Because he appeared in his son's dreams many times, because of his miserable past in the Black Maple Forest, and even because of his words "Son, I was poisoned to death"——
The new emperor who ascended the throne since then was always worried.
Father, I am so lonely and carefree in this life.
He can even abdicate in his prime, for his own country, for his best efforts.
As a son, how could you not know the suffering of your father in this life?
Later, he could not find his traces.
The new emperor will never forget the life of his life. In the Black Wind Ridge, how the batman turned around step by step, how tears fell like rain—
Because, the magpie's nest is occupied.
Someone took over his position.
Take over his lover.
He was even afraid that the man who occupied the magpie's nest would give birth to another son and would destroy his son-
Other children cannot know so much.
But the little emperor understands.
Because, he is the emperor!!!
When he was punished by the Queen Mother and was locked in a dark room by the Queen Mother because of a small mistake - he hated him countless times and missed him countless times...
If only the father was there at that time.
If the father is still there, how could he be so helpless???
At that time, every day, he missed his father!!!
Before Empress Feng's lifetime, he had thought of finding his father, but he did not dare to do anything, for fear of angering the Empress Dowager.
The more you grow up, the more urgent this kind of worry becomes.
Finally, the Queen Mother died.
His biological mother died.
He couldn't even hate her———I only realized when I grew up that it was difficult for an orphan and widowed mother.
The more she is strict with herself, the more she hopes that she can reach a higher peak.
Countless punishments of heavy thunder and small rain - just because she feels guilty -
She was afraid that her son's identity would be exposed by outsiders!! She was always alert at any time and took action first...
Because she understood her painstaking efforts, the new emperor was even more sad.