Maybe it was because the air conditioner was turned on too high. I felt like I was shivering all over. I tried hard to pull something over to cover it, but I couldn't grab anything. Suddenly I grabbed a hand, a warm hand. I thought
I was dreaming, but I was afraid that it was just a dream. I opened my eyes carefully and saw Ruyue looking at me quietly.
I was startled, stood up in a hurry, and then bowed my head towards Ru Yue and said quickly: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I didn't mean it. I really didn't mean it. I'll leave right away, I'll leave right away..."
Before I finished speaking, I heard someone sobbing next to me. I didn't want to look up. I still hadn't woken up from the shock last night. I turned around, avoiding the sobbing Shen Ling, walked to the toilet, and opened the door.
, I picked up the chicken and duck and was about to leave, but I remembered that my backpack was still in Shen Ling's room, so I put the chicken and duck down again, turned around and walked to Shen Ling's room. I put my backpack on my back and saw Shen Ling covering her mouth to hold back her tears.
When I spoke out, tears kept falling.
I was stunned. I looked at Shen Ling and didn't know what to say. I didn't know how to face Shen Ling. She gave me "love" that I couldn't repay. The blow she gave me was at least as hard to accept.
I am still full of gratitude to Shen Ling, without even a trace of hatred, because I have corrected my position. I am at least the poor thing she once was, nothing more, and she only helped me out of good intentions.
I don't understand why Shen Ling is crying so sadly. I can't understand.
Shen Ling and I stood there, looking at each other. I looked at her blankly, and she covered her mouth and cried hard. Finally, I surrendered and whispered: "I'm sorry, Sister Ling, it's troublesome during this time."
You, I will pay attention to you in the future. I will leave first." After saying that, I walked out the door, but Shen Ling stood motionless at the door. I didn't know what to do.
Just when Shen Ling and I were in a stalemate, Ruyue came over with red eyes, looked at me and said, "I'm sorry, Xiaotian, I was too willful, I'm sorry."
I was startled and said hurriedly: "No, no, no, it's me. I'm not the one who should be the one to say I'm sorry. I'm really sorry." As I said that, I bowed deeply to Shen Ling and Ru Yue.
Shen Ling suddenly rushed up and hugged me tightly with both hands. Although I was not very old, I was not short. Shen Ling, who was 1.80 meters tall, put her head on my shoulder and cried loudly.
I still don’t know what happened. I am the one who is unhappy, and I am the one who is sad. But why is Shen Ling crying so sadly?
I originally disagreed. I felt uncomfortable and aggrieved here. But after hearing Shen Ling's words and seeing Shen Ling's look, I didn't know what to say and could only nod silently.
Ruyue gently closed the door and left quietly
Painful, crying, tired
I was tired from standing, and Shen Ling was lying on my shoulder. I didn't move at all. Although I was very sad from last night to now, I still feel bad when I see Shen Ling like this. Maybe some people say that I am in my heart.
I'm a bitch, but I'm really a bitch. There's no way I can help this relationship, or friendship, or family ties. I take it very seriously and can't let go of it.
"Sister Ling, sit down for a moment, I'm a little tired." I finally plucked up the courage to say something.
Shen Ling let me go, still sobbing, and sat on the bed, pointing to the side and motioning for me to sit down too.
"Xiaotian, I'm sorry last night. I thought you could understand, but..."
…
"Xiaotian, I'm sorry, it's my fault, I..."
I interrupted Ruyue and said: "It's okay. Sister Ling told me that I have to leave first. I'll wait for you there and pick you up when the time comes."
…
"I'm in the car. Yes, I'll be there at around six o'clock in the evening. You have to pick me up." I said with a smile to Xiaowan on the other side of the phone.
"Humph, who will pick you up? My legs are inconvenient and I don't want to go."
…
It’s easy to feel sleepy when taking a long-distance bus. Plus, the weather is hot. My eyes kept trembling. Thinking of what happened last time, I learned a lesson this time. I picked a seat at the front and handed the driver a pack of cigarettes.
, said with a smile: "Brother, I get carsick, I can sit in the front!"
The driver smiled and said: "It's okay, sit down!" After saying that, he took the cigarette and I chatted with the driver and the conductor about some random things.
After we got familiar with the conversation, I lay down on my seat with my eyes squinted. I thought of Shen Ling's words, and I had an indescribable feeling in my heart. Ruyue is a cold beauty, very cold, and very beautiful. She rarely talks to others. Of course, this
This is my personal opinion. Although Kisaragi doesn't speak much, he has quite a temper, which is fine for those who are familiar with him. For those who are not familiar with him, he would like to choke others to death with just one sentence.
Although it seems that things between Ru Yue and Shen Hai are very simple, both Ru Yue and Shen Hai have given their feelings. It is a terrible thing for young people to give their feelings. Ru Yue endured the pain and kicked Shen Hai away in a cool way, stabbing Shen Hai.
