Dong Jin has been dead for a month. There is a saying that the dead is gone, but the living are strong. Lu Man has heard it before, but when it really happened to him, he couldn't do it.
Because of missing her, she couldn't eat or sleep, and she was losing weight rapidly. If Jin Huai'en hadn't knelt down to beg her with runny nose and tears, he might not even be able to drink the life-threatening ginseng soup.
Jin Chengjun saw that his temper was getting worse day by day, and the depression that could not be vented was in urgent need of finding an outlet. If he couldn't find it, it was like a ball of fire, getting bigger and bigger.
Even if Dong Jin died, even if he cared for and loved him in every possible way, she still thought about that person and missed that person.
What the hell does this mean?
Thinking of Lu Man's indifferent and empty eyes, his heart felt as if someone was pricking him with a needle. He would rather she hate him or scold her, but he also doesn't want to see her so indifferent, so indifferent that he doesn't care at all.
So, when Lu Man pushed away the delicate food soup again, Jin Chengjun exploded
He knocked the tray to the ground angrily and saw Lu Man unconsciously holding his knees and sitting in front of the window looking out the window in a daze. The burning anger was about to burn his whole body.
He grabbed her, forced her to look into his eyes, and said: "He is dead a long time ago, why do you act like this? You are my woman!"
Isn't it enough that he has done it? Isn't it enough that he put down his body and used all his physical and mental patience to please her and serve her?
Lu Man's empty eyes looked at her faintly, but there was no focus at all. Jin Chengjun felt a pain in his heart and said bitterly: "You are my wife, only mine. Do you want to die? Do you want to follow me?"
Is he going?"
"Let me tell you Lu Man, unless I die, you will never escape from me. You will be mine until you die. You can only think of me here, and you can only think of me. Do you understand?" Jin Chengjun pointed.
her left breast yelled
Lu Man finally had some focus in her eyes. She glanced at him silently, then turned to look out the window with an indifferent expression: "Jin Chengjun is just a shell. If you want it, just take it."
However, her heart had already died when the explosion sounded, and had long since been shattered into pieces.
It doesn't matter whose wife it is, it doesn't matter, it's just a body, whoever wants it can take it
Dong Jin is dead, and her broken body is just lingering and gasping for breath. Who wants it, and what does it matter?
When Jin Chengjun heard her words without any anger but with a sense of death, he weakly let go of her hand and took two steps back: "Okay, okay! Very good!"
He stepped back step by step, gritted his teeth and said: "You would rather die than be with me, right?"
Does she have to force him like this? Does she have to force him to do it harder?
"Okay! You go ahead and die, your surname will still be Jin. I tell you Lu Man, I will cancel that agreement today." He pursed his lips, clenched his fists, and showed great cruelty in his eyes: "I will cancel that agreement today."
Just tell the world that you are my wife, Jin Chengjun! You forced me to do this."
Lu Man still maintained that posture, motionless and looking indifferent.
"If you can't squeeze into the world, don't force your way into it. It will embarrass yourself and offend others, so why bother!" She looked out the window and said quietly.
Jin Chengjun choked, hurt, and his heartache was unbearable, and he slammed the door and left. Everyone knew that she was Dong Jin's widow, right? Is that so? Is it a world that can't be squeezed into?
Lu Man, even if you can't squeeze into your world, I will force my way in. Your surname will only be Jin for the rest of your life!
Lu Man, you really shouldn't be like this, you shouldn't take revenge like this, even if you beat and scold you, it's better than being so indifferent.
Jin Chengjun did what he said. He walked out of the house, then went back, forcefully dragged Lu Man out to the court, and notified the media.
President Jin's remarriage has been covered by major newspapers, but the large photo makes people feel awkward and weird.
Because, of the two people in the photo, one is cold and gloomy, the other is empty and indifferent.
This is a dramatic and ridiculous scene, but it is talked about by people after dinner.
I heard that the wife of President Jin married three times. The first time, she married Jin Chengjun but got divorced. The second time, she married Dong Jin, the prince of Xinhe, but died without a cure because of Dong Jin's death. The third time, after Dong Jin's death,
One month after his death, he remarried Jin Chengjun
Some people say that Lu Man is a lone star, a wanton woman, a heartless woman, and has been reviled by everyone in the world.
