Otoyu moved her eyelashes slightly, and in her clear eyes, certain colors were constantly dispersing in the blue sky, followed by a very clear sigh. She raised her eyes, her eyes were so clear, and some emotions were very successful.
As the sigh disappeared, I also had a bitter feeling in my heart. Some words were stuck in my throat, and I felt particularly uncomfortable.
"Kinggo, where are we going?" She didn't answer his question just now, because no matter what she said, he would always understand her meaning. In response, she remained silent. Compared to his silence, he was more interested in her.
It's a joke, but it's been there since the beginning
Atobe Keigo stretched out his hand and pinched her cheek, but he didn't use any strength. "Where else can we go? The awards ceremony will be held soon, so we will gather soon. After that, we will go home."
As he spoke, he kept arranging her hair that fell on his shoulders. He could vaguely see the tired look on the face of the girl in front of him. It was hard to let go of him like this, which always made him feel powerless.
He raised his head and looked at the sky in the distance, which was a clear blue color, and the smile on his lips remained.
But, laughing is just laughing
At this time, the mobile phone in his hand rang. He took it out and saw that it was Renzu who opened it and put it to his ear. The unique voice of Renzu came from there.
"Atobe, it's time to gather," he said in an unhurried manner, not feeling anxious at all because he couldn't find him, because he knew that Atobe would not miss such an important moment.
"Well, I'll be here soon." Keigo Atobe put down his phone, took Otowa's hand and walked towards the place where they gathered. When they arrived, it turned out that all the candidates for Hyōtei were there, and he was the only one who ran away as the captain.
No one in sight
He looked at the watch on his wrist. There was just enough time. He put down Otowa's hand and turned around, "Little maid, stand here and don't move. I will be here in a moment." After arranging her, Atobe Keigo walked to the team.
, with a confident and flamboyant smile, this national competition is really interesting. He stretched out his slender fingers and caressed his eyebrows, and turned to look at the girl standing quietly aside. She was very quiet and clear.
Qing Qianqian always makes people feel comfortable when she is alone, just like when he saw her for the first time, the smile that could make him lose his mind was soft, light, but also a little indifferent.
Turning their heads, they walked towards the half podium. Otoyu watched him step forward. There were other schools in between. Although he did not win the national championship, his pride was always in him. He lost, but the loser also
No loss, I lost in the hands of Seigaku and in the hands of Echizen Ryoma
Otoyu looked at the white and gray uniforms of the team. Who knows who will stand at the highest point next year? The world is changing every day, let alone human beings.
She looked at the yellow uniform of the team again, the gentle and beautiful young man standing at the front, Jingshi, you too, lost, but that doesn't mean it's the end, right? She believes it, she really believes it
, this young man who has overcome the disease will definitely win the first place again. His love for tennis can really move people to tears.
But, maybe, she won't be able to see it by tomorrow
However, she believed, always believed, that they would go further. They were still young, and their wings had not yet become full through the years. One day, they would be the most shining existence, and she could imagine
Yes, the way they smile in the sunshine must be very clean and beautiful.
There are also people from Qingxue, the color is like the blue sky. They finally won the first place and paid too much, but they all have no regrets, right?
No regrets, what about her, what else?
She leaned against the tree and looked at them from a distance. At this time, she did not stand in the crowd for fear of someone recognizing her or causing unnecessary trouble. Her current body could no longer bear the stress.
Too much trouble
Covering her chest, her face was extremely pale, as if she could assimilate with the winter snow. She took another look at the white and gray uniforms of the team, and finally there was too much pain in her eyes. She turned around and walked outside.
Her steps were a little chaotic, she bit her lip tightly, and the hand covering her chest became harder and harder. You can see that the joints of her extremely slender fingers have turned slightly white, and the small blood vessels on the back of her hand are clearly visible.
Looking up, she happened to see the first-year students of Qingxue. This was the resting place of Qingxue.
She walked towards him, even taking some difficult steps. Every step seemed to use her last strength.
The boy in the first year has always been shy. He didn't watch the game. He was probably bullied and stayed here to watch.
"Senior sister, senior sister," he looked up at the girl who was walking towards him, and quickly stepped forward to support her because she looked really weak.
Although he was in the first year, his strength was still good. He helped Otoyu sit on the chair, and then quickly poured her a glass of water. He kept looking at Yinyu's face. He really didn't know what to do, senior sister.
His face looks so bad, he seems to be sick.
Otoyu picked up the cup. The temperature in the cup slightly warmed her extremely cold fingers. She took out the medicine from her bag, poured a few pills into the palm of her hand, and drank it quickly.
After leaning on the back of the chair for a long time, she put down the water glass. The medicine in her hand was still tightly held in her hand. She knew that her heart was gradually weakening and even getting worse.
She smiled weakly at the boy. This time, she really scared him.
"I'm sorry for worrying you," she breathed again, as if speaking now was a kind of torture to her. She saw the boy's pale face, as if he was the one who was sick.
"Don't worry, I'm fine." She shook her head gently, indicating that she was fine.
