The night was as cold as water. Akasha snuggled quietly in Gu Nansheng's arms, looked up at the misty chain of stars in the sky, and breathed out gently, "Sleep."
"Yeah." Gu Nansheng stretched. After a day of fighting, he was indeed a little tired, "I believe it will be a sunny day tomorrow."
Akasha chuckled, "There will be no sun in this world."
Gu Nansheng scratched his head awkwardly, "Okay."
Akasha smiled and said: "Are you complaining in your heart that I don't understand romance?"
Gu Nansheng said, "I don't blame you. In fact, I don't understand either."
Akasha sighed, looked at the sky, and said quietly: "I am a lonely person, and you may lead me to laugh less in the future."
Akasha has been guarding the Frozen Throne for thousands of years. The only company she has is her shadow in the ice wall. She is used to loneliness.
Gu Nansheng thought that he said that she did not understand romance and had brought back her sadness, and she felt a little regretful, "I will not miss laughter. Not only that, I will also bring you laughter."
Akasha shook her head.
"You don't believe it?"
Akasha said: "It's not that I don't believe it, it's just that it's difficult. In fact... my status in your team will be very embarrassing in the future..."
"Why?"
"Because, I am the third team member..." Akasha meant something, and Gu Nansheng understood. He felt guilty, so he could only respond silently.
Akasha suddenly raised her head and glanced at Gu Nansheng, and said sadly: "Is your feeling for me a kind of charity?"
Gu Nansheng froze and looked at Akasha in confusion, "Why do you say that?"
Akasha turned her face sideways, and the dark blue night outlined the perfect curves of her body. Under the faint clear light, her cold jade-like skin glowed with a hazy light. She sighed and said quietly
: "In your heart, I have always been a pitiful person, guarded alone for thousands of years. In fact, I am not only pitiful, but also stupid..."
Gu Nansheng felt sad, "No, I admire your persistence and pity you."
Akasha shook her head and said: "Pity is pity after all. Your feelings for me should be a mixture of pity and gratitude. We have known each other for so long. If you like me, you may have shown it very early..."
Gu Nansheng was speechless. Akasha looked arrogant and cold on the surface, but in fact she had delicate emotions and understood people's hearts. He could only hold Akasha's hand silently, conveying his guilt and feelings for her.
Akasha felt the warmth in Gu Nansheng's palm and said: "Actually, I don't ask for anything. I am satisfied as long as I can stand behind you all the time. As long as... you don't be like him and never look back at me from beginning to end."
Gu Nansheng felt a pain in his heart, and he subconsciously grabbed Akasha's hand. He knew that he was referring to Alsace.
Akasha sighed and her eyes became melancholy, "Actually, I may not have understood what love was at that time. For him, I admired and admired him more. I was impressed by his momentum and lonely and proud back.
But if you think about it carefully, that may not be love."
"He has suffered eternal infamy for the sake of the world. He betrayed his father and motherland. His lovers and mentors left him one by one. Because he was crushed by fate, he no longer had love in his heart. So from the beginning, I
Just a moth flying into the flames."
"The person who really taught me love... is you..." Akasha said and looked at Gu Nansheng seriously, her eyes as quiet as autumn water reflected the brilliant stars.
"I will always remember what you said. You said - 'You have always been a little person before, so you are very satisfied with everything you have now. Your only pursuit now is to improve your strength until it is enough to protect yourself and the people around you.
Let those girls who give their whole heart to you be happy and peaceful.'"….
"I think it was from then on that I fell in love with you. Maybe I have always longed to have a solid shoulder to lean on and a warm embrace to cuddle up against. I want to share your happiness and peace, but I don't know.
I wonder if there is a place for me in your heart, am I stupid?"
Gu Nansheng's heart was pounding, "No, I..."
Akasha covered Gu Nansheng's mouth, "You don't have to say anything. Whether your feelings for me are out of pity or gratitude, as long as I know you will cherish me, it is enough."
Gu Nansheng took Akasha's hand away and held it tightly in front of his chest, pressing it against his heartbeat, "I want to say, as long as I have breath, I will never let you suffer any harm. From now on, I will use
Life to protect you and love you."
Akasha's body trembled slightly. She felt the sense of security conveyed by Gu Nansheng's strong chest. She looked up at the sky, her delicate nose twitched slightly, and her eyes became melancholy.
Gu Nansheng looked at Akasha and felt sad in his heart. He knew this gesture. His parents died in a car accident when he was seven years old. However, as a young man, he survived by luck because he was held tightly in his mother's arms. He followed his grandmother since he was a child.
He grew up, but because his grandmother was old, he often went to stay with his two aunts for meals. Both aunts were unwilling to adopt him and rejected each other.
Gu Nansheng has experienced the warmth and coldness of human relationships since he was very young. Whenever his self-esteem was ruthlessly trampled on, he would bite his lips and look at the sky, because this way the tears would not fall. He did not want to make his grandma sad, let alone between his two aunts.
Tears in front of me.
Akasha is a stubborn and proud woman. Although she says she doesn't ask for anything, how can she not feel sad and aggrieved in her heart.
She longed for true love, but she couldn't speak until she understood Gu Nansheng's feelings.
Moreover, what Gu Nansheng can give her is limited after all...
Gu Nansheng knew that anything he said at this time was useless, so he suddenly hugged Akasha and hugged her tightly, as if he wanted to integrate her into his body.
Akasha was trembling slightly in his arms. At this time, she had completely become a little woman who longed for love. She needed care and cherishment more than any other girl.
The starlight sprinkled Akasha's face with a layer of broken silver. Gu Nansheng looked at Akasha's plump and moist red lips, which were like petals, and kissed her slowly.
Akasha closed her eyes, and her long black eyelashes drooped slightly. She felt an unspeakable taste pass through her lips. Her body froze, and she realized what might happen next, and her heart suddenly became nervous.
Gu Nansheng fell down on the grass with Akasha, and a fiery tongue gently pried open her teeth, greedily asking for the warm fragrance.
Akasha's whole body tensed up and she responded to Gu Nansheng's kiss awkwardly.
Akasha's breathing quickened, and she felt waves of burning sensation coming from her chest, almost suffocating her.
She couldn't help but reach out her hands and wrap them around Gu Nansheng's neck, stroking his black hair. She just wanted to completely merge with Gu Nansheng.
Gu Nansheng took a deep breath. He felt that all the beauty in front of him was as illusory as if he were in a dream. He couldn't help but stop and appreciate the beauty, and couldn't bear to destroy it.
"What's wrong..." A slight pause gave Akasha a chance to breathe.
Gu Nansheng said: "I wonder how virtuous and capable I am to get the unrequited affection of a beautiful girl like you."
Gu Nansheng responded to Akasha's kiss, stroking Akasha's long hair with one hand, and stroking her delicate and fat belly with the other.
Gu Nansheng kissed Akasha all the way to her lower abdomen, gently spread her slender and straight legs, and asked softly: "Can I do it?"
Akasha responded in a sleepy voice: "You want me..."
