After Shen Ling and I came back, Shen Hai had already gone out of the room. Ruyue was alone on the sofa watching TV. There was not even a trace of sadness or sorrow on her face. Seeing Ruyue's expression at this time, I was stunned. People said Men are unfeeling, but men are unfeeling and they are still connected. But women are unfeeling, which is really clean and tidy. Women are a terrible pronoun, especially beautiful women.
"Are you back?" Ruyue heard the sound of opening the door and turned to ask us
I felt an inexplicable twitch all over my body. I glanced at Ruyue and said nothing. Shen Ling nodded and said nothing. I don’t know what Shen Ling was thinking at this moment. Maybe she was a little uncomfortable too!
No matter what Ru Yue is, she is still a child, and Shen Ling is her aunt, so she cannot put on a cold face. Shen Ling sat on the sofa and looked at Ru Yue and asked, "How was the discussion?"
"It's nothing, I'm transferring to another school," Ruyue said without even looking at Shen Ling, while eating snacks and watching TV.
"Where to go?"
Ru Yue turned around and glanced at Shen Ling, then said with a smile: "Follow you."
I looked at Ruyue with confusion, then turned to look at Shen Ling. Could it be that Shen Ling wanted to live in the same city as Ye Dahai? But think about it, they are all married. If they don’t follow their husbands, why should they follow me? ?Why!!!
"Follow me?" Shen Ling said with a helpless smile: "Do you know where I am going?"
"Of course, you are married, will you come back?" Ruyue said with a sly smile.
I really couldn't stand Ruyue. I always felt that she was very dangerous. I said, "I'll go back to the room and lie down for a while, and you guys can chat slowly."
"You can put your chickens and ducks in the bathroom or the kitchen," Shen Ling turned to look at me and said.
I carried the chickens and ducks and put them in the kitchen. When I thought wrong, I put them in the bathroom. I thought evilly, it would be best if Ruyue was scared when she went to the bathroom.
I came out after washing my hands and was about to go to the room when Shen Ling muttered, "Sleep well, if you dare again..." Shen Ling didn't say any more. I knew what she meant. Last time, it was because of my wet dream that I was beaten. half dead
I was very bored lying on the bed. I originally wanted to call Miao Qing and Pan Hong, but I didn’t know what to say. In the end, I fell asleep in a daze. I don’t know when there was a knock on the door of the room. As soon as I heard it, I knew that this was definitely not Shen Ling.
After getting up, getting dressed, and opening the door, Ruyue stood at the door with a smile and said, "It's time to eat!"
"The chicken soup tastes good! Who made it?" I asked while drinking the chicken soup.
"Auntie," Ruyue said with a smile.
I don't know how Ru Yue and Shen Ling talked about it in the end, and I'm not interested. The food is not very rich, just a pot of chicken soup and a vegetable, but it tastes really good. The two women didn't eat much, most of it was eaten by me. After eating alone, I looked at the chicken bones on the table. I felt a little embarrassed. I looked at Shen Ling and said, "Sorry, I ate all the meat."
"Don't you know that eating meat is worse than drinking soup?" Ruyue took over the conversation and said
I was too lazy to pay attention to her. I hadn't even settled the matter with her last time for teasing me. I had eaten and drank enough. I was lying on the sofa, feeling a little uncomfortable in my mouth, and walked to the room unconsciously. I took out a pack of cigarettes from my backpack and lit it up. The feeling was in one word - refreshing.
I smoked a cigarette and returned to the living room. Shen Ling and Ru Yue looked at me in surprise, with incredible expressions in their eyes. I was stunned for a moment and looked at the cigarette. How did I learn to smoke? I muttered a few words secretly, my damn
Dad, I really doubt that he is not my biological father
Looking at the expressions on Shen Ling and Ru Yue's faces, I quickly threw away the cigarette butt. Just as I sat down, Shen Ling looked directly at me and asked, "When did you learn to smoke?"
I told Shen Ling what happened before, which made both Shen Ling and Ru Yue despise my father. Surprisingly, I didn't object or say anything. Of course, I was not shameless enough to despise my father with them.
Because I drank too much, I watched TV for a while and then went to the toilet. I squatted on the toilet and looked at the chickens and ducks. I whispered secretly: "Brother, did you spy on anything just now?"
The chickens and ducks ignored me and lay there without energy. The more I looked at it, the more wrong it became. The more I looked, the more wrong it became. Suddenly I realized that one chicken was missing. I picked up my pants and opened the toilet door. I shouted loudly and angrily: "Who ate my chicken?"
?Who ate my chicken?"
I shouted a few words, but no one paid attention to me. I looked closely and saw that Shen Ling and Ru Yue were gone. I walked to their door angrily and yelled: "You are so sorry, I'm giving this to my father and godfather."
Are you okay with the food being destroyed by the two of you right here? I will omit the following five hundred words..."