However, her words did not reassure the boy much. No one who saw her now would suspect that she was seriously ill.
"Senior sister, I'm looking for someone, don't be afraid, I'll go right away," he said and ran forward quickly
Otoyu stretched out her hand to stop him, but she said nothing. She put down her hand and leaned weakly on the chair. At this time, a few rays of sunlight fell in front of her. She stretched out her trembling hand to catch it.
My fingers are still cold when I see the sun. But when the sun falls on my fingers, I can already feel the warmth.
She closed her eyes and breathed gently. After taking the medicine, the severe pain in her heart slowly began to disappear.
A burst of very rapid footsteps came, breaking the silence at this time. Otoyu raised his eyes slightly and saw a field of blue and white team uniforms. Looking up again, it was him
Tezuka Kunimitsu
This cold and indifferent young man had obvious panic on his face at this time. The person he was looking for was him. Yinyu lowered her head. I don't know why, but at this time, her heart was sad and happy.
In fact, now she really wants that person to come. She wants to lean into his arms and want him to accompany her. However, at the same time, she is also glad that the person who comes now is not him, but someone else.
people
If he saw her like this, he would definitely doubt that the harm she had brought to him was unstoppable. She didn't want to be like this, and she didn't want to be so selfish and bring him into her own pain.
When everything has become a foregone conclusion, she can only be so cruel to herself
It will also be sad
Tezuka walked up to her and put his hand on her forehead. It was so cold, and at this time, his head and fingers could actually be stained with water, and her face looked very bad.
The first-year student found him in a crowd of people. He was so anxious that he couldn't speak at all. He just pointed in one direction and said something about his senior sister. The senior sister was sick. He didn't know how anxious he was at that time. He left everyone alone to rush.
Came over
Until he saw her half leaning on the rest chair, he felt as if he was suffocating. He had never seen her so weak. She closed her eyes tightly, and it seemed that she couldn't even lift her eyelashes.
With an unusually pale face, her hands fell weakly on her legs, and she still seemed to be holding a glass bottle in her hands.
He took off his coat and covered her body, and he saw her open eyes, faint, with only the fragile light flowing gently in her eyes.
He suddenly remembered her illness, what Sayato said, heart disease
His eyes fell on her hand, and he took out the medicine bottle. Otoyu moved her lips, but she had nothing to say, because at this time, she really had no strength left.
Tezuka looked at the medicine bottle in his hand. When he saw the words on it, his expression suddenly changed. Then he clenched the medicine bottle in his hand, then sighed deeply, and then looked at him, with something in his eyes.
A certain kind of forbearance, even the thin-rimmed glasses on the face cannot block it
"I'll take you to the hospital," he said directly and put his hand around her shoulders. Suddenly, he felt a cold feeling on his hand.
He lowered his head and saw her putting it on his hand
"No..." The voice was very soft, but firm, and even a bit of a request, "No... I need to go see a doctor." She took a breath, said slowly, and then slowly relaxed.
hand
"I'm fine." She closed her eyes slightly and looked at the medicine bottle still in his hand, but there was too much despair in her eyes.
Tezuka retracted his hand and sat beside him without saying a word. He picked up the medicine bottle in his hand. Every time he read the words on the bottle, it seemed like the despair in her eyes, like threads wrapped around him.
His heart was contracting from time to time, tugging at his heart.
Tohru has gone to the United States and said that her operation will be performed there. However, although he has never seen this kind of medicine, he can see the effect of it. Her condition is getting worse and worse.
And it will be in the early stage of the operation. He also knows that this will definitely be detrimental to the subsequent operation. The success rate of the operation is very low, so it will be even more dangerous.
"Do they know?" Tezuka put down his hand, where she couldn't see it, and clenched his fingers tightly as if he wanted to crush the bottle in his hand.
"No," Otowa shook her head, "I didn't tell them. During the operation, they will naturally know. Why let them despair for one more day?" Yes, she did not tell them. Her brother, Keigo, and no one told anyone except
Except for the doctor, no one knew that her condition was getting serious. Even the doctor was helpless. All she could wait for was the operation. However, the success rate of the operation was no longer 60%, or even 60%.
It was so low that she could not imagine it. In fact, she was already waiting to be sentenced to death.
They will know sooner or later, but she can make them worry less and count the days. She wants to be more happy, although after these happiness, there will be despair.
But, she really wants to get more
She didn't have many things originally, so she wanted to cherish them more
"Tezuka..." Otoyu looked up at him, pulled up his clothes, and sat up slightly. This disease is really tormenting people. When the disease occurs, the pain is really painful.
It felt like death, but after she recovered, she was no different from a normal person. The physical torture and the mental torture all fell on her, because she didn't know when she would suddenly become ill.
In the past, as long as she could control her emotions well, she would be fine, but now, it is no longer within her control.
She leaned her back on the rest chair, her face no longer as pale as before, "Tezuka, can you keep this matter secret for me? Actually, it's only a few days, just a few days." Her voice was still a little weak,
However, you can clearly hear the request inside
Tezuka's fingers moved again, and then he weakly clenched the medicine bottle in his hand.
