Chen Yixuan threw the pistol far away, and held Beitang Yaochuan's big hand tightly, trying to wipe away his tears. It was as cold as his own. How long had he been alone here in a daze.
"I don't want. I don't want you to disappear. No matter how many times you cry or feel sad. Because. Because I love you."
"Yixuan..."
Chen Yixuan never thought that she would have any intersection with a character like Beitang Yaochuan. The two people were originally from different worlds and in different environments. However, the red line of fate was drawn again and again. The two people were tightly entangled and entangled.
It can't be untied. It can't be sorted out anymore.
"Yao Chuan. Do we have to keep licking each other's wounds in order to live together?"
"..."
Beitang Yaochuan was silent. His eyes drifted away to his big hand that was tightly held by Chen Yixuan. It was trembling. Beitang Yaochuan really wanted to hug Chen Yixuan in his arms without any scruples and domineeringly like before. of comfort.
However, now he didn't have the courage to hold that trembling shoulder.
I have never known the feeling of fear. Beitang Yaochuan experienced it for the first time. Really experienced it.
That is simply worse than death.
Because I love her so much, I am very afraid of losing her. I am so afraid that I want to be by her side every second, protect her, and happily guard the woman I love most.
However, I couldn't do it myself.
Afraid that Chen Yixuan will fall to the bottom of despair and crying again. Afraid that Chen Yixuan will suffer an unbearable blow because of herself.
"Since you choose to keep me away from threats, I have to bear your haze with you. Beitang Yaochuan. The pain of the past will eventually become sweet memories. Isn't it? If. You want to go to hell. Then Please let me sink with you."
"Yixuan..."
"If I have to live alone in this world, then I absolutely don't want to, because without Yaochuan, everything I have is meaningless."
"significance……"
Chen Yixuan was afraid. She really started to be afraid. She was afraid that Beitang Yaochuan would not be able to bear the pain of losing his child and would choose to commit suicide. He was such a smart man, but he was as innocent as a child when it came to emotions.
It is precisely because of this simple longing that it is so painful.
"Yaochuan. Do you still remember this?"
Chen Yixuan raised her left hand. The sparkling diamond engagement ring on her ring finger shone in Beitang Yaochuan's dark eyes.
"It is never possible to look back. There is no life and happiness for ordinary people. You can only sink into my world. Give your whole life to me. Be with me regardless of everything. Have the courage to bear all this. Willing to swear forever Love me, Yaochuan. Do you still remember the vow you made to me that is more important than life?"
"..."
"If you forget, it doesn't matter how many times you want me to say it every day. I do. I do. I do. I do. I do."
"Yixuan..."
Chen Yixuan threw herself into Beitang Yaochuan's strong and wet arms and hugged this cold body tightly.
"I do, I do, I do."
"Yixuan..."
Every sentence I do is like a stream of power slowly being injected into Beitang Yaochuan's body.
Chen Yixuan's strong embrace and her warm body temperature were transmitted through the clothes to Beitang Yaochuan's cold skin, stimulating his feelings.
"Yaochuan, please stop blaming yourself. Stop blaming yourself for everything. That's not Yaochuan's intention. That's not your fault."
"..."
Beitang Yaochuan slowly raised his hands and hugged the trembling body in his arms tightly.
Burying his head deeply into Chen Yixuan's shoulder, Beitang Yaochuan could feel the moisture on his cheeks.
"I'm sorry. If I can protect you, then our children will not..."
"It's not Yaochuan's fault. It's not. We can have another child. But there is only one Yaochuan. If you want to give up, then take me and give up together."
"Yixuan..."
"I love you. I love you. Beitang Yaochuan."
"Yixuan..."
Beitang Yaochuan hugged Chen Yixuan tightly. That night, Beitang Yaochuan didn't know how many times Chen Yixuan said I love you. He didn't know how many times Chen Yixuan said I do. But Beitang Yaochuan never felt it.
I have lived so warmly and so solidly...
The night outside the window is rich and charming.
The huge room. Beitang Yaochuan felt cold for the first time.
Chen Yixuan walked out of the bathroom, holding a white blanket in her hand.
He walked behind Beitang Yaochuan, who was sitting in a daze in front of the large French window, and gently put the blanket on him.
It was the first time I saw Beitang Yaochuan like this. He wasn't disappointed. He wasn't depressed. It was so distressing.
Looking at Beitang Yaochuan's appearance, Chen Yixuan didn't know how much pain she felt in her heart.
"You'll catch a cold if you do this. Will it make you feel warmer if you put it on?"
Chen Yixuan's gentle words brought Beitang Yaochuan back to his senses.
Raising his hand, Beitang Yaochuan pulled Chen Yixuan into his arms.
There was a faint air of helplessness in Yingting's breath.
"...How is your body recovering?"
"It doesn't matter to me. Everything is fine now."
