Deng Rui never thought that he would die in such a way
The warm liquid flowing down from his forehead quickly entered his eyes, making his world a blood-red mess.
He wanted to smile, but he didn't even have the strength to hold the corners of his lips.
At this moment, many people and things flashed through his mind
But what happened most often was the time he stayed in Jacheng. Even if that time was short, it could be ignored in the more than 20 years he had lived.
After all, you still care about that person!
He still remembered what Ji Qinglan said when he was teaching him
A man, especially a man who wants to be successful, should have a cold-blooded heart, and forget about playing with love.
What was he thinking about coming here at that time?
You don't have to say it, everyone knows it
Yes, at that time he was listening respectfully on the outside, but in his heart he was making all kinds of contempt and complaints
Who knew there really were such mentally handicapped people, and he was still one of them
Speaking of his acquaintance with Ayano, he still feels like he is destined to
He still remembers the feeling of his heart suddenly stalling after entering that high-end club and seeing all kinds of beauties that you can think of.
Before that, he never thought that something as bloody as love at first sight would happen to him.
You must know that his father is a man who stands with red flags at home and colorful flags fluttering outside. He will not discipline these two children too much in certain aspects.
He started playing games in certain places when he was fourteen years old. Over the years, he has seen countless beauties, but they are not much different.
At that time, Ji Qinglan saw that he was really making trouble and scolded him a few times.
But after all, his father is here, no matter how dissatisfied I am with Ji Qinglan, I can’t say it too harshly.
What's more, that kid Ji Yun was also dishonestly powerful at that time.
So after he moved away from Ji's house and deliberately distanced himself, there were very few opportunities to meet Ji Qinglan.
In fact, at that time, he had long since lost much interest in those so-called erotic affairs.
But I don’t think there’s anything bad about it.
At least it will be much warmer if someone is with you at night
He was not unaware of the various desires in those people's eyes. He even understood the charm of some indescribable things represented by the name Deng Rui better than anyone else.
Because of this, he never dated a female partner for more than a week.
One is that I don’t want to give people hope and then pester them, and the other is that my conscience is causing trouble.
Yes, conscience
People like them are not insular. They are alive, have heartbeats, and naturally have consciences.
There is a saying that he deeply believes in. Bad people can be caught easily, but you may not be able to find a bad person in this world who has never done a good thing.
In a week, he had played with someone else's body, but the compensation afterwards would definitely be enough to give that person countless weeks of rest.
In fact, these seven days may not leave any memories in the other person's long life.
Moreover, he never plays with chicks
At that time, he really felt that people who equated women with clothes were too powerful.
The money and goods are cleared, but it's just a special unspoken transaction.
Such days continued until he was twenty-seven years old
That year, he met a boy
Now that I think about it, he would still be happy with his naivety
At that time, he would lose his color the next day because of the drunken compulsion.
She knew clearly that it would be okay for a man to have sex with a man, but when he saw the tragic scene on the bed, his breathing became irregular.
Then, he actually dated that boy
Yes, dating, not just playing around
He didn't know if it was the pale and lifeless face of the other party when he woke up or the words "It's okay, I was just here to sell, and it was my fault for walking into the wrong house this time" that made him suddenly feel guilty.
He had never thought about living with a man, but he made a decision that surprised him.
He decided to date this person
He took the boy out of the high-end club and then led him to his home.
It's not the family's house, but his own apartment. It's not a big place but he has decorated everything with his own hands.
Then gradually I started living a life of going home on time for dinner every day.
Even later, I felt grateful to the person who framed the boy for going to the wrong house.
Although when he took the boy away from that place, he gave the club owner a "hello" and made his future life absolutely "wonderful", and he now has no intention of canceling the "care" he gave him at that time.
After all, although that person made him and the boy happy by some combination of circumstances, his thoughts were nothing like those of him.
He thought that at least those with special quirks could make that person sober.
He is getting better and better towards the boys around him
If he wants to live like this for the rest of his life, it's not a bad idea
He doesn't know what love is, and the so-called sincere love around him feels like a fool.
Not to mention the old man in his family who had been vacant of his wife's position after her wife had a mental problem, Ji Qinglan, who taught him, didn't he start to repent in various ways after Ji Yun's mother died?
If he really liked it, he would not believe that a person who had no worries about food and clothing would be sent to the hospital because of depression, just so that someone could take care of him all day long.
He also doesn't believe that people who have always lived well will suddenly develop love after death.
Rather than expecting such an unreliable relationship, he would rather believe that relationships between people are built up over time.
Live with each other, and then develop a habit, and being together becomes inevitable
Of course, the premise is that the other person is pleasing to your eyes and has no shortcomings that you cannot tolerate in principle.
