoid Yang Xiaolan at all, and directly said the words, which made Zhang Wufeng feel cold in his heart. However, his eyesight was extraordinary, and he naturally saw the jade in the divine fortune teller's hand, and then looked at the divine fortune teller's face.
Being bleak and old, the unreasonable disgust in my heart has faded a bit.
Taking the so-called evasion object from the hands of the divine fortune teller, including the crystalline silk thread on it, this thing was shining brightly under the relatively open sky. Looking at the jade and the cautious look of the divine fortune teller, Zhang Wufeng knew
, most likely the fortune teller himself would be reluctant to carry it.
Zhang Wufeng was not polite. The moment he took the jade and put it in his hand, his feeling told him that the jade pendant seemed to be really not dangerous, so he hung it up for Yang Xiaolan. Yang Xiaolan politely said to the fortune teller
He thanked me, and there was no look of sadness and melancholy on his face because of the fortune teller's words.
After the fortune teller solved Xiaolan's matter, he squinted his cloudy eyes and looked at Zhang Wufeng. After a long time, he was very shocked and said: "How is it possible... you are already dead... but you are not clearly here for me.
In front of you..."
The fortune teller suddenly fell into deep thought again, and then he quickly fiddled with the banner, the Tai Chi Bagua realm, and the bronze coins, and it took him a long time to stop.
However, he did not speak, just shook his head, indicating that he was helpless. Originally, he wanted to analyze his birth date and other horoscopes, but now the fortune teller knew that it was not necessary.
Seeing that he had calculated this last strange destiny and completed his grandfather's commission, the divine fortune teller was relieved. In fact, he also knew that the client actually had a great connection with Zhang Wufeng, but he
The disciples were unable to protect the jade pendant at that time, so they turned to each other.
Even though he didn't calculate anything, the divine fortune teller looked older at the moment. His hair that originally had some green hair was completely gray, and his back looked even more hunched. He stopped talking, packed up his things, and ignored him.
Zhang Wufeng and Xiaolan, who were standing by, staggered away.
The divine fortune teller let go of everything and felt a lot more relaxed, but there was still one thing that he was very confused about. After determining Zhang Wufeng's birth date, he analyzed the horoscope, weighed the bones, judged fate, or calculated the name, but all of them showed errors.
This illustrates two problems. First, Zhang Wufeng is indeed dead; second, this is a change of fate.
Of course, after he had devoted himself to calculating his cultivation level and still found the same result, the divine fortune teller knew that the chance of his fate changing was really very small, that is to say, Zhang Wufeng was really dead.
The fortune teller was so confused that he walked to the unexplored cliff of Xishan Mountain without realizing it. Suddenly, his foot fell into the air, and he suddenly fell down the steep hillside...
Seeing this scene from a distance, Zhang Wufeng was slightly startled, and couldn't help but feel a little sad in his heart.
Zhang Wufeng and Yang Xiaolan came to their senses. Although they were unwilling to admit it, they also knew that their situation was not optimistic. Especially the soft comment Zhang Wufeng received was like hearing a bolt from the blue.
Zhang Wufeng has actually reached this point and doesn't care about anything anymore, but he can't rest assured about Yang Xiaolan. Although he knows that the fortune teller may not be lying and that Yang Xiaolan only has about seven years to live, he really doesn't want to see it.
When Yang Xiaolan left this world like this, for him, life and death really didn't matter. But for Yang Xiaolan, not to mention her parents, who were still working hard in the poor countryside, facing the challenges all day long.
The yellow land means that her brother is still in school, which makes her family inseparable.
It is precisely because of this that when her classmates were playing, Yang Xiaolan found three tutoring jobs outside, squeezing time every day and saving little money... It is precisely this, although she
She is still a girl, but she is responsible for half of the family by herself. Not only did she not ask for a penny from her family to study in college, but she often remitted two hundred or three hundred to her family.
Under such circumstances, how could Zhang Wufeng watch Yang Xiaolan leave this world that she had not even had time to enjoy?
For the first time, Zhang Wufeng wanted to pray to God and worship Buddha. There was no way around this. Although Zhang Wufeng felt a little disgusted for no reason whenever he mentioned Buddha, he was still willing to pray and go to Yang Xiaolan for Yang Xiaolan.
Give up his so-called high-mindedness that resists the Buddha for no reason. Even if he gives up his entire life, he will not hesitate.
Yang Xiaolan still had a faint smile on her face. Zhang Wufeng stood on the Yanlong Platform and looked at Yang Xiaolan quietly. The women and old people who left next to him slowly returned here again, and continued
They danced inexplicably and continued to sing strange songs.
