Zhang Xiao hasn’t been to that home for a long time.
In fact, it is not appropriate to call it home. After all, this house is now rented to others, and his place of residence in Yancheng has long been changed to the place purchased by the old man at home.
He didn't know how he got here by driving.
After getting off the car, we almost walked into the familiar residential area.
With a wry smile, Zhang Xiao pulled her hair, turned around and walked back.
As he walked, he looked around casually, but he didn't know that it was just this look that stopped him from taking another step.
A tree that looked to be quite old had a bright red plastic bag hanging on its bare branches.
Although this kind of situation is not common, it is not uncommon either.
After all, the residents in this community are all "small households", so it is not surprising that the wind can "do evil" in the cold winter months.
What really stopped Zhang Xiao's footsteps was the tree
He knows that tree
He clearly remembered that a movie called "Yellow Silk Pa" was popular at that time, and Li Yan's eyes were shining as she said, "How romantic is this kind of love!" His ears felt like calluses when he thought about it.
Later, on impulse, he said to this woman who had suffered a lot with him, "I don't have a yellow silk handkerchief, but we can carve words on it!"
In fact, this idea also comes from a song that the other party often listens to
It was about a girl who was about to get married. She had no choice but to separate from her lover because of a sudden war, and she stayed at home.
But the war was victorious, but among the triumphant heroes there was no one she was waiting for. That man had died on the battlefield before she knew it.
After the girl knew this fact, on the one hand she was heartbroken, but on the other hand she had to work harder to live.
The war lost too many people, and even many children in the village became orphans
She has dedicated her life to doing her best to help others and has been single all her life.
Finally, she smiled and fell asleep forever under the tree that remembered the love between her and her fiancé.
This song is more of a story than a song
It’s even more similar to that popular movie that’s currently being released.
He remembered that Li Yan was stunned for a moment, and then she bent over with laughter.
"You, you are not even willing to use your brain on this!"
Although he said this, the two of them secretly went to a nearby park together that night and made a vow to stay together.
"It's a waste of time. I don't know how well it is carved. Alas, I think it will be difficult to find it in the future. It would be better if I hung a silk handkerchief full of trees. Zhang Xiao, if you also go to the battlefield, I will definitely tie a silk handkerchief on it every day."
, so that you can recognize the door when you come back. In fact, I think the red silk handkerchief is better and more conspicuous."
Remembering that Li Yan had just finished carving the other half's words, she pouted and complained.
He curved the corners of his lips, but felt a dull feeling in his eyes
He recalled what Cui Hao once said when he was drinking, complaining about time, "This thing really makes people helpless. No matter whether you have money or not, your memories, your cares, and even your decades, it is
If you want to intervene, you can intervene, and we will never care whether we are willing or not.”
Zhang Xiao blinked, relieved what started to swell pretentiously, and then walked up to the tree that was waving a red plastic bag.
He never thought he would step into this park again, a place that had witnessed so many things that happened to him in Yancheng.
Here, he and Li Yan had been excited about the little increase in their meager salary; here, they had sincerely made a promise to be together for a lifetime; here, he had also been over Li Yan's so-called betrayal.
And he had lost his soul before; here, he also met another person for the first time...
Zhang Xiao stood in front of the tree and slowly closed his eyes
Stretching his fingers forward, the same rough feeling as before suddenly spread to his hands.
Explore down little by little, then pause
"You won't let people miss you. You said it wrong."
After he finished speaking, he opened his eyes and then moved his palm away little by little.
"Li Yan and Zhang Xiao will be together for a lifetime." Looking at this small word that might even be ignored if you don't look carefully, Zhang Xiao slowly squatted down.
"Woo...Woo..."
Even though he bit his lip hard, the sobs still came out uncontrollably from his arms.
He really didn't know why they had come to this point...
He, Li Yan, Qin Zifeng, who among them owes whom?
He remembered what the old man told him about Li Yan's current situation on the phone, and the detailed reasons why the other party ended up in such a situation.
He knew before that Qin Zifeng's hands and feet were inside, but he didn't expect that he was still wrong.
He underestimated the severity of Qin Zifeng's methods
When such detailed investigation results were spoken by the old man in a calm tone, he vaguely heard a broken voice somewhere in his heart.
"It turns out that you are really not a good person..."
The words whispered were quickly blown away by the cold wind and scattered in that remote corner.
