He felt something wet sliding across his face. But Beitang Yaochuan seemed to have no feeling. He was like a broken puppet. There was no trace of life.
There was no sign of anger or anger on his face. There was only endless despair and self-blame.
Everything is because of myself. It is because of myself that I have caused the bloody facts now.
The child's death was all caused by himself, Beitang Yaochuan.
A familiar pain passed through my head.
The strong alcohol filled my stomach, which caused a burning pain.
Beitang Yaochuan thought of his childhood. He thought of the moment when he killed his father with his own hands. He thought of his subsequent life in this bloody storm.
Beitang Yaochuan has lost count of how many people have died under his own hands.
It was I who chose this bloody and cruel path of Asura. Even if I was kneeling, I had to walk it to the end.
It is precisely because I am already full of sins that I am in such pain.
Is it karma? I killed so many people. So now God wants to take away the most important person around me.
Children who have not yet been born. Beitang Yaochuan still remembers the uncontrollable excitement and happiness when he just found out that Chen Yixuan was pregnant with his child. However, all the sweetness... did not wait for Beitang Yaochuan to implement it. Father and son are separated by yin and yang.
This kind of heart-wrenching pain made Beitang Yaochuan so familiar that he couldn't be more familiar with it.
The pain in my head was as if it was about to start. It was more intense. It was like tearing a person in half.
He is a god of death. A god of death who signed a contract with Satan.
Therefore, I do not have the right or qualification to be happy.
For the first time, the thought of death suddenly flashed through Beitang Yaochuan's mind.
He has always been so powerful, so cruel, and would not even fall in love with any woman. But what happened now, everything that happened, made Beitang Yaochuan so heartbroken that he couldn't breathe.
The pain was worse than death. It made Beitang Yaochuan close his eyes in despair.
"Thank you for your hard work today, Lulu."
The manager of the 7seven store patted Han Lulu on the shoulder. It was already past ten o'clock in the evening. This hard-working little girl has been working part-time in this store. She is hardworking and diligent. She is deeply loved by the store employees.
"Well. I'll go first then. Store manager."
Han Lulu is still smiling brightly and strongly. Since her body has fully recovered, Han Lulu seems to have realized the preciousness and splendor of life even more. She has to work harder than before, allowing her to live a simple life, which is ordinary but very happy. .
As soon as I walked out of the store, I saw a familiar figure.
"Li Xiu."
Li Xiu had been standing outside the store for a long time. He did not go in to disturb Han Lulu's work. Instead, he stood quietly outside waiting for Han Lulu to get off work.
"Yes. I have just recovered and worked so hard. How is my health?"
"Haha. I'm fine. I wonder if Li Xiu came to see me today for something."
"Well, there is something."
Unlike his younger brother Li Xi, Li Xiu had a faint smile on his face. However, Han Lulu could see the bitterness in it.
"I see that Li Xiu's face doesn't look good. Is there something wrong?"
In the hospital ward, Chen Yixuan did not regain her energy for several days. She just woke up and sat alone on the hospital bed in a daze. She also lost weight rapidly, which made Wanyan Saki feel a little distressed.
"Yixuan. Let's have something to eat."
"I'm not hungry. Can you wait for a while?"
Although Chen Yixuan had a forced smile on her face, Wanyan Saki could see the spirit of fighting hard.
She hasn't eaten anything for a day. How can her body hold up? Although, Chen Yixuan still can't let go of the child. However, she hasn't mentioned a word. Even Beitang Yaochuan has not appeared in the hospital these days. Once, Wanyan Saki was a little angry, but also a little helpless.
Seeing Chen Yixuan's state, it is not difficult to guess how Yaochuan feels now in Beitang.
That kid is probably very sad now.
"Click."
"Sister Yixuan. Brother Asaki."
"Lulu."
Turning around, Wanyanjiao saw Han Lulu suddenly coming here.
In the car, Li Xiu told Han Lulu what had happened to Chen Yixuan in recent days. Han Lulu never expected that such a thing would happen.
Having just arrived at the hospital, Han Lulu felt a little distressed when she saw the haggard Chen Yixuan on the bed. Her mental state was very different from the previous few days.
"Sister Yixuan."
"..."
Chen Yixuan was still just sitting on the hospital bed looking at the night outside. She was silent.
Wanyanjiao stood up and patted Han Lulu on the shoulder.
"Stay with her. I'll go out and get some hot water."
"Um."
Wanyansaki didn't say anything else. He turned around and walked out of the ward.
Huang Shaohua often runs to the hospital these days. Looking at Wanyan Saki, who hasn't slept much in the past few days, Huang Shaohua can also guess the mood of the people inside.
"Have you eaten anything?"
"..."
Wanyan shook his head. How could he still have an appetite?
"I don't want to eat it. By the way. How is Beitang Yaochuan doing now?"