He thought, it's a boy
Instead of meeting another person who is pleasing to his eyes and living together in the sea of people, he would rather choose the person in front of him
He is still very satisfied with it
You don’t have to worry about the safety of your back. You can remember that there is someone who will hold the door open for you every day. This kind of life is much better than the days of fun and debauchery.
And although he is the eldest son in the family, he is also the person that the family tries hard to turn a blind eye to.
From this point of view, it is not just a daydream that he and the boy want to be together forever.
Even though he is the only child born to his "first wife"
In fact, it seems now that the bad thing lies in the word "positive"
Deng Yan and he are only one year apart, to be precise, only seven months apart, although it is said that the age difference between them is more than a year.
There are always some unspeakable things in a big family that only some people know well.
Now that I think about it, his indulgence is also caused by some unwilling thoughts.
Since the old man looks down on him and wants to leave the family to the second child, why should he, the eldest brother, insist on trying to live up to his expectations?
No one cares anyway
Now that I think about it, this idea is really childish.
But he didn't understand this at the time, and although Ji Qinglan liked him very much, as a person who owed the old man a favor, how could he really interfere in other people's housework besides sighing and urging himself to learn "good things"?
And he thought he had found the right person
The person who only cares about him and not what is behind him
As a result, he didn't want to go back to the old house even more. He was focused entirely on his apartment or the people in it. He even felt that losing his identity as the heir of the Deng family was no big deal to him.
However, everything that happened next made him no longer "naive"
He still remembers that it was a sunny day
The sun is shining brightly and there are no clouds in the sky
He surprised the boy at home with the custom-made diamond ring he got, and then put away the "touched" reward on the bed.
But just when I was in high spirits, my heart suddenly dropped.
"You, you...!"
The voice was familiar, and he knew who it was even without raising his head.
Although he was surprised that he was caught by his father so early, he felt that the movement with the people under him was no big deal.
If two people stay together for a lifetime, wouldn't it be a matter of time before their family members find out?
However, the words that followed made him unable to save his sanity anymore
"Deng Rui, who can't you play with? You insist on robbing me? Is this your revenge if a father and son touch each other?"
He raised his head and glanced at the person who was covering his chest with one hand and pointing at him tremblingly with the other hand. Almost hastily, he moved his eyes to the person who was pressed under him.
Then, he saw the always innocent and kind-hearted face showing him a twisted smile, while the other person's eyes showed undisguised pleasure and malice.
What happened this time finally caused him to be sent to Jacheng by the old man in his family.
And that boy, he also knew why the other party set up such a plan.
His father is a man who is not afraid of men and women, and his status is such that as long as the other party shows a slightly satisfied look, someone will immediately send the beauty over.
What happened to that boy unfortunately?
Although he was sent back within a month, he could never go back to his original state.
He lost his education, his mother who depended on him died, and he even had no way to take revenge.
The other party is also a tolerant person. He has been dormant in Yancheng's high-end club for several years.
But he unintentionally gave the other party a chance
He has never felt powerless like that time. He felt that even if he didn't give love to the other party, everything else he could give was given to the boy.
He was even more considerate to the other party than he was to himself, although it was the boy who paid first.
He really didn't know if the boy would really be happy after succeeding in revenge by betting on himself like that.
He didn't ask me what happened to the boy at home, and boarded the plane to Jacheng in silence.
The last smile that the boy showed to him kept dazzling in front of his eyes, crazy and twisted.
During that time, he didn't like anything he saw, and he could no longer hide the violence on his face.
He has never been a good-tempered person, but after many years of guidance from Ji Qinglan, he also knows how to behave in a way that is better for him.
Lustful, uneducated, and a bit cowardly, these words together form the image of him in the minds of outsiders.
It not only reassures the old man, but also saves him trouble in the future.
This is what the manager thought when he first put on this mask.
But he didn't expect that one day he would be unable to wear this mask that was almost melted into flesh and blood.
Although I didn't yell back at the head of the Deng family, silence doesn't mean there are no complaints.
When he lowered his head and listened to the old man's accusation, an idea came into his mind and he could never get it out of his mind.
Then, he was exiled to Jacheng alone
Except for various cards and the clothes on my body, I didn't bring anything else with me.
He had time, but more importantly he didn’t want to take it with him
The old man didn't want to look at him for one more second, so why did he want to stand there and make others uncomfortable?
In fact, he really wanted to ask, if he hated him so much, why did he give birth to him in the first place?
He even wanted to ask, is this "farce" in front of me really just caused by my greed for beauty or revenge?
In the end, he didn't say a word
He just took a deep look at the angry person, and then lowered his eyes.