Some people say that Lu Man is a nemesis. Whoever gets close will die. Dong Jin is an example.
Some people say that this is a poor woman, a woman with a bad fate
someone said
There were different opinions. No matter what the world said, Lu Man ignored them all. However, when the news of her remarriage to Jin Chengjun hit the streets, Dong's mother came to her door again and severely insulted her.
What did Mother Dong say? It was the same sentence. You killed my son, you white-eyed wolf. You and that bitch Jin Chengjun killed my son, but we live together. I curse you not to have a good death.
Haha, it’s not a good death, yes, it’s not a good death!
He died for me and left alone. What am I still doing?
The sentence "Killing my son" is replayed in her ears every day. The sentence "Since you love him, why don't you die and stay with her" appears in her mind all the time?
Lu Man was finally tired and couldn't hold on any longer. Dong Jin, she wanted to find him. She just wanted to be in his arms, away from this noisy world, hold him quietly and smell his scent.
Only in this way can she truly be freed
"Mommy, wuwu, mommy, please open the door." Jin Huai'en slapped the bathroom door, crying until his face turned pale.
She has been in there for a long time, why doesn't she come out yet? He is so scared!
"Mommy, Mommy"
When Jin Chengjun dragged his tired body through the door and entered the house, he saw his son squatting at the bathroom door and crying. He frowned, his heart sank, and he rushed over quickly.
"What's wrong?"
"Dad, wuwu, mommy won't open the door, I'm so scared." Jin Huai'en heard his voice and immediately grabbed his arm and cried.
Jin Chengjun panicked, and immediately pulled him away, kicked the door open with his foot, and rushed in. When he saw it, he was heartbroken.
Lu Man was immersed in the bathtub, his eyes were closed, his face was earth-colored, blood was flowing down his right hand, and half of the floor tiles were soaked red, which was shocking.
"Mommy!" Jin Huai'en screamed, his little face turned pale.
"Good boy, wait outside." Jin Chengjun blocked his son's body and didn't realize that his voice was trembling.
She was only two steps away, but he didn't dare to walk over. It was as if she was separated by thousands of rivers and mountains. She was very far away from him.
Would you really rather die than be with him? Can you really not hold on anymore? Jin Chengjun couldn't hear his heartbeat, he just felt empty and couldn't find his direction.
He moved closer to her step by step, and stretched his trembling hand to the tip of her nose. His eyes suddenly lit up, his breath was weak, but he was still alive.
Jin Chengjun suddenly trembled, pulled off the towel on the shelf and wrapped it around her wrist. Without saying a word, he took her out and rushed to the hospital.
Lu Man kept walking towards the white light, surrounded by soulless people. She unconsciously followed their footsteps.
"Little Man"
A familiar voice seemed to be coming from beside him. Lu Man looked around in surprise, was it him?
"Xiaoman!"
There was another sound, and the person hidden in his heart finally appeared in front of him. Lu Man rushed over and hugged him tightly in surprise: "Jin, are you here to pick me up?"
"Why are you here? Go back quickly!" Dong Jin looked worried.
"No, I won't leave, I want to be with you." Lu Man hugged him tightly, tears streaming down her face: "I miss you so much, I miss you, my heart is broken."
"Be good! Be obedient and go back. You haven't come here yet." Dong Jin caressed her face, his face always doting and caring: "You must live well, live well, eat well, and take care of your children."
Raise them well”
Child? Lu Man was startled, thinking he was saying favor, but still shook his head and cried: "How can I survive without you? Jin, what should I do without you?"
She won't leave, she found him, she wants to be with him
"You have me." Dong Jin smiled slightly, put his hand on her left breast and said with a smile: "How can you not have me? Look, I am here with you."
Lu Man burst into tears and looked at him with teary eyes, shaking her head: "You blame me, don't you? You blame me for not going with you, now I'm here, I'm here."
"I don't blame you, this is fate. I'm very lucky that I pressed the answer button."
"Go back, remember, live a good life and raise your children." Dong Jin glanced at the ferocious cow ghost and snake spirit behind him again, let go of her, and waved to her: "Go back, remember my words."
