The sky is gray, as if it might rain heavily at any time
Ye Xi, brother Jiuxuan, and everyone present were all dressed in black clothes. The air was humid, as if countless sorrows had turned into invisible drops of water, wrapping everyone present tightly, making people feel
can not breath
Surrounded by mournful sobs, this low and slightly depressing sound made people even more breathless.
I snuggled gently into Ye Xi's arms. I hardly knew the people here.
Today is my parents’ funeral
I never knew that my parents had such a wide range of friends
The expressions on everyone's faces are so sincere, without any pretense.
I remember when I was very young, I went with my parents to attend someone else’s funeral.
Seeing the hypocritical faces of those at the funeral, everyone seemed to be crying, but in fact, there was not a single tear.
At that time, the person who died seemed to be an old man...
I remember my mother once secretly leaned in my ear and said to me: Xiaoyi, did you see that no one here really cares about the dead... Wow, that dead person is so pitiful.
, if my mother dies in the future, you must not let so many hypocritical people attend your mother's funeral...
I was very young at that time and thought what my mother said was so unrealistic.
Even so, at that time I was thinking...
If one day my mother and father are no longer in this world, then I will definitely not live anymore! I will die with them! After all, how terrible the world would be without them...
But now
Mom and dad are really gone
I am really the only one left in this world, all alone
But I'm still alive
Live a life that lasts forever
I walked to the tombstone and looked at the two people smiling brightly in the photo on the tombstone... However, no matter how bright their smiles were, the photo was only black and white.
Just like the world in front of me now
In my eyes, it seems that I can only see black and white
These two colors seem to represent death
No matter how beautiful something is, as long as it is instilled with these two colors, it will no longer be able to see the vitality of life.
Squat down gently and stretch out your right hand
My fingertips lightly scanned the photos of my parents...
The cool touch makes my pores close
tears rolling down cheeks
"Xiao Yi... don't cry, uncle and aunt won't like to see your tears."
Ye Xi gently wiped away my tears
I really hope I can be strong...
But... they left...
Leave me forever!
Since they can leave me so cruelly, do they also want to deprive me of my right to grieve?
I can't control my emotions...but I know that for another purpose, I can't fall down!