"Well..." Ye Xingchen was in so much pain that he could hardly speak and could only let out a weak moan. The moment he was kicked, his waist went numb, and then his whole body felt like an electric shock. It hurt so much.
There were stars in her eyes, but she couldn't tell where the pain was, but she seemed to have a bad premonition, as if something was being lost from her body.
"Stars..."
"Stars..."
Lou Xi and Zuo Lingfeng were shocked at the same time, their voices trembling. Two men who were tougher than steel, at this moment, both began to be afraid.
The two of them stepped forward at the same time, but Lou Xi was one step faster than Zuo Lingfeng. He squatted down and reached out to pick her up, but he felt a sticky and wet hand. He was stunned for a moment, not sure what he touched.
His eyes tightened, and he caught a glimpse of pink liquid seeping out from under Ye Xingchen's skirt, followed by bright red bloodshot...
God! Could it be...
"Are you pregnant?" His brain suddenly became confused. Before he could feel happy, he was occupied by a wave of panic, and the color on his face instantly faded.
"What, what?" Ye Xingchen's mind was already in a trance. She was not sure what she heard, but she suddenly felt the pain intensify, and warm liquid flowed out of her body. She felt scared instinctively, and her hands were like those of a drowning person.
, grabbed him tightly, "Lou Xi, it hurts..."
"..." He opened his lips and wanted to say don't be afraid, but he couldn't say it because he was more afraid than her!
Zuo Lingfeng was also petrified in an instant, his tall body even swayed slightly, and he pulled his lips, unable to say a word.
"Lou Xi! Send Xingchen to the emergency room quickly!" Lou Yi shouted loudly, barely regaining some sense from the shock.
With a word that woke up the dreamer, Lou Xi suddenly came back to his senses and quickly carried her into the hospital building.
From the entrance of the hospital to the emergency room, the short distance seems to be as long as 10,000 meters, and the wide road is as dangerous as walking on a tightrope. Lou Xi is also in a trance. On his handsome face,
The anger no longer exists, only the unprecedented panic is left. The legs feel more like they are not his own. The pace is chaotic, but he keeps moving forward. Wherever he passes along the way, bright red flowers bloom on the ground.
Blood lotus.
And Ye Xingchen was held in his arms. The bumpy ride made her feel dizzy and heavy, and her heart was panicked. She didn't know what was wrong with her, but she seemed to have a feeling that she would lose something, the most important thing in her life.
Things, tears fell from the corners of my eyes, and unknowingly, it was unspeakable sadness.
"Lou Xi..." She whispered softly, subconsciously wanting to ask him for help, but she didn't know what to ask for, her breathing was rapid and weak, and she was so helpless.
Lou Xi hugged her tightly, and her tears wet the training clothes on his chest. The fabric of the clothes was very strong, but her light tears seemed to penetrate it, and the hot tears instantly burned.
There was pain and heat in his heart.
"Where is the emergency room?" he shouted, standing in the lobby of the hospital like a lost child.
A group of people gathered around him, and medical staff came to take over. However, he was so stubborn that he was afraid of being snatched away by someone. He held the person in his arms tightly and refused to let go, as if he would lose something if he let go.
"Lou Xi, let go!" Lou Yi pinched his fingers hard, one by one.
Suddenly, his hands were loosened and his arms were empty. It was as if he had lost the whole world in an instant. Lou Xi staggered and fell towards the wall, looking miserable.
And Ye Xingchen also felt that the things around him suddenly became blurry, and he slowly closed his eyes. At the end of his sight, he saw the dazzling red light of the emergency room.
The night sky is hazy, and the stars and moon are without light.
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The door of the emergency room is tightly closed, life is controlled inside, and the people outside are suffering from the wait.
Lou Xi stared intently at the red light on the door. The color reminded him of her blood. He was no stranger to blood, but the stickiness made him feel scared for the first time in his life. He was scared like never before.
Zuo Lingfeng was also worried. He covered his chest with one hand, as if he wanted to suppress the pain there, but the more he tried to control it, the more his heart ached, and he was so painful that he almost couldn't breathe.
Lou Yi looked at them, not knowing what to say, and remained silent.
Jing Sa was also completely confused. After she organized the medical staff to perform rescue operations, she fell into silence. She did not even dare to approach the door of the emergency room and could only stand at the end of the corridor.
I don’t know how much time passed, but before the red light went out, the door of the emergency room was pushed open by someone inside.
A nurse came out with an urgent voice, "The patient is bleeding heavily and urgently needs a blood transfusion, type O!"
The nurse immediately ran to the blood bank, but found that there was only one bag of type O blood left in the blood bank. The patient was bleeding heavily and needed a large amount of blood transfusion. One bag was not enough!
"Which of you is Type O?"
Lou Xi felt cold, he and Lou Yi were both type AB!