"My aunt and I didn't eat a piece of chicken. You ate it and we just drank some chicken soup..." I could feel that Ruyue was suppressing a smile as she said it.
It was okay if she didn't say anything, but when she said it, I became even more angry and said loudly: "Shut up, you are not a good person at all. You pretended to be a devil and teased me a few days ago, scaring me half to death.
I haven’t settled the score for you yet! At the beginning, you slapped me twice, because I ignored you and didn’t care about you. You’re better off. Now you’ve eaten my chicken. How can you be so embarrassed?
You don’t even want to think about it…”
"Boom"
The door to Shen Ling's room was opened, she looked at me and said angrily: "That's enough, Xiaotian, are you interested? Why don't you just eat your chicken? As for that? What's the big deal? How about I go buy one?"
Can I just pay it back to you?"
Shen Ling got angry, and I suddenly became numb. I didn't know what to say for a moment. It was actually just a matter of a native chicken, and it wasn't a big deal at all. But I just couldn't stand Ruyue, I...
"Sister, that's not what I meant, I..."
"What do you mean?" Shen Ling looked at me aggressively and asked
I lowered my head and whispered: "Sister, I was wrong and I'm sorry." After saying that, I walked to the sofa and lay down without saying anything.
Shen Ling walked up to me and said, "Forget it, I'll apologize to Ruyue."
My eyes were slightly red, not because I ate my chicken, not because Shen Ling scolded me, not because of Ru Yue, but because I finally realized that no matter how good my relationship with Shen Ling was, our relationship was still superficial.
She is Ru Yue's aunt. This is a fact that cannot be changed. Although Shen Ling treats me well, my identity and status in her mind can never be compared with Ru Yue and Shen Hai. No matter what I do, it doesn't matter whether Ru Yue and Shen Hai
What did Shen Hai do?
"I'm sorry, I was wrong." After saying that, I bowed deeply towards the door and then returned to the sofa.
Shen Ling saw something was wrong with me and opened her mouth to say something, but in the end she didn't say a word. I felt very uncomfortable and wanted to leave, but looking at the dark night outside, I didn't know where to go. I wanted to take out my phone and call someone.
I wanted to call Shen Ling, but the phone was still in Shen Ling's room. I thought about it for a long time, then I got up and knocked on Shen Ling's door and said: "Sister Ling, my phone is in the room, please take it out for me."
The door opened. Shen Ling was wearing pajamas, which highlighted her graceful body. However, I had no intention of admiring or peeking at her phone. I turned around and walked away. Shen Ling stood at the door and didn't move for a long time. I didn't know what she was thinking.
What
"Xiaowan, are you asleep?" I dialed Xiaowan's home phone number and said in a low voice.
Xiaowan still seemed very energetic, pretending to be angry and said: "You still know how to call me? I thought you had forgotten me!..."
Before Xiaowan finished speaking, I whispered: "Xiaowan, I miss you. I'm leaving tomorrow. Can you pick me up?"
Xiao Wan was stunned for a moment, and then said softly: "What's the matter? Is there something wrong?"
"No, it's okay. I just miss you. I'll go tomorrow. Is it convenient for you to wait for my call and then pick me up?" I asked.
"It's convenient. I'll ask someone to drive there. It's okay. My legs have gotten better recently." Xiaowan didn't say anything to me. Although her voice was not loud, it was full of concern.
After hanging up the phone, I suddenly felt like crying. Shen Ling once asked me, cared about me, and loved me in the same voice as Xiaowan, but when I really had a conflict with her closest relatives,
Will she be like Shen Ling? I don’t know. The more I think about it, the sadder I feel. I cover my head with a sofa cushion and sob louder and louder. I feel so helpless, so pitiful, and so wronged.
Shen Ling is not only the person I like, but also my benefactor. She is also my noble person. She is like my motivation and goddess. Shen Ling's performance just now shattered all my illusions. For a person who is only 10 years old,
It was a fatal blow to me when I was sixteen or seventeen years old. I really couldn't bear it and it hurt. It hurt more than the last time I stabbed my hand with a dagger.
This is like you working hard and trying your best to pursue a female (male) friend. She (he) does not show indifference to you or disdains the market, cares about you and protects you, but one day you find out that she (he) actually
) just treats you as an ordinary person, an ordinary person, treats you well, cares about you and protects you. It's just her (his) nature. In her (his) mind, you are just a passer-by, nothing more.
A person who only lasts a little longer than an ordinary visitor. She (he) has always been like this. The person she (he) loves has never been you. It has never been you.
I covered my head and cried secretly, crying until the sky was dark, crying until the sun and the moon were dim, crying so heartbreakingly that my lungs were heartbroken. In a daze, I fell into a deep sleep. I dreamed of Miao Qing waving her hands to say goodbye to me.
I dreamed that Pan Hong was walking further and further away with a blurry figure on her arm. I saw Ye Xiaowan standing in the shade of a tree and looking at me with a smile, but it became more and more blurry until there was no light or shadow left...