Strange... Why does my head really seem to feel a little groggy... In the haze, I seemed to have opened my mouth, but nothing seemed to come out...
Amidst the noisy music, Ye Xi’s voice lingers in my ears
My world... seems to be in chaos all of a sudden
I really want to open my eyes, but... my eyelids are getting heavier and heavier
"Xiaoyi! Xiaoyi!"
Before I closed my eyes, I could only hear Ye Xi’s louder calls.
Hospital
When I opened my eyes, there was still the familiar but disgusting smell of disinfectant.
I have a drip hanging on my hand...
There are also all kinds of weird tubes inserted into the body.
What's wrong with me……
"Xiaoyi! Xiaoyi...are you awake?"
"Ye Xi..."
When I opened my mouth, I found that my lips were so dry and my throat was so hoarse.
"Xiaoyi...are you a fool? Why don't you tell me how uncomfortable you are? Do you know that I almost lost you! Can you not be so bad...can you not let me live in fear of losing you at any time?
Wandering…”
Ye Xi held my hand tightly, and hot tears dripped down his cheek and fell on my hand.
I really wanted to comfort him, but I found that I didn't even have the strength to open my mouth or make a sound.
"Xiaoyi, what are you going to say...stop talking and take good care of yourself, okay? I beg you...for me, please take good care of yourself, okay?"
"Xiaoyi, Xiaoyi is awake! Auntie, Xiaoyi is awake!"
When I looked at Ye Xi's tears and was at a loss, the door of the ward was pushed open by Xiaorui. When Xiaorui saw me, she rushed out excitedly...
Mom, Dad, Brother Jiuxuan rushed in immediately!
"Xiaoyi... you scared mommy to death! Do you know that you scared mommy to death! Why didn't you say anything when you felt uncomfortable? Xiaoyi... why don't you know how to take care of yourself!"
Mom's face was covered with tears, and new tears kept pouring out of her eyes...
Dad and Mom, all of them, looked haggard.
Let me ask you what virtues and abilities I am capable of...
I have so many people crying because of me...
Maybe, in my life, death is worth it...
I close my eyes gently, I don’t want to see the tears shed by the people I care about for me.
My heart hurts so much
Seeing their tears makes my heart hurt.
"Xiaoyi, what's wrong with you? Are you feeling uncomfortable somewhere else? Xiaoyi...if you feel uncomfortable, you must tell us!"
Xiaorui also threw herself beside my bed, her voice was soft, as if she was afraid of disturbing me, but she was also anxious.
"I'm fine, I'm fine...Mom, I want to...talk to you alone"
It’s hard to open my mouth, I don’t want to open my eyes