It's just that they have missed each other so much that they can no longer go back to the past. There is absolutely no way to change anything. He and she finally passed each other and missed the most important time for each other. He knew that, and she also knew clearly.
This is the result, perhaps it is also destined
Therefore, he will not give her any more burdens. This is retribution. He knows that everything should be borne by him. He only needs her to be happy.
However, her happiness seems to have lost her eyes as clear as a stream. Perhaps, soon after, he will really no longer be able to see her. Holding hands, he knows that their bright youth has actually begun to dim.
Got it
Why did it take so long, why did he have to wait until there was no way out, why did he realize that what he had given up now was the most precious treasure in his life. From now on,
In the future, we will never meet again
He really hopes that she can survive this difficulty and that the operation can be successful, even if in the end, he can only watch her happiness from a distance, just like what she did to him once. In that way, he has already
It feels good now
Just, is it possible? Is it really possible?
Something in his heart began to collapse. The wind blowing from a distance, blowing on him at this time, made him feel a little desolate.
Will her destiny be like a beautiful but short-lived existence like fireworks?
Sitting in the car, Atobe Keigo leaned on the car seat. He didn't say a word to her. He just closed his eyes and leaned on the back of the chair. Even the corners of his lips that were usually raised were very tight at this time.
Nao, she knew that he was angry and waiting for her explanation. In fact, what he wanted to ask was why Tezuka was there?
A normal man would be suspicious of Zeng Jin's fiancé, a man she once loved. Therefore, he is now quiet and indifferent. In fact, he is eager to know the reason.
But can she say it? She shook her head secretly. She knew that nothing could be done and nothing could be explained. She would keep this seed of doubt in his heart until the moment it sprouted. She believed that the day she left would be the same.
will be close
So, she didn't explain and looked at the changing scenery outside the car window. This was the first cold war since she came back. She knew that he was worried about her, but she also knew what she was going to do.
I'm sorry, Keigo, I'm really sorry. If it's possible, just continue to ignore her like this. It's disgraceful until the moment she leaves. The cruelty now is just to avoid too much pain in the future.
There was a sudden tightening around her waist, and she felt like she was instantly pulled into a warm embrace that smelled of him.
"Tell me, what exactly am I going to do with you? What are you hiding from me?" He kept talking in her ears, and his hot and moist breath blew into her ears, and her heart once again
became sad
She hugged his waist and buried her face on his chest. Really, she was so greedy for this tenderness and cherished this warmth. Too many emotions gradually blurred in her eyes. She couldn't see anything, only
The sourness in the eyes, and finally, as the tears spread, there was too much sadness
There are some things, she knows, that she has always been powerless and unchangeable.
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I don't know how many times I said sorry, but it was silent, but it was depressing. The atmosphere in the car was very quiet, and the quietness gave off a different atmosphere.
The car drove to Atobe's mansion, and Atobe Keigo took Otowa out of the car. In fact, the car had only been driving for less than an hour, but she had already fallen asleep, and she was sleeping soundly. Lowering his head, he looked at the small
face, closed eyes, small lips, and a faint sucking sound
Hugging him tightly, he walked in, went directly upstairs and put her on the bed, covering her with a quilt. Then he sat on the bed, lowered his head, and stared at her peaceful sleeping face.
He leaned down, sighed softly, and then placed a soft kiss on Zai's forehead. He kept doing this without leaving for a long time. The girl on the bed fluttered her eyelashes, and a clear tear fell from the corner of her eye.
It fell on the pillow, formed a small water splash, and then disappeared
He stood up, walked steadily toward the door, and then closed the door. The footsteps outside became farther and farther away, until they could no longer be heard.
At this time, the girl lying on the bed slowly opened her eyes. Her dull and empty eyes kept looking at the ceiling. She gently touched her forehead with her fingers and finally put her hand down again feebly.
No matter how beautiful it is, there will be a day when all the prosperity will end. What will happen to everything quiet and lonely? In fact, perhaps, she can already foresee it.
She has paid for her life's happiness. In these few days, she has felt too happy
After she leaves, many people will be sad and regretful, but he may be heartbroken and unforgettable.
It's happiness. The so-called happiness is to be with the one you love, to care for each other, just to look at him, to guard him, to lean on him. That is happiness. To be simple happiness is to hold his hand and keep walking.
