"Xiaoyi, is there anything you want to tell mommy?"
After everyone went out, my mother wiped away the tears on her face and tried her best to give me a very ugly smile.
"Mom, don't smile like that, it's so ugly..."
"Damn girl, you have the strength to make mommy happy, don't you?"
"Mom... can my disease... be cured?"
I really don’t have the energy to joke with my mother anymore... Now every time I open my mouth to say a word, I find it so difficult, as if I have to use all my strength.
"Silly boy, no matter what, Mommy will never let anything happen to you! Mommy and Daddy will definitely make you healthy and get better..."
My mother choked up again as she spoke.
"Xiaoyi, don't worry, Mu Chen has contacted the best heart experts in the United States. Mommy will arrange for you to go to the United States as soon as possible."
"Mom..."
"What's wrong, Xiaoyi?"
"I hope... you don't tell Ye Xi about this matter."
I frowned slightly. Now, every word I want to say will be like a needle pricking my heart.
I don’t want to hurt Ye Xi anymore, I don’t want to implicate him anymore, I don’t want him to be afraid with me!
Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain...
I am too selfish!
Every time, every time I see Ye Xi looking sad, my heart aches!
Every time, every time I see Ye Xi becoming restless because of my affairs, my heart seems to be torn apart!
I can't be so selfish anymore!
I don't have the ability to promise Ye Xi a future, and I can't stay with him forever!
I can't hold on to him so tightly anymore!
"Xiaoyi...you..."
"Mom, promise me... I really don't know how long I can live, but... Ye Xi still has a long way to go..."
"Xiao Yi! Mommy has been here before! Mommy knows that as long as you are by Ye Xi's side, Xiao Xi will be happy no matter whether it lasts forever or not!"
"Mom... let's not deceive ourselves like this, okay..."
Close your eyes gently, I don't want to say anything more
My love, at this moment, I completely gave up on
Ye Xi, I know that my choice is not the best
I know, my choice is ridiculous!
But...I don't have the courage! I really don't have the courage to ask you to face it with me!
I don't want to see you sad anymore...
"I won't let go! Xiaoyi, no matter what, I won't let go!"
The door to the ward was suddenly pushed open, and Ye Xi stood at the door with red eyes.
"Xiaoyi, I know you are doing it for my own good! No matter whether your disease can be cured or not... I will be with you! Xiaoyi, I will always be with you! I will not let go... I will not...