It wasn't until she said "Okay" and hung up the phone that Li Yan realized what she had promised.
At that moment, she suddenly wanted to laugh, but tears fell down for some reason.
The house was still as dark as ever. When the sun goes westward, this kind of darkness is most common in Meteor Street.
After all, unlike other places, you can buy everything here
Money is not everything sometimes
It's not that there are no candles at home, but she doesn't want to light them
The length of the candle, which was not much longer than a fingernail and was glowing with black around it, was the only lighting tool in her house. Once she used it, there would be no more.
Besides, she had never felt that darkness could be so reassuring as she did now.
She remembered what she had just said on the other end of the phone, "Marry me."
He twitched the corners of his lips, but found that he couldn't even put on a natural smile.
"What a bad person." She buried her head in her arms little by little, her voice trembling slightly.
One of the hands folded together held the phone tightly, and the knuckles were bulging from the force.
She never thought that the other party's proposal would be under such circumstances
In this situation where he no longer loves her and she no longer wants to love anyone else
If it was three years ago, if it was three years ago...
If they had gotten married by then, would the outcome have been different?
"Ah……"
Li Yan suddenly laughed, but the sound in her voice only made people feel sad without any joy.
She thought of that man, the man she had only met once but felt fear in her heart.
If it were that person, even if she got married to Zhang Xiao, the other party would not let her go.
Perhaps, what awaits her then is not to act out a betrayal but to lie coldly on the ground.
Although he looked gentle and gentle, the eyes of the man called "Mr. Qin" were like ice in winter. The unconcealed jealousy in his eyes when he looked at her made her even wonder if it was due to overwork.
hallucination
That kind of look is clearly the way a woman looks at her love rival!
She never thought that one day she would be carefully looked at by a man who seemed to have a successful career at first sight.
Unfortunately, she couldn't resist
She understands the horror of women's jealousy, but she doesn't know what will happen to a man once he has jealousy.
It was just a slight frown, but it actually made her tremble.
She thought she would never get over it, and even prepared to disappear forever at that moment.
I just feel very regretful
Before she had time to tell Zhang Xiao, she liked him and wanted to marry him
Zhang Xiao was born like that, with such a temperament that doesn't like restraint... If it weren't for her, at least he could still happily be the young master of his Zhang family in Jiacheng.
But now, the other party is in Yancheng, a place called the Magic City. Like all rootless wage earners, he goes out early and comes back late just to earn a living.
He also smiled and said to her, "It's hard on her."
Doesn't he know that her following this time is not worthy of any emotion...she just hopes to repay a little bit of what the other party lost for her?
She has always known that after all these years of getting along, they have obviously lived like a couple, but why has the other party never proposed to her?
In this regard, she wanted to take the initiative to say "yes", but when she saw the exhaustion on Zhang Xiao's face every time he returned, she lost her voice.
He is constantly working hard to give her a good life, so how can she say that she doesn't need a grand wedding, or even no wedding?
All she can do is be twice as kind to this man, and then work hard for their future.
In fact, she regretted it
How could she not regret it when she saw Zhang Xiao looking so tired but trying to smile at her as if nothing had happened?
That grand wedding, the beautiful wedding dress, every woman has fantasized about it, but she only thinks about it.
How come the other party doesn't know that all those "romances" and "shengda" she talked about are just talk!
It was always Zhang Xiao who she fancied!
That person who has a bad temper but is overly kind at heart!
"Have you considered?"
The reason she regained in an instant made it impossible for her to keep the calmness on her face.
At that moment, the man surnamed Qin in front of her, who clearly had ill intentions, made her feel not just regret, but resentment towards herself.
She recalled what she read in an extracurricular book when she was studying, "Scorpio has always been an awkward sign. What it is best at is duplicity, making others think that it cares as if it doesn't care."
If she could let go of those awkward thoughts in her heart as soon as possible, if she could forcefully shout "I want to marry you" to Zhang Xiao, would he and her be happy?
Although she was constantly warning that the man in front of her was dangerous, she still replied almost provocatively, "If I don't agree, what can you do?" Even though her legs were shaking slightly.
"I heard your sister is sick"
She saw the other person's narrow eyes narrow slightly, and the contempt and ruthlessness revealed in that casual attitude made her shudder suddenly.
However, she could only follow the other person and change the topic
"How is she?"
When she said this, she understood that she had already compromised in this conversation.
She loves Zhang Xiao, but she doesn't love her enough to ignore everyone else for him.
She saw a mocking and satisfied look on the man's face. At that moment, she suddenly succeeded in showing a smile, her first smile after seeing the person in front of her.
In the end, she took a lot of money, more than she had ever imagined... and sold her love
She really never thought that her love could be worth so much money, really
And she also smiled and agreed to the almost insulting request made by the man.
If you are destined to betray yourself, then betray yourself more thoroughly.
Seeing the man's slightly widened eyes, she smiled even brighter
No one knew that at that moment, her clenched palms were bleeding.
She thought, this is fine
The man tied all the links together, saving her the trouble of thinking.
Even if you want to betray, naturally you have to betray more truthfully
She is very aware of Zhang Xiao's stubbornness, and even more aware of that person's sense of responsibility for her.
yes, sense of responsibility
Those eyes of the other party can really speak
She knows very well that Zhang Xiao treats her more like family than love.
Sometimes, she also hated her sensitive intuition as a woman.
But thinking about her past, she felt that she should be content
Even if there is very little love, the other person really cares about her and is trying his best to be good to her.
This is enough
In fact, he never owed her anything
He left his hometown and embarked on a wandering road, and it was not his fault.
Why didn't he know that she was the culprit?
Her vision began to blur little by little. She closed her eyes hard, and then said word by word to the man who had calmed down his expression of surprise: "I will perform this scene well, and I will receive the money in the afternoon."
A scene on the bed was her last love for Zhang
In this way, the other party can forget about her faster