"He is still in the organization and refuses to come out."
"The most hurt person right now is Yixuan. Doesn't that bastard know how to come over and see Yixuan?"
"..."
Huang Shaohua knows why Beitang Yaochuan avoids Chen Yixuan. I am afraid that the person who blames himself the most now is Beitang Yaochuan.
All along, from childhood to adulthood, there was nothing he could not get and nothing he wanted to do. However, facing the woman he loved most, he had no ability to protect or even protect him. Isolate my two unborn children from the world.
Although Beitang Yaochuan said nothing and saw no one, Huang Shaohua was extremely worried.
"Shao Hua, tell me why so many things happened to Yixuan."
"Asaki."
"Originally, life has been so hard since childhood. The death of her mother was a huge blow to Chen Yixuan."
Wanyan turned around and looked at the thick night outside the corridor. Her amber eyes were dim.
"At that time, Yixuan relied on the child she and Beitang Yaochuan had in her belly to hold on through gritted teeth. Although so many things happened, it was not easy for the two of them to finally be together. Happiness is about to begin. When the time came, death took away Yixuan's most important spiritual support at this moment. How could she hold on..."
"Asaki..."
Huang Shaohua could hear the trembling in Wanyan's voice. He raised his hand to hold Wanyan in his arms. Huang Shaohua comforted him.
Wanyanjiao's feelings for Chen Yixuan have really reached the level of family affection. Faced with the current situation, Wanyanjiao is anxious, but there is no way. Although Huang Shaohua has never experienced such a painful blow, but... You can feel the great sadness in it.
Falling in love with a mafia means that Chen Yixuan's life itself is extraordinary. It is not Yaochuan's fault that he cannot have the happiness of an ordinary person. It is not Yixuan's fault either.
Perhaps the mistake lies in the intertwined fate of the two people.
"No matter what, life has to go on, right? The child is gone. You can have another one."
"Different. Different Shao Hua."
"Asaki..."
"This feeling is different."
Blood is thicker than water. Even if the child is not born, the blow to Chen Yixuan cannot be underestimated, because she has already poured all her emotions and hopes into these two unborn children.
"Sister Yixuan..."
"..."
Han Lulu walked to the bedside and raised her hands to cover Chen Yixuan's small hands. They were extremely cold.
The trembling coming from her fingertips made Chen Yixuan turn her head. Her dim starry eyes had no hope and longing for the future. They were just dim.
"Sister Yixuan, your hands are so cold and your face is not very good. If this continues, your body will not be able to bear it."
"%..."
"If my aunt were still here, she would definitely be very worried when she saw you like this, wouldn't she?"
"..."
Mother……
A glimmer of light flashed in Chen Yixuan's eyes. However, what followed was endless despair.
I have always been full of hope for the child in my belly. I am so happy. However, now all the happiness is gone...
"Sister Yixuan..."
"Yaochuan didn't come..."
"Yaochuan."
Han Lulu didn't understand until now that the man Chen Yixuan liked, the father of the child in her belly, was the big man with absolute influence, Beitang Yaochuan. It was obvious that Chen Yixuan cared about Beitang Yaochuan. However, she was very concerned now. sad.
"Yao Chuan must hate me very much..."
"No, Sister Yixuan."
"He likes this child so much..."
Chen Yixuan would think of the past. When she told Beitang Yaochuan the news of pregnancy, the excitement and joy on his face were so obvious. How much he liked this unborn child. However, now the child is gone.
"I killed my child with my own hands..."
"No. Sister Yixuan."
"So, Yaochuan hates me. He hates me. The child is also blaming me."
I am a cruel mother. I ended such a happy future with my own hands...
"Sister Yixuan..."
Tears silently flowed across Chen Yixuan's cheeks again. She could not watch Chen Ai being killed by Li Mier in front of her. There was no other way. She could only choose to do this. However, the consequences of doing so were all. The disillusionment of hope and Yaochuan's hatred for himself.
She has been in the hospital for how many days. Chen Yixuan doesn't know. She only knows that during this period, Beitang Yaochuan has not appeared in front of her, nor has he said a word to her.
He must hate himself very much in his heart. He must be.
"There is nothing left. I originally thought that I would be very happy. With the baby in my belly and the love given by Yaochuan, I would be a very happy person. However, all this happiness was destroyed by me..."
"Sister Yixuan..."
Listening to Chen Yixuan talking to herself, Han Lulu's eye circles were a little red. She knew the girl in front of her very well. She had always been so strong. Even though she and her mother lived a hard life, but before Yixuan He is such a strong and optimistic person. Now, like this, there is no trace of Chen Yixuan.
So many things have happened. Even Sister Yixuan no longer has any relatives around her.
Why must God be so unfair to Sister Yixuan? He even took away her most important child.