Zuo Lingfeng stood up bravely, "I am!"
The nurse quickly said, "Come with me quickly!"
Zuo Lingfeng quickly followed.
Zuo Lingfeng promptly transfused 400 ml of blood to Ye Xingchen. Lou Xi didn't know whether he should hate him or thank him at this moment.
There was a dead silence in the corridor, as if God was deliberately torturing them, and the time became extremely long while waiting.
Finally, all the doors to the emergency room were opened. Lou Xi quickly stepped forward and saw the medical staff rolling out a hospital bed. Ye Xingchen was lying weakly on it, with an IV drip hanging from his hand, and his face was pale and almost transparent.
"Xingchen..." He came closer, wanting to take a good look at her.
"Battle Commander Lou." The doctor called him softly.
He slowly raised his head and saw the other person's heavy expression. He felt that his nerves were tense for a moment and he didn't even dare to breathe.
"Battle Commander Lou, I'm sorry, the fetus that was more than two months old in her belly was not saved, and the child is gone."
The child...is gone...
The first two words made him feel like he was in heaven, but the last two words suddenly sent him to hell.
Lou Xi's eyes were filled with sadness. He couldn't believe what he had done. He... killed his own child?
"Ah -" he screamed in pain, raised his hand and punched his chest hard. He had never hated himself so much!
Zuo Lingfeng also took several steps back and could not even stand firmly. He fell down on the bench in a panic. He was not in the mood to listen to what else the doctor said. He lowered his head and covered his face with his hands.
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"Stars... stars..." A gentle and loving voice sounded in my ears.
Ye Xingchen didn't know how long she had slept. She just felt that it was dawn. When she heard someone calling her name, she tried hard to open her eyes, but her eyelids were so heavy. She tried several times, but she still had no strength.
Open the two thin slices.
"Stars..." The warm call rang in my ears again.
Hearing the sound, she tried again, and this time she finally succeeded. She slowly opened her eyes, and the first thing she saw was the white ceiling, which looked very familiar, like a ward.
"Xingchen, you finally woke up!" Luo Lan finally breathed a sigh of relief.
"Aunt Luo?" Ye Xingchen was stunned for a moment, not knowing what was going on. He looked around and then at Luo Lan's worried expression. She stood blankly and spoke weakly, with a light voice, "
What's wrong with me?"
Luo Lan bit her lip slightly, not knowing what to say. Only a mother knows the pain of losing a child. She has experienced it personally. Xingchen's behavior really made her heartache.
Ye Xingchen blinked, his eyes slightly blank, but many pictures flashed through his mind——
fight……
Prevent……
pain……
fall……
The red light in the emergency room...
She subconsciously touched her body. The hand that originally wanted to touch her waist suddenly stopped on her lower abdomen. There was a faint pain there. It was not real, but it was so real.
"My...my...child?" Her eyes were empty.
Luo Lan quickly held her hand and forced a smile, "No, no, no children."
Now that she has lost it, don't let her know that it existed. If she knew, it would be even more painful.
But Ye Xingchen didn't believe it. Although she didn't know she was pregnant before, she clearly felt it when she fell to the ground. She felt like something was draining from her body. That was a woman's instinct, that was a mother's instinct.
She can't feel wrong!
"I..." She touched her lower abdomen again and felt something was wrong. Although it was as flat as before, it seemed... something was missing.
He sat up and grabbed Luo Lan's arm, "Aunt Luo, tell me, do I have a child? Where is my child? Where is my child? Tell me! Where is my child?
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Luo Lan quickly hugged her and comforted her, "Xingchen, don't be like this. Your body is very weak. You can't be too excited. Lie down quickly!"
"Tell me first... where is my child... where is my child?" Although she was asking, she seemed to have already made up her mind, tears welling up in her eyes, and she cried very carefully.
Luo Lan frowned unconsciously, a sigh overflowed from her lips, she hugged her into her arms distressedly, patted her back gently with one hand, and comforted her lovingly, "Xingchen, don't be sad, you are still young.
, you can have another baby in the future! Another baby in the future!"
Luo Lan's tone was very firm, she kept stressing that from now on, she prayed in her heart that God would not be so cruel, don't treat Xingchen like he did to her, and don't permanently deprive her of the right to be a mother because of one or two accidents.
"Xingchen, don't think too much, your health is important now, take good care of yourself, and you can regenerate later! Just regenerate later! There will be many opportunities in the future!"
Although he had had a premonition for a long time, the moment it was confirmed, he was still extremely uncomfortable. Ye Xingchen's eyes dimmed and suddenly lost all their luster. He bit his lips tightly and refused to let himself cry. He even had no strength.
Lying back, she could only hold Luo Lan tightly with both hands and bury her face in her arms.
Tears flowed silently from her unblinking eyes. She didn't cry out, she just cried quietly, and her shoulders kept shaking.
