As soon as Jin Huai'en got off the private plane, he received a call from his wife. His heart skipped a beat. He got into the car and sternly ordered: "Quick, go to Ci'en Hospital."
He sat in the back seat of the car, put his slender hands on his chest, and prayed silently, Mommy, wait for me, wait for me again
The phone call just now was from my wife Jing Qing to tell her that mommy’s condition had worsened. The doctor had already said that she couldn’t take it anymore. She told the family to speak quickly if they had anything to say.
Thinking of his pale and skinny mother on the hospital bed, Jin Huai'en's heart felt like it had been slashed hard by a dull knife, with bloody pain.
She just celebrated her fiftieth birthday this year. She is still so young, but she is about to leave them.
Mommy, in fact, she couldn't survive a long time ago. If she hadn't fulfilled her promise to Uncle Dong, she would have left long ago?
Thinking of this, Jin Huai'en's eyes flashed with heartache again.
She has not been happy a day since Uncle Dong passed away. The happiest day was when she got married, when Nian Ya got married?
Now, Yaya is married and about to be a mother, so she wants to find Uncle Dong?
In the past 24 years, she has lived in suffering and longing. He knew that she was thinking about Uncle Dong all the time, even if he had been dead for many years, even if her identity was Mrs. Jin
Thinking of the relationship between his father and mother, Jin Huai'en sighed again.
In the past, he didn't understand the feelings between adults. He only felt that his father was persistent. Even if his mother had no love for him, even if she was like a stranger to him, and even if they had been living in separate rooms, they still refused to let go.
Is that love? He doesn't quite understand. He just feels that it's too tiring for both of them.
Yes, for the past 24 years, his parents have lived under the same roof without having much emotional communication, and they even slept in separate rooms.
Is it hate? But when my father was hospitalized for a month because of pneumonia, my mother took care of him and served him.
What about love? But his mother never had too much affection for him, and she didn't even say much. Even though his father's woman never stopped showing a trace of care.
Haha, Jin Huaien laughed bitterly, I really don’t know what they are doing like this?
Ci'en Hospital arrived soon. Lu Man's attending doctor was Fang Wanting, who had been on a blind date with Dong Jin back then. She was now Director Fang. Seeing Jin Huaien's expectant eyes, she shook her head.
"We have tried our best, she chose to give up on her own." Fang Wanting glanced in the direction of the advanced ward and sighed.
Heart disease, as long as it is carefully treated, not irritated, and maintained well, it is not impossible to live. However, Lu Man didn't want to, she didn't want to
When she relapsed, she could take medicine, but she never reached out. She had long since not wanted to live.
Fang Wanting thought of the vague but gentle shadow in her memory, and let out a long sigh. Everything was caused by the word "love".
Jin Huaien pursed his lips, bowed deeply to Fang Wanting, and walked to the ward.
At the door of the ward, Jin Chengjun, with his head full of white hair, was leaning against the wall and smoking a cigarette. Jin Huaien was startled. He had only been away for two days. Why did his father's hair suddenly turn all white?
He felt sad. His father, who was originally strong and healthy, seemed to have suddenly aged a lot. Is it because his mother was dying?
"Dad" his voice was a little choked.
"Back!" Jin Chengjun looked up at him, his eyelids were a little droopy, and he seemed to be weakly saying: "Go and see your mother."
"Brother" an anxious and crisp voice sounded from behind Jin Huai'en, with a faint cry.
When Jin Huai'en came to his senses, a beautiful woman with a slightly protruding belly walked quickly, followed by a handsome and gentle man, guarding her carefully.
"Yaya!" Jin Huaien called out, looking at his half-sister, a trace of affection flashed in his eyes.
Dong Nianya was a posthumous child and Dong Jin's biological flesh and blood. Half a year after she was born, she was sent to the Dong family by Lu Man
After Dong Jin's death, the Dong family was heartbroken, and Dong's mother hated Lu Man even more. When the little girl with round eyes who looked exactly like Dong Jin appeared in front of the Dong family, they were all shocked.
