I fell off the bed as soon as I turned over, and then fell to the floor with a bang. Why did I dream about her again?
Thin body, pointed ears, charming single phoenix eye...
In the dream, she seemed to be getting further and further away from me, but her grief-stricken eyes lingered in my heart. How strange? I am obviously with Zixiu every day, so I am still here
What are you looking forward to? Thinking of this, I glanced sideways at the bed where Zi Xiu slept, but there was no one on the bed next to me...
Feeling bored, I slowly climbed to the window, opened the window and looked out. As soon as the window opened, a smoky moonlight rushed towards me. It turned out that it was still late at night. I wanted to go to bed and continue to sleep, but I changed my mind.
Suddenly, I found that I could no longer sleep. I had no choice but to put on my cloak and prepare to go out for a walk.
Since the four of us are wandering mercenaries, we have no home. We usually either sleep outside or rest in a dormitory. Today we stayed near Tianchi, which is the largest lake in the devil world.
The boundless Tianchi is right in front of me. Another blue sky and a bright moon appear under the water like a dream. The sky is inlaid with white clouds like fish scales. A moonlight floats on the water, and the moonlight keeps flowing. On the opposite side is a dense
There are green trees, and behind the trees are the distant mountains faintly visible. The lake is flowing forward carrying the moonlight...
Under the moonlight, a young woman sat quietly. She was wearing a fresh purple satin robe and a green belt around her waist. Looking from behind, she had long hair as black and smooth as the night. Now she
Facing the lake, she combed her hair into dozens of fine braids. The braids that had already been braided were spread over her shoulders, tied up and put into a braid behind her back.
Those should be purple sleeves, but looking at them like this, I feel very strange. It is a kind of wonderful strangeness. This thin braid seems to be cast by magic. I feel deeply moved when I look at it.
She sank in. When I got closer, I actually heard her murmuring to herself repeatedly: "The clouds and rain are ruthless and difficult to control. I will only tie my hair in this life for you..."
After the braids were tied, Zi Xiu stared blankly at the lake, as if expecting something... But after a while, she sighed: "Why don't you come out? This is your favorite hairstyle...
…”
Hearing what Zi Xiu said, I timidly answered, "I like it too."
"Ah!" Zixiu, who was probably startled by my sudden voice, turned around and looked a little pale. But when she saw it was me, she returned to normal: "Why did my sister run out too?
"
After squatting down next to her, I replied: "I can't sleep."
"Me too."
"Sister, what are you thinking about?"
"I'm in love, you know?"
"I don't know." But after saying this, I realized what was happening due to my slow reaction, so I asked in fear: "Who is the other party?"
"Master Nangong."
"………………"
"I'm so happy today, you know."
"……………………"
"Aren't you happy?"
"Yes."
"It's no wonder, Mr. Nangong is the kind of good man who is loved by everyone. No wonder you ask me those incomprehensible questions during the day. But it doesn't matter, we can compete fairly. If he chooses you, I won't frown.
It will wrinkle a bit." When Zixiu said this to me, she tried her best to pretend to be kind. Maybe she believed that I would definitely lose?
“………………” In fact, Zixiu didn’t understand my mood at all.
Then there was silence. We sat quietly under the moonlight, gazing at the beautiful scenery of Tianchi. The lake lay quietly under the sky, and in the center of the mirror-like water glass, the clear shadow of the moon was reflected. The moon was breathing in the water.
, trembling and shrinking nervously. It seems to be living in pain and uneasiness. But high in the sky, another round, clear, solemn and peaceful moon looks at the suffering moon in the water, and it does not seem to dim at all. I am always
The problem happened again. I stared blankly at the moon in the water and began to think wildly...
"If it were the upright and chivalrous young hero Hou Yi, he would definitely make me happy?" After an unknown amount of time, the silence was finally broken by Zi Xiu: "By the way, sister, have you ever been in love?"
When she said this, I thought of Juan, so I replied dumbfounded: "If unrequited love counts, it can be counted as once."
"Why do you say it's once?"
"Because I failed miserably."
"Why?"
"Because it was just an unrealistic fantasy, a childish and ignorant love. Her and I were so different in identity and appearance, so many people laughed at me at the time."
"Then do you regret it?"
"No! I will never regret it in my life."
"A strange statement."
"Because it was the first love I only had once in my life."
If an ugly guy like me says the word "first love", I'm afraid many people will laugh out loud. But what does it matter? No one loves me, so I'm not allowed to love others secretly? Although all these tragic experiences now may be
God arranged it deliberately, but I don’t hate it at all, because not everyone has the courage to face the life of discrimination that I am about to experience now. Moreover, God also left me with a lot of things.