"No! Don't leave me, don't go, Dong Jin, don't go!" Lu Man stepped forward to chase her, but Dong Jin had already disappeared into the white light, and a strong force pulled her back.
"Dong Jin, no!" Lu Man cried out and threw herself forward.
"Mommy, Mommy, wake up, woo woo"
"Manman, wake up"
"I beg you, please wake up and I will do whatever you want."
Whose voice keeps ringing in my ears? Who is it?
For three days, he stayed by her side for three full days, expecting her to wake up, but she seemed to have given up on her life and fell asleep with weak breath.
The doctor saved her life, he transfused his blood to her, but if a person doesn't want to live, doing more is in vain.
Does she hate it so much? Does she love it so much?
Jin Chengjun's face was unkempt, his eyes were red, and he stared at the frail woman on the hospital bed, showing regret for the first time in his life.
If, if he hadn't done that in the first place, wouldn't everything have happened?
Jin Chengjun closed his eyes slightly, revealing deep fatigue between his brows
Lu Man opened her eyes and stared blankly at the ceiling. Several people's shouts of joy could be heard in her ears, but she seemed unaware and just closed her eyes.
It turns out that the Lord of Hell is also tired of her!
Doesn’t she deserve to be with him? Does God even want her to live to atone for her sins?
A tear oozed out from the corner of her eye and fell silently on the pillow.
"Mommy, you scared me to death" Jin Huai'en hugged her and cried bitterly.
"Manman, why are you so stupid? If you don't care about your life, you have to think about the child in your belly!" Wang Qiao expressed the same regret.
Child? Lu Man opened his eyes and looked at Wang Qiao and the others.
"You're pregnant!" Jin Chengjun's face was gloomy, but he looked tired.
The doctor had said it as early as a month ago, but they had not said it because they did not want her to suffer a greater blow. Now
pregnant?
Lu Man opened her eyes wide and sat up suddenly. However, her weak and dizzy body due to excessive blood loss made her fall back and her face became even paler.
"Slow down." Song Jiayu immediately supported her and shook the bed.
Lu Man dazedly put her hand on her abdomen, suddenly thinking of what Dong Jin said in her dream, her tears suddenly fell down.
Child, it turns out, it turns out this is the case
They had a child, and Lu Man couldn't help but burst into tears. He leaned on Song Jiayu's shoulder and howled loudly.
Seeing that she could cry, Wang Qiao and Jin Chengjun breathed a sigh of relief. It was better than holding it in all the time. It was better than holding it in and not letting it out.
three months later
silver garden
A woman with a slightly protruding belly, wearing a plain skirt and holding a bunch of white roses, came to a cemetery in the Silver Garden.
There are cherry trees growing around the cemetery. The hot summer weather does not feel hot. It can be seen that the cemetery is often taken care of and is very neat and clean. Lu Man puts the rose in his hand next to the tombstone and takes out a handkerchief to wipe the marks on the tombstone.
photo
"I'm here, are you okay over there?" She wiped the photo carefully and said quietly.
After conditioning, her pregnant body was slightly rounder than before, but she was still slender and pale, and her face was indifferent to the point of indifference.
"The child can move. You don't know how naughty he (she) is. He won't sleep at night. Who does he look like?" Lu Man looked at the photo and smiled softly: "It must look like you. I was very good when I was a child.
"
"Jin, I miss you so much and want to find you. But, as you said, I can't rest assured. I will give birth to the child well, watch her grow up, watch her get married and have children.
When the time comes, can you come and pick me up again? Can you promise me?"
"If you don't speak, I will treat you as if you have promised. You can't break your promise."
A gust of wind blew, and the cherry trees were swaying. Lu Man raised his head, smiled slightly, and said: "Don't worry, I won't forget it. We want to see all the colorful fallen flowers together every year. I won't forget it. I will come."
Yeah, can you wait for me?"
Another gust of wind blew by, and a leaf fell gracefully from the cherry tree. Lu Man stretched out her hand, and the green leaf seemed to feel something, and fell steadily, landing in the palm of her white hand.
The wind blows by, taking away whose heart, but leaving behind whose world, who forces his way into, and then leaves behind, leaving only a sigh.