Yang Xiaolan raised her head, and for the first time she mustered up the courage to look Zhang Wufeng's sincere eyes in the eye. Neither of them spoke, but the sudden heart-to-heart communication was so inseparable. The two sides were even emotionally confused.
We fell in love with each other deeply at that moment, but due to many reasons, today, three or four years later, we had a heart-to-heart communication.
Zhang Wufeng took a serious look at Yang Xiaolan's face for the first time. Her eyes were a little crystal clear and melancholy, but she was strong and unyielding. Her face was very delicate and beautiful. Of course, if the flaws that affect the appearance were removed, and her curly hair
If the face becomes straight and soft, and then the face is slightly plumper, then the appearance will definitely be more beautiful.
Looking at it, Zhang Wufeng somehow felt that this appearance gave him a very familiar feeling, but this feeling was not the familiarity between the two, but this feeling seemed to be a bit trance and unreal.
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Zhang Wufeng took Yang Xiaolan's hand and walked down the stone steps under the Yanlong Terrace like a divine fortune teller. Yang Xiaolan was still very obedient and didn't say anything, just followed Zhang Wufeng.
Zhang Wufeng was actually a little groggy himself, and his brain was not very clear, but according to the inexplicable familiar feeling, he still came to a dilapidated temple. If it weren't for the three words "Dragon King Temple" written on the dilapidated temple,
Zhang Wufeng almost wondered if this was an abandoned ancient house.
This so-called Dragon King Temple has terrible incense and not many people come to worship. In addition, the terrain in this area is difficult and there are not many tourists. So although it is dilapidated, it is still very quiet.
Perhaps because of arriving at this mountain, Zhang Wufeng can already feel some changes in himself, and he can feel the changes in himself. Undoubtedly, this change must be not small. Zhang Wufeng knows that some things cannot be relied on outside at all.
To measure the performance, after arriving here, Zhang Wufeng didn't mind the rubbish, ruins, dust, etc., and went in through the dilapidated door.
Except for the thick layer of dust piled up in the temple, and the plaster Buddha statue with a large hole in its belly and a missing piece of its arm, there was nothing else.
Yang Xiaolan was a little confused when faced with this scene, and Zhang Wufeng had always been a little lost since the fortune teller left. This made her very worried, but Zhang Wufeng didn't say anything, so she didn't dare to ask.
Standing here, Zhang Wufeng let go of Yang Xiaolan's hand, which had never let go, and said gently: "Xiaolan, let's worship the Buddha together. Think about your parents, you can't have an accident so early.
No matter what, you must let your parents live a good life. And your younger brother, if they still want to study, it will take a long time. When they go to high school and college, they will still have to rely on you. You really can't have anything happen to them.
.We sincerely pray to the Buddha together, and he will probably not ignore it."
Yang Xiaolan listened to Zhang Wufeng's heartfelt words. She knew that what Zhang Wufeng said was also true. However, in those words, Zhang Wufeng did not say that he would share the responsibility with himself. Isn't he unwilling to be with me? But...
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Although there were many questions in her heart, Yang Xiaolan still followed Zhang Wufeng and knelt down in front of the Buddha statue. Zhang Wufeng looked at the fat-headed and big-eared Buddha statue, although he was reluctant in every way, although he felt uncomfortable in every way, and although he was in every possible way,
He felt uneasy, but for Yang Xiaolan, he still knelt down. He chose to believe in the inexplicable guidance in his heart.
Following that inexplicable guidance, Zhang Wufeng closed his eyes, really slowly relaxed his heart, and then began to pray silently in his heart, praying to God to save Yang Xiaolan. At the same moment, Yang Xiaolan was begging in the same way,
Begging God to make Zhang Wufeng happy and healthy, even if it means losing her life, she is willing to do so.
After Zhang Wufeng knelt unyieldingly for nearly an hour, Zhang Wufeng felt that the surrounding environment was a little different. Even so, he did not open his eyes, but continued to beg devoutly.
"Buddha, please save Yang Xiaolan. Even if it costs me my life or everything I have, I will have no regrets."
"Haha, you two don't have to kneel down. There is no such thing as a Buddha in this world." An old voice said with a smile.
Zhang Wufeng pulled Yang Xiaolan to stand up. He looked at the old man and hesitated slightly: "Grandpa, can you help us?"
"It's not really a favor, right? Yang Xiaolan, you go to the side and stand aside while Zhang Wufeng and I have a few words." The old man said with a smile.
"Yeah." Yang Xiaolan said obediently.
After finishing, Yang Xiaolan immediately walked aside silently.
At this time, the old man stared at Zhang Wufeng for a long time, and then said: "Only if you don't believe in fate can you change your fate. So, no matter what in the future, don't believe in fate, you know?"