Lu Man couldn't let go of his daughter, but he could ruthlessly send her back to the Dong family because she was Dong Jin's flesh and blood, and she was the only thought of Dong Bohan and his wife who had lost their son.
It can be said that Dong Nianya grew up with the love of thousands of people. Because of her life experience, the Dong family was always afraid of holding it in their hands for fear of melting, and holding it in their mouths for fear of it melting. Even the current head of the Dong family also
Even Dong Nianya's brother-in-law Dong Wei hurt her to the core, even more than his own son.
How could Lu Man give up? She was reluctant, but she could only be cruel and sneak in to see him from time to time.
Dong Nianya hated her mother's cruelty when she was young, but she also had a half-brother, Jin Huai'en. Jin Huai'en loved her very much and cared about her. He often said that her mother was not easy, but she couldn't hate her.
The older Dong Nianya gets, the more she looks like Dong Jin. Many times, Lu Man will look at her daughter's face in trance. At that time, the two siblings will know that their mother is thinking of their father (Uncle Dong).
"Brother" Dong Nianya threw herself into Jin Huaien's arms, tears streaming down her face: "Mom, she"
Jin Huaien's throat was choked and he was speechless.
"Uncle Jin!" When Dong Nianya saw Jin Chengjun, her eyes were complicated, but she still called out
"Go and see your mommy, she has been waiting for you" Jin Chengjun lit up a cigarette again
The two nodded and walked into the ward hand in hand.
There was no pungent smell of medicine in the ward, but instead it was filled with the faint fragrance of cherry blossoms. The two brothers and sisters looked around and saw a large bouquet of cherry blossoms on Lu Man's bedside.
Seeing cherry blossoms again, the two siblings looked at each other
Every year when the cherry blossoms bloom, Lu Man will go to Dong Jin's cemetery to spend a day, talk and watch the colorful fallen flowers, year after year, without stopping.
"You are here," Lu Man's weak voice sounded, and he stretched out his bony hands to the brothers and sisters.
"Mom" Dong Nianya rushed over first and held her mother's hand. It was so cold that her tears fell on the back of her hand.
"Silly girl, why are you crying? You are going to be a mother." Lu Man blinked weakly and said with a smile: "In the future, my child will cry just like you, what should I do?"
"Mommy, please help me teach him. You should get better soon," Dong Nianya said with a choked voice.
"Mom is dying. I can't see my sweet grandson being born. Yaya, do you hate mom? Mom is sorry for you." Lu Man looked at her little daughter with pity, her cloudy eyes filled with guilt.
She was less than half a year old, so he cruelly sent her back to the Dong family, just to atone for his sins, to compensate Dong's father and mother, but he suffered every day, willing to be eroded by longing, day after day, year after year.
Now, she is finally free and can finally meet Dong Jin. It's great that she kept her promise!
"I don't hate you. I don't hate you at all. As long as you get better," Dong Nianya wiped her tears and said, "I also want to tell you that grandma doesn't hate you anymore. She stopped hating you a long time ago."
When Lu Man heard this, his cloudy eyes suddenly shone a little brightly, and he said excitedly: "Is it really true? Okay, great, I can finally go see your dad with peace of mind."
"Mommy, no," Dong Nianya felt very sad after hearing this.
"Don't cry. Mommy is going to find your father. He has been waiting for too long and is too lonely. Don't cry." Lu Man touched her head lying on the hospital bed and said weakly: "In the future, you must be happy.
You want to be happy, you know? Also, Xiaoyu cough cough"
"Mom, I'm here." Dong Nianya's husband Qin Yu immediately knelt in front of the hospital bed, grabbed Lu Man's hand, and choked with sobs.
"Yaya has a bad temper. You need to be more patient with her. I owe her this child. Can you promise mom to take good care of her?" Lu Man's voice was obviously breathless.