"Tezuka, okay?" Otowa looked at him closely, the request in his eyes was irresistible. A gust of wind blew slightly, and Qingxue's resting place was actually open to the open air, where the team members' clothes were placed.
There were other supplies, and the sunlight finally fell on her face. She fluttered her weak eyelashes, but her warm smile had turned into a sad and bitter smile.
Tezuka stiffened for a moment, closed his overly complicated eyes, and finally nodded slightly. When she saw it, she leaned back on the rest chair with relief.
Perhaps she and he had never thought about such a scene. In the past, she had never dared to expect that he and she could get along so quietly. There was no disgust, no dislike, and no indifference. They just sat on a chair like this, quietly.
listening to each other's breathing
Even if it is, the silence at this time feels a bit cold and cold.
Tezuka returned the medicine to her, and Otowa took it. The bottle in her hand contained too much of his body temperature. It was warm. She smiled faintly and put the medicine in her bag.
The mobile phone in her bag also rang at this time. She took out the mobile phone and saw the number inside, Keigo. She stretched out her wrist and looked at the watch on the bowl. It turned out that it was already this time, the time she had been here.
It's been a long time, she made him worry again
She opened the phone and put it to her ear. The pearly white phone was placed to her ear, reflecting her somewhat transparent skin, which was particularly crystal clear.
"Where are you?" As soon as the phone was connected, Atobe Keigo's voice came over there, but it was colder than usual, but you could hear the anxiety inside.
He really cared about her, she knew. Tezuka, who was sitting next to him, was just looking at the phone in her hand with an unpredictable look.
"I'm in Qingxue's lounge," she answered honestly. At this time, she already felt much more comfortable, so he shouldn't be able to tell.
"I'll be here right away, please stay there and don't move." The voice on the phone sounded a little angry.
Otoyu grunted, hung up the phone, put the phone in her bag, and then put the bag on her back. Sure enough, she was very worried, very worried about her. She smiled bitterly. In fact, these are not what she wants. If possible, she hopes,
He doesn't need to love her so deeply, just a little bit. Yes, she is very attached to his love, but this kind of love makes people feel too distressed.
Looking back, she found that the focused eyes of the boy next to her were very similar to Seiichi's eyes, and they were also very similar to Keigo's eyes, very focused.
She looked back and didn't want to think about anything anymore. Now she has nothing and nothing to give, so don't have too many feelings for her. That would be too cruel to her and him, and it's not
fair
Tezuka didn't speak, he just looked at her for a while, then stood up and walked to the side. He knew that the person was coming soon, but he just didn't want to cause unnecessary trouble between them.
He would never deny himself anything. He would always speak with facts. He admitted that he fell in love with this girl. He really liked her more than he could imagine. What happened before was really like
It was a dream. When the dislike was gone, when the rejection was gone, all that was left seemed to be the love that came from the depths of my heart. However, he had no chance. She made him feel distressed, regretful and sad.
In the past, he didn't cherish it. Now, he wants to cherish it, but there is no chance. There is no chance at all. It's not that there is another person in her body, but that her life may really bloom.
Like fireworks, so beautiful, so beautiful, but in the end they can only fall suddenly and cease to exist.
If it really comes to that point, then he knows that this will be the biggest regret in his life. What Fuji said is true. He really regrets it.
Under the bright mirror, a white shimmer flashed. His mood was still unpredictable to outsiders. Even if he had great mood swings, his face was still calm all year round. He had been restrained since he was a child, and was more reserved than ordinary people.
He is more indifferent, but he also has deeper feelings than ordinary people.
He hides it well and is very good
Sitting on another lounge chair, he and she were waiting for the same person
Atobe Keigo strode over, with a little sweat falling on his forehead. It could be seen that he was walking very quickly, and his breathing seemed to be a little faster than usual. From a distance, he saw the ungorgeous man sitting on the rest chair.
The woman's eyebrows were furrowed together. He asked her to stay alone, but she dared to sneak away for him to see how he would deal with her later.
He walked over, and Otoyu, who was sitting on the rest chair, stood up. Her body was still so uncomfortable, but she still smiled lightly at the boy.
"I'm sorry, Keigo, I was wrong." She saw the obvious anger on his face and apologized before he spoke, successfully preventing Atobe Keigo from getting more angry.
"You are so gorgeous, you stupid woman." He hugged her in his arms. He was really worried about her just now. This woman, knowing that she was not in good health, still wanted to run around. It was simply...
It's so irritating. This time, he won't let her off easily.
"Let's go," he took her hand and walked out, but his hand remained as gentle as before and did not pinch her. He simply nodded to Tezuka. Tezuka did not speak, but just looked at the two of them.
The retreating figure looked at that point for a long time, until he couldn't see anything anymore. He lowered his head and took out the pendant from under his clothes. This was a gift from her. Echizen had already told him clearly.
When he hurt her like that, she still liked him at that time