, and then stabbed herself twice. These wounds were well buried in Ruyue's heart, and no one could touch them easily. Even she herself was unwilling to face them.
Ruyue 'teases' me, 'plays' with me, and 'teases' me. They are all just ways to vent. She uses her own method to forget the pain. She uses her own way to slowly heal wounds that others cannot heal. I feel for Ruyue.
He's just a familiar person, not even a friend. But because of Shen Ling's relationship, Ru Yue regards me as one of his own. Ru Yue doesn't understand me at all. Of course, I don't even know Ru Yue.
Ruyue has been following Shen Ling for several years. Shen Ling likes this stubborn girl, but is helpless at the same time. Shen Ling goes crazy with Ruyue and plays with me just to let Ruyue get out of the shadow as soon as possible. However, Shen Ling never
She didn't think about my feelings, she thought I would understand, she thought I wouldn't care, but...
Although I was relieved after the explanation, I still felt that there was a knot in my heart that was difficult to untie and I didn't care about Shen Ling or anyone else's affairs. It was not until many years later that I realized that this knot was a growing experience - don't trust others easily.
"Why haven't you arrived yet?" Xiaowan called me anxiously and asked.
I covered my mouth and smiled secretly and said, "How do I know? Maybe it's because you don't miss me, so you can't see me!"
Xiaowan paused and said, "I miss you, I really do."
"Do you really miss me? If you really miss me, you can see me right away."
"Brother, I miss you so much" Xiaowan said softly
I was so excited that I was embarrassed to tease her. But I was in a daze for a moment, and the driver in the car saw me. I quickly signaled him to be quiet, and then I threw the chicken and duck next to the car, carefully and quietly.
Walked behind Xiaowan and said softly: "If Xiaowan misses me, I will show up."
Xiaowan was startled, turned around and looked at my smiling face, glared at me and said, "Who misses you, you scumbag?"
I took Xiaowan's hand and said with a smile: "Look, look, after a few days after my brother came home, Xiaowan became less beautiful and even darker."
Xiaowan looked at me in surprise and asked seriously: "Really? Is it really dark?"
I laughed out loud, and even the driver was snickering at me. Xiaowan raised his hand and started to hit me, laughing and making fun. I almost fell down accidentally, and Xiaowan quickly reached out to pull me, but suddenly
I wouldn't have fallen if I didn't hold him, but when I saw Xiaowan going to the end, my first thought was not to let Xiaowan fall. I endured the pain, turned around and fell to the ground with a thud, but as I expected,
Xiaowan, who was pressing me up, didn't appear. I opened my eyes and saw Xiaowan squatting next to me in a panic and asking: "Brother, it's okay, it's okay. Didn't you stand firm? Why did you suddenly fall down again?"
I stood up and said angrily: "I thought you were going to fall, and I didn't want you to fall to the ground, so I moved underneath. Who knew you didn't fall, but it hurts me so much." In fact,
It doesn't hurt very much. I just wanted to tease Xiaowan, but I didn't expect that after listening to my words, Xiaowan's tears fell down. This scared me. If Xiaowan is in a bad mood when I go back, tell me
Ye Dahai, if I bully her, the consequences will be very serious. At least, at least... I will have to go without a meal.
"Don't cry, don't cry. Brother, it's okay. It's really okay. Why don't you take a look? Take a look." I advised Xiaowan and walked around in circles to show her that the driver was also very anxious next to him. He didn't even know what was happening.
What happened
After a long time, Xiaowan said something that made me happy. Xiaowan said: "Brother, my legs are much better and I can walk slowly." This is definitely good news. Xiaowan's legs have recovered after a long period of time.
I have finally gotten better. I used to be able to stand, and could not stand for a long time. Now I can walk. I didn’t even notice. Anyway, I am very happy.
Xiaowan smiled and wiped her tears
In the car, I asked Xiaowan: "When will your legs get better?"
Xiaowan kept smiling, hugged my arm but said nothing, and the driver's brother smiled and said: "Miss's legs have been healing for a while, but I didn't tell everyone that I heard you were back today, so I forgot to bring the wheelchair.
I am also very happy that I just found out about it.”
I chuckled, looked at Xiaowan pretending to be angry, and said, "You're so disobedient, don't you know how worried your dad is about you? You can't do this again."
Xiao Wan smiled brightly and imitated my tone and said: "Pretend to be like an adult."
My serious look was suddenly broken
I don’t know why, but after seeing Xiaowan, I forgot many unhappy things. I didn’t think about Shen Ling, Miao Qing, Pan Hong, or anyone else. At that moment, I was so peaceful, just for the happiness in front of me.
, I forgot everything and watched Xiaowan chattering about things that were not really fun, and I felt very happy.
ps: I really had something to do last night, so I worked overtime until three o'clock in the morning to make up for the chapter I owed.