"Don't worry, Mom, I swear that I will be good to Yaya all my life." Qin Yu's eyes flashed with tears, and he shook Lu Man's hand tightly and hugged his beloved wife. Dong Nianya cried and fell into his arms.
"Okay, okay!" Lu Man smiled happily and looked at Jin Huai'en: "Yeah."
"Mom" Jin Huai'en knelt down heavily in front of her bed, pursed her lips tightly, and tears were flowing in her eyes.
"You are the eldest brother. You have to take good care of your sister and love Qingqing and your children. Mom can't look after you anymore. You have to be strong." Lu Man gasped for breath. Jin Huai'en's wife Jing Qing held her son and turned away to cry.
stand up
"Mom, I understand." Jin Huai'en held her hand and couldn't help but shed tears.
"I'm sorry for your father." Lu Man seemed to sigh, looked at a point in the void, and said softly: "Tell him, I don't hate him."
"Dad knows, Mom, he has always known," Jin Huai'en choked and said
"Well" Lu Man closed his eyes slightly, opened them after a long time, looked into the void, and suddenly showed a bright smile like a girl, and said: "You are here, you finally came to pick me up, I have been waiting for you for a long time, Jin
!”
She kept smiling, her smile was gentle and touching, and she slowly closed her eyes, but the smile at the corner of her mouth remained.
In the ward, a cry came out from the corridor, and the burnt cigarette in Jin Chengjun's hand was extinguished. Hearing the cry, he raised his lowered head, looked into the ward, and murmured: "
You always chose him!"
A few days later, Yinyuan
Several men and women dressed in black stood in front of a huge cemetery. They looked at a pair of smiling men and women on the tombstones and bowed deeply three times.
Jing Qing and Qin Yu walked out first, leaving only brother and sister Jin Huaien in front of the cemetery.
"Mom, she is finally with daddy." Dong Nianya looked at the photos of Lu Man when she was young, placed them side by side next to her father, and said quietly.
"Well" Jin Huai'en looked at the lush cherry blossom trees around him, the pink cherry blossoms falling with the breeze, and couldn't help but said, "Mom, she must be very happy."
Jin Chengjun finally agreed to let Lu Man and Dong Jin be buried together, that is, he gave up on the woman he had been obsessed with all his life.
If you ask, is this love, yes, because love reaches the extreme, so from the initial reluctance to the final reluctance
Obsession, after letting it go, is the end, but it is also the beginning
In the next life, I hope they will never miss it again
"Let's go" Jin Huai'en put his arm around his sister's shoulders and said with a smile: "They will be happy."
"Yes, we can too." Dong Nianya smiled slightly, took a deep look at the photo of his parents, and left with his brother.
The breeze in April is fresh and gentle, blowing quietly, the cherry trees covered with flowers are swaying, and the petals are falling silently. It is the colorful fallen cherry blossoms that make the years silent.
And in the sky, a pair of men and women looked at the pair of children going away with smiles, holding hands, watching the cherry blossoms fall.
·······························
Yan Hua: I wonder if this ending is beyond everyone’s expectations. Is it something that I thought of from the very beginning, tragedy? I also wrote about tragedy once, and it wasn’t all the same. I also wrote about sentimentality. I don’t know if there is any.
Resonate? I hope everyone can accept it and don’t criticize it too harshly. Ahem, um, do you feel that the scene seems to be right in front of you? Ah, it’s so bloody.
Yan wants to say that not all love can be repeated, and not every couple in love can stay together forever, so cherish the people in front of you, cherish everything you have, and live in the present.
At this time, I am traveling in Thailand during the Lantern Festival. I wish everyone a reunion and happiness during the Lantern Festival, and I wish lovers will eventually get married! I hope you will continue to support my next work and continue to support me. Therefore, I will
I'm going to seduce you with a side story, cough, cough, and run away in shame~