Chen Yixuan shook her head and gave Beitang Yaochuan a harmless smile. Although there was a familiar pain in her heart, it was covered up by Chen Yixuan.
"These past few days, I have been reflecting on myself."
"Yaochuan."
"I'm very worried about your health. I also really want to see you in the hospital. However, I don't know how to face you."
"Yao Chuan. Whether you are happy or sad, I don't care. What I care about is that you are by my side."
"...I'm sorry. I didn't protect you. I didn't do it..."
Beitang Yaochuan grabbed Chen Yixuan's little hand and held it in the palm of his own hand. The engagement ring on the ring finger of his left hand. Beitang Yaochuan kissed it gently on the lips.
"I failed to fulfill the responsibilities that a husband should have."
"We still have a long future, don't we?"
"……Um."
Beitang Yaochuan nodded. Then he buried his head in Chen Yixuan's shoulder. I have never seen Beitang Yaochuan willing to let go of his strong appearance. Occasionally being cowardly seems not bad.
Chen Yixuan nestled in Beitang Yaochuan's arms and closed her eyes peacefully.
The beautiful eyebrows wrinkled slightly. It seemed that there was still a vague pain in the abdomen.
my children...
"Shao Hua. How are Yaochuan and Yixuan doing now?"
The sky after the rain was bright and clear. The warm morning sun shone on Wanyan Saki's body, coating him with a layer of pearly luster.
Huang Shaohua took a glass of milk that had just been poured and handed it to Wanyan Saki. He hugged Wanyan Saki from behind and found a comfortable position. He put his chin on Wanyan Saki's shoulder and smelled the unique characteristics of his body. of refreshing scent.
"Recover slowly. It will eventually become the current weather."
"Shao Hua. Why does this kind of thing always happen to Yixuan?"
Thinking of the hardships Chen Yixuan had endured for Beitang Yaochuan and the grievances she had endured for the child in her belly, he only felt distressed. Why did that girl, who was already pitiful enough in her own life, still have to suffer such a pain?
"Asaki, you have to know that the only thing God gives everyone that is fair is death."
"..."
Whether it is Wanyan Saki or Chen Yixuan, their almost identical life experiences bring the two people closer. It is no wonder that Wanyan Saki was so worried after Chen Yixuan's accident.
However, what happened to Li Mier this time made Huang Shaohua very surprised. He did not expect that Li Mier would know so much about Chen Yixuan. He even knew about Chen Yixuan's life experience and the Chen family. He thought of using the Chen family His daughter came to threaten Chen Yixuan.
"Asaki, do you still remember when you and Chen Yixuan rescued five little girls who were abducted?"
"Hmm. I remember. Why did I suddenly ask about this?"
"Haha. It's okay."
Huang Shaohua just shook his head gently.
Because of her inherent kindness, Li Mier also thought that even if the relationship between Chen Yixuan and the Chen family was not good, she would still try her best to save Chen Ai.
Kind people. Why do things like this happen?
I thought that Wang Tianxiang's death would end the relationship between the Chen family. However, it still continued.
"Miss. Miss..."
"Knock. Knock. Knock."
"Miss. Please open the door. Miss."
In the Chen family villa, Chen Ai did not go to piano lessons today. The servant knocked on the door for a long time. However, Chen Ai did not open the door.
Chen Zi just came back from outside. When she came up to the second floor, she saw the troubled look on the servant's face. She just nodded in understanding.
"You go down first and prepare something Xiao Ai likes to eat. Leave it to me here."
"Yes. I understand, Miss."
"Um……"
The servant nodded. Then he turned and went downstairs.
Ever since Chen Yixuan rescued Chen Ai from Li Mi'er, Chen Ai had been hiding in the house and refused to come out. Chen Zi knew that even she herself must not be aware of her mood now.
In the past days, Chen Ai didn't have a good impression of Chen Yixuan. Even occasionally, during the few encounters, she would always say tit-for-tat words to stimulate Chen Yixuan. However, Chen Ai did not really hate Chen Yixuan. .She just ignored Chen Yixuan's feelings.
This time, Chen Yixuan went to help Chen Ai, who was kidnapped by Li Mier. She even took abortion pills in order to save her, which made it impossible for her child to be born.
Chen Zi can imagine how difficult it is for Chen Yixuan to make such a choice.
When she came back from Chen Ai, she hugged Chen Zi and cried. Chen Zi could feel Chen Ai's guilt and confusion towards Chen Yixuan.
"...knock knock knock..."
"Xiao Ai, I opened the door."
"..."
In the room, I heard the knock on the door from my sister Chen Zi outside. Chen Ai was sitting on the bed, hugging the pillow in a daze. Only then did she return to China.
After being silent for a while, Chen Ai put down his pillow and walked to the door of the room to open the door.
"Click..."
"Xiao Ai..."
Seeing that Chen Ai's face was not in a good mood, Chen Zi knew that she had not had a good rest after coming back from the kidnapping.