It's just that she knows that she no longer has that qualification
She turned over and buried her face on the pillow, but she couldn't hide the extremely sad cry. It was very small and very depressing.
In the rose garden outside, some flowers had begun to fade, and pieces of rose petals fell to the ground. When it was over, I realized that they had been blown too far and only the fragrance was still there.
Yes, but it no longer belongs to it
However, they will still have one day to open again next year, but will she?
She fell asleep in a daze. Because of her health, she was really too tired. She sat up from the bed and looked up. She looked at the alarm clock on the bedside. It turned out that she had been sleeping for such a long time.
, it was already past 7 o'clock. Sitting on the bedside, she hugged herself. There was a faint fragrance of roses in the air, which quickly mixed into her breath. She had long been accustomed to this smell.
But her face, under the pale white light, looked so dim. She missed him so much, and his arms always made her feel warm, happy and safe. However, at this time, she
I no longer want to disturb him. This is all planned. It only takes a few days. It only takes a few days.
At this time, her cell phone rang. She took out the phone and saw a very familiar number. Her brother, the brother she loved, her relatives opened the phone. She put the phone to her ear and slowly
Leaning his body against the bed, Saya's Kiyoro's voice came to his ears.
Not long after, there was already a busy signal there. As soon as her hand loosened her hand, the phone had fallen on the bed.
Three days later, it was so fast. What kind of concept was 3 days? In fact, it was just a flash of time. Her time was only three days later. She originally wanted to wait like this and decided not to do the operation. The risks of the operation,
She is already very old, but if she doesn't do it, then they can only let them watch her get sick again and again, and get close to death again and again. How cruel this is to them.
Her eyes were slightly wet, she picked up the phone and put it away. In three days, she was going to the United States, and she only had three days. Is three days really enough?
She no longer knows
On this day, her mood had been very heavy. The maid had brought her dinner, but she actually had no taste at all. She just forced herself to eat some. Inadvertently, her eyes were blurry, and she could no longer see clearly everything in front of her.
,It turns out that eating alone is so lonely.
The door was pushed open again, bringing a wisp of wind in. She raised her head slightly, and the chopsticks in her hand trembled slightly, then lowered her head and continued to eat, but she ate very slowly and very little.
The chopsticks were taken away from her hands. She looked up and saw the young man's extremely calm face, but he was also holding back something.
Atobe Keigo put down the chopsticks she was holding, held her in his arms, and gently rubbed her hair, "Okay, I surrender, I don't need your explanation, and I don't need anything."
, As long as you, as long as you." His lips fell on her hair. He really couldn't stand this kind of cold war.
She had been sleeping, and she was crying even when she was asleep, which made him feel very distressed. Well, if there is one person who really wants to let go of his body, then it is him. He fell down and accepted his fate.
All his arrogance and temper were of no use to her.
Atobe Keigo sat on the bedside, let Otowa lean in his arms, picked up the chopsticks, and fed her. She looked like she was eating. It was almost like taking medicine.
Without her by his side, he didn't even have much taste for himself. He just ate some casually. It wasn't until he got here that he realized that he really couldn't put her down.
Otoyu ate her meal quietly, her eyes always looking at this young man who had always been so gorgeous. He had really changed so much for her, so much, so much, beyond all imagination.
The boy who was like an emperor was so gentle that she wanted to cry
She sniffed hard, blinked the tears from her eyes, and finally stopped crying.
After eating, Atobe Keigo just hugged her and lay on the bed, and she was held in his arms, constantly absorbing the warmth from his body.
This is really too happy
However, she also knew that this happiness would soon leave them, and it would leave them forever.
He and his brother both hold great hopes for the operation. If that happens, I believe she will be like them. I believe she will successfully step off the operating table, just like Jingshi, it will be the same.
Fortunately, she already knew, already knew, that it was impossible. The doctor hesitated, and the recent changes in her body made her understand that her illness was more serious than they imagined.
Tomorrow, her brother will come back. Her brother, the brother who loves her sister to the core, has worried too much for her, but in the end, she still has to experience such a thing. She is suddenly reborn in this world. I don’t know.
Is it God's arrangement or a trick of fate? When she has gradually become accustomed to this kind of life and has integrated into this world, she will suddenly leave.
Yes, what doesn't belong to her will never belong to her, but she is really reluctant to let it go.
She closed her eyes and let the tears wet her eyelashes for a long time, falling on her and his clothes, blooming into invisible water splashes.