The courage and wisdom I have, maybe God wants me to use these two sharp tools to show everyone what true courage and struggle are. In addition, I also firmly believe that Chen Shi can also find his life goal on the road I am walking on.
.
But unexpectedly, Zixiu didn't laugh at me after I said this. But when I looked up at Zixiu curiously, I couldn't help but be shocked. She sat there numbly, making no sound.
Only tears fell like broken beads. This was the second time I saw the strong Zixiu cry, and the first time... (I thought of the grill, and my scalp started to tingle again)
Sure enough, she started reading poetry again!
"Hunan Bamboo 1 Xihou Jun returns, you go with the wind and never come back."
Weeping and looking into the distance, I saw the deep blue mountains.
If Cangwu Mountain collapses and the Xiang River is extinguished, the tears on the bamboo will be extinguished."
When the song ended, she suddenly turned around, grabbed me and shouted in grief: "Why did you leave me! Why?".
"…………"
But this time I didn't struggle because I didn't find murderous intent in her eyes.
Sure enough, due to my calmness, her mood eased a bit. After putting me down gently, she sat down slumped.
"I'm sorry." She said, "Am I very rude?"
"No, you were very beautiful just now." I said.
"He is a strange person. He is always dull, talks very little, and reacts very slowly. By the way, he is very similar to you in this way."
She was basically talking to herself. Maybe she didn't need my answer, she just wanted to tell me something. So I lowered my head and listened quietly.
"I'm very happy when I'm with him. It's ordinary, but there's an indescribable sense of peace of mind. How should I put it... I always feel that there is a strange tacit understanding between us." Zixiu slowly raised his head, as if trapped in
In his deep recollection of the past, "It was very funny to meet him. At that time, I was just a rookie, but I was very rich. As you know, the money here can be exchanged for cash. So I
I hired him and asked him to protect me until I obtained the qualification as a mercenary. In fact, when I made the request to him, he was sitting in the tavern and was dumbfounded. He agreed without even hearing the mission clearly. But when he came to his senses
I regretted it all the time. Everyone knows that protecting a noisy little girl is a headache. But he is a very trustworthy mercenary. Although I often narrowly escape death, he still never leaves me.
Stay with me. We are happy together and sad together... Later I became a mercenary and was forced to be with him because I felt that I would feel so lonely once I left him." When I said this, I found Zixiu.
His face was filled with happiness, and he couldn't help but sigh softly.
"But when I became a hunter, he suddenly said to me: Zixiu, I don't think you need protection anymore, so I plan to forget you. I thought it was strange, so I said: If you want to forget, forget it. Because I
I didn’t believe he could forget me. But when he heard what I said, he took out a strange grass and swallowed it in one gulp. Then he told me that it was called Forget-you-grass." At this point, Zi Xiu suddenly smiled.
.I feel very strange, because I know what forget-me-not is. I heard that as long as you write a person's name on it and take it, you can forget that person forever.
Maybe Zi Xiu read my thoughts from my face, so she added: "He told me that he came to the virtual world to find someone, so he did not allow anyone other than that person to occupy his mind. But
When I asked him why he must choose this time to forget me, he refused to answer. Finally... that is, at the last moment when he forgot me, he finally couldn't help but quietly said to me - because I love you too
I’m having sex with you.”
"Tell me, is he a big bastard?"
I shook my head helplessly and said, "To be honest, you are all fools."
"Why?"
"He is a fool, because the things that are truly worth cherishing are right beside him, so what else is he looking for?"
"Then why am I a fool too?"
"It's very simple. What's there to be attached to that kind of idiot man? Losing him is not the end of the world. Maybe the things that are truly worth cherishing are right next to you." As I said this, I deliberately climbed to a conspicuous position, for fear that she wouldn't.
She saw me. However, she didn't pay attention to me at all. She just said in despair: "Maybe you are right, but fate is something that is often encountered but not sought."
After hearing what she said, I couldn't help but sit down in frustration. After yawning lazily, I suddenly heard her repeating what I just said to herself - "The things that are truly worth cherishing are here.
Around you." When I heard this, I suddenly jumped up from the ground and exclaimed "Oh!"
"What's the matter?"
"Hey, it's nothing, I'm just worried that you misunderstood me."
Note 1: Legend has it that Xiangzhu was transformed by Xiangfei, the concubine of Emperor Shun, and there are tear marks on the bamboo.