…
Qin Zifeng, who was on Xingfu Street in the West District, didn't know that just today, the person he had been thinking about deeply in his heart would confirm his "crime"
At this moment, he was folding his hands in front of the table, staring at the flickering candlelight for a moment.
His expression was very solemn, his eyebrows were slightly furrowed, and he looked like he was encountering something big and difficult to decide.
Probably, only he himself knows, he is just in a trance.
As he was alone in the room, he felt as if the tight string had snapped.
My brain suddenly went blank. For the first time, I felt that I could think of nothing.
But soon, his pupils suddenly tightened
His fingers moved almost unconsciously, and then he twitched the corners of his lips, revealing a shallow but slightly bitter smile.
He actually saw a person in the candlelight of the frail patient who looked like he might lose his breath at any moment.
I closed my eyes, and the image of that person appeared in my mind more and more clearly.
Qin Zifeng never knew that his hopelessness had reached this point.
Even a small candle that is about to be extinguished can make his memory suddenly bloom in his mind.
In the end, he still couldn't let go of Zhang Xiao
"Ah……"
The suppressed and hoarse laughter almost stopped as soon as it started.
Qin Zifeng suddenly felt that it was inappropriate and inappropriate to let him go. Didn't he let that person go back to Jiacheng last time?
In fact, what he really can't let go of is his heart
His joy, his anger, his sorrow, his joy...all betrayed his will, just for that person
He remembered the last time the other party came home drunk
I clearly know that in that person's eyes, that apartment is probably the place he most avoids.
However, he still wanted to call it "their home"
He and Zhang Xiao, their home
Thinking of what the other party said after returning home, Qin Zifeng felt for the first time that Zhang Xiao was also a cruel person.
I knew clearly that the other person was drunk at the time, but those words kept running through my mind over and over again.
This made him pretend to forget but he couldn't
He remembered Zhang Xiao saying that he was a bastard
He admitted it
Then the other person said that he is not a good person
He also admitted it
But he didn't expect that one day Zhang Xiao would tell him that he hated him
No, it's not that he didn't expect it. In fact, he still had a premonition.
As early as when Cui Hao mentioned Li Yan's incident to him, he had a premonition, even if Zhang Xiao later left Yancheng
He never believed that paper could hold fire, let alone that there would be any secrets in a place with people.
In fact, he should have thought of today when he unconsciously showed mercy to that woman when he made the move.
However, before something happened, even a person in a high position like him couldn't help but enjoy the happiness by taking a chance.
Peace, feeling at ease because that person is around; happiness, feeling happy because that person is around
Indulging in the sudden happiness, he had long forgotten what it meant to be vigilant.
What's more, I lost my memory for three years later.
With a wry smile, he didn't know that love was never a matter of one person... It's just that he really couldn't let go of that person.
Even though he was weak and even extremely tired, he still clenched his hands uncontrollably.
Sometimes, he even wondered if, apart from the woman's problem, the reason they were where they were today was also because of his holding his hand too tightly.
He couldn't help but think about whether the other person's hand was already bloody, and he wanted to embed it into his bones and blood with such force?
Perhaps Zhang Xiao will never know how timid a person is as strong as he is
Such a nervous and paranoid attitude is just because I don't want to lower my head and say "uneasy"
In fact, amnesia is not without its benefits.
He understood that some things cannot be forced
"You can't force it..."
Qin Zifeng shook his head unconsciously, and his slightly longer bangs immediately cast a dark shadow on his misty eyes.
If the other person's happiness can only be built on his letting go, he thinks he should be able to slowly get used to living alone.
Just thinking about it makes my heart hurt
Curving the corners of his lips, he suddenly felt that it was a happy thing to be in pain like this?
At least, he will think of that person again and again
Their past was not his imagination, it actually existed.
That's enough
He has already let go once, so what's the difficulty in letting go again?
What's more, he once said his thoughts to that person
Even if that person was saying that he hated him, even if that person was drunk at the time...
At least, he's not drunk
At least, he will remember
He told the other party that he loved him
In fact, he had many things to ask at that time
Why did you return to Yancheng, why did you go home as soon as you came back...and do you really hate him?
In the end, he sighed
To this person, let alone questioning him, even speaking in a harsh tone, he would not be willing to part with it.
His determination never had the slightest effect when facing Zhang Xiao.
"You never know, never know...how much I love you..."
The last sentence sounded as soft as silk
"Snapped!"
The candles exploded, and the house was lit up instantly
Qin Zifeng's eyes moved slightly, and then the corners of his lips raised little by little.