"Xingchen, cry, it will make you feel better." Luo Lan also had red eyes.
Ye Xingchen, however, was motionless. His whole body was as stiff as a piece of wood. Not only his body was numb, but also... his heart.
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Outside the ward, Lou Xi has been maintaining the same posture, his face is ashen, his eyes are open, but he doesn't know where the focus is. His whole figure seems to have been hollowed out, like a statue without spirit.
Opposite him, Zuo Lingfeng had not moved for a long time. At this moment, he didn't know whether he should hate Lou Xi more or hate himself more. He originally wanted to protect her, but he harmed her instead.
Lou Yi came back after completing the hospitalization procedures, holding several boxes of medicine in his hand and preparing to send them to the ward. He stood between the two of them, stopped his hand in mid-air, and asked in a hoarse voice, "Which one of you is going in?"
Lou Xi's calm black eyes moved, and there was a desire in his eyes, but he didn't dare to move his hands. Now he... didn't dare to go in to see her.
Zuo Lingfeng was the same. He wanted to but didn't dare. He moved his fingers but never raised his arms.
The two men who were fighting over each other last night, wishing they could fight to the death, at this moment, retreated at the same time.
Regarding this situation, Lou Yi said it was not true, and it was not true even if he didn't say it. After a long while, his hands were sore, and then he silently stuffed the pill boxes into Lou Xi's hands and sighed, "We have to face reality."
Lou Xi held the medicine box stiffly. The few boxes of medicine seemed to weigh as much as a thousand pounds. He was silent for a while before slowly walking towards the ward.
Walking to the door, his free hand reached for the door handle, his fingertips trembled slightly, and he tried hard several times before he could hold it firmly.
With a gentle push, the door of the ward suddenly opened, and silent sadness rushed into my face.
On the hospital bed, Ye Xingchen still maintained his original position, clinging tightly to Luo Lan. From his angle, he could not see her face, but he could see her thin shoulders shaking, as if they were broken.
The butterfly with lost wings trembled, but could no longer fly into the sky.
The sound of footsteps startled Luo Lan. She turned her head to look at Lou Xi, pondered for a moment, then gently held Ye Xingchen's shoulders and let her lie down again. She was very obedient, or rather numb, like a puppet.
Let her move. After lying down obediently, she remained motionless.
Luo Lan gently covered her with the quilt, and gently shook her hand, as if to comfort her, and then stood up and left the ward. When she passed by Lou Xi, she felt his panic, and she patted him again.
After giving encouragement, he quickly left the ward. As soon as he opened the door, he could no longer hold back his tears.
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In the ward, the light was very soft, but the air seemed frozen. It was so quiet that you couldn't even hear the breathing of the two people.
Ye Xingchen was lying on the hospital bed, his eyes open, but his eyes were empty.
Lou Xi stood a few meters away from the hospital bed. He was like a stone sculpture, motionless and did not dare to get close. His breathing was tight. He had never been so cowardly, and he had never been so scared.
After a long time, she finished one intravenous drip and needed to change to another bottle. He walked over on thin ice and awkwardly changed the medicine bottle. He looked down at her pale face and her bloodless face, which made her...
His heart was twisted hard.
His thin lips trembled again and again before he forced out his voice, "I'm sorry..." He didn't realize how hoarse his voice was until he started to speak.
Sorry, the three most useless words in the world, but besides this, he didn't know what else to say.
Ye Xingchen's eyes moved, and with a slight tug of his lips, he squeezed out three words, but those three words seemed to be able to stave off him, "I don't blame you."
She doesn't blame him, she should blame herself!
She didn't know she was pregnant, and she didn't care that her menstrual period was late. She thought it was just that she was too tired during this period, which led to endocrine disorders. Too many things happened during these days, and she didn't pay attention to her body at all.
Little did he know that there was already a little life inside his body.
The arrival of this child was not an accident for her. On the morning after their first intimate contact, Luo Lan came to talk to her about Sisi, and she was reminded of the child's problem.
He had never mentioned or taken any measures regarding the child, so she thought he wanted it, and she wanted it too. At that time, she had not thought about trying a relationship with him, but she knew about military marriage.
It was destined. It would be nice to have a child, and seeing how cute Sisi was, she also wanted to have another one, so it would be nice to have two children as companions.
Of course she didn't know when she would have a child, but she thought that if she did, she would give birth naturally. But she didn't expect that the child would arrive unknowingly, and she would kill her.
She didn't know the child existed, and he didn't even know it. They didn't know the child existed, so the child left. So...is this God's will?
"Lou Xi...you go out, I want to be alone..."
He didn't seem to understand what she said. He froze and didn't dare to guess what she meant. He twitched the corners of his lips, trying to force out something to say, but he didn't dare to ask.