"Grandpa, why do you say that?" Zhang Wufeng asked strangely.
"Don't ask this. Do you want Yang Xiaolan to live or die?" the old man asked with a slight hesitation.
"Of course I hope she is alive. Even if I pay any price, I am willing to do so." Zhang Wufeng said firmly.
"This is the cause and the result. If you hope that she can live, then she and you will forget everything from before and after the car accident to now. Do you agree?" The old man asked again in a deep voice.
"After the car accident, I chose to forget everything, but others still knew..." Zhang Wufeng said subconsciously.
"It doesn't matter. I hope you won't regret it in the future. If you decide, then I will take action." The old man sighed softly and said.
"Well, now that I've decided, what's there to regret?" Zhang Wufeng said seriously.
"good"
The old man smiled slightly, and then reached out and poked Zhang Wufeng's eyebrows. An extremely cold energy suddenly poured into his eyebrows, and Zhang Wufeng couldn't help but tremble.
"In the future, if a person named Zhang Guangyao encounters danger, remember to help him properly. If there is more, there is nothing to explain." The old man seemed to be talking to himself, and then pointed his finger at Zhang Wufeng.
Between the eyebrows, he poked her hard several times again.
But this time, Zhang Wufeng did not hesitate, because this was a restored memory, so he had completely memorized the next conversation.
"In the future, you will lose your memory one day, and then you will find these memories that were once plausible.
Why do you have another happy life with Yang Xiaolan in your memory? Why are your brothers so good to you? These should actually be the original history.
History can be changed, but it can only change the future. In other words, the ending that has not yet been written can be changed.
What is an ending that has not yet been written? Just like "Castle in the Sky" that you will write in the future. Before the ending comes out, you can tamper with it yourself. That's it.
I said that if you do something, you will pay a price. Since you want to keep Yang Xiaolan's life, you can only give up her love for you.
Her love for you is very deep. Why she often has tears in her eyes is because of her deep love.
Such a love is very pure energy. I will extract this love energy and seal it in this piece of black jade. Then in the future, her love for you will be ordinary.
I don’t understand love because my soul has no love.
Later, you may even betray, don't you regret it? It's still too late now, because if you regret it, I can completely erase this memory of yours, and then give you the illusion of dizziness, making you feel that you have not met me."
"As long as she lives, I am willing for her to give up love." After Zhang Wufeng thought about it for a moment, he secretly warned himself that no matter how wrong the other party is in the future, as long as they don't break up, he will always follow her and pamper her. After all, he was the one who deprived her of everything.
love
Zhang Wufeng made this decision in his heart. He knew that after this moment, he would forget some things. Moreover, this person was a powerful person with special powers, so he would definitely not be allowed to remember some crucial changes.
Therefore, he told himself again and again in his heart that he must be good to Yang Xiaolan, and kept hypnotizing him like this.
"As expected, you still chose to let her live. Indeed, for an ordinary person, life is very precious. In fact, true and pure love can make some people with super powers have a terrifying improvement in their strength. Therefore, many people with super powers will
Find true love in the world. Zhang Guangyao is the descendant of the 'divine fortune teller'. Don't ask about past karma and entanglements. Take good care of him. If he is in trouble, remember to help him introduce a good marriage. As a result, I will
Strengthening awareness in your mind will of course leave a special memory to help you when necessary.
The road to the Eye of Heaven is long and bumpy. As for everything, the benevolent sees the benevolent and the wise see the wisdom. Do not jump to conclusions.
If one day, you open this memory, then at this moment, I will definitely be defeated by the strong hands of the Dark Sky City, so you must choose to forget again.
What's more, all fates come and go. If there is fate, we will be together. If there is no fate, it is difficult to hold hands with each other. Now that this memory has been unlocked, if you don't want her to die, let her choose by herself. Who is she? What will you do?
know
Finally, work hard and seal my spirit, waiting for your future redemption."
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This memory is indeed too shocking.
When he came back to his senses, the expression on Li Xuan's face, which had remained calm for so long, finally showed some fluctuations.
The big foreshadowing has been laid out, and then it turns into a plot of pretending to be a pig and eating a tiger. There is a purely urban description, which is the stage of self-recovery of strength.
These two pages are slightly overlapping, so I added nearly 2,000 more words to this chapter, which is actually close to 8,000 words. However, I counted them and then revised and added them, so I can make up for 2,000 words for everyone.
Because this is a big foreshadowing, if I write in the book that everyone will read a certain chapter and read a certain chapter, I am afraid it will affect the enthusiasm of the readers, and this is the reason why Yang Xiaolan changed after the fortune telling.