At the beginning of another catastrophe, 500 words will be given to ask for a gold medal
Ye Xingchen has been quiet for more than a week.
The ward was quiet, no one dared to come in and out except for doctors and nurses, and then Luo Lan came in to take care of her.
Regarding miscarriage, Luo Lan had a painful experience. The physical damage was on the one hand, but the psychological damage was even more serious. If she was not careful, she became ill and got to the root of the disease, the future would be unimaginable, so she tried her best to
Take good care of her.
In fact, Ye Xingchen's physical condition is pretty good, but this time it was too unexpected and serious, coupled with the fatigue from the previous period, so the whole person suffered heavy losses both physically and psychologically, and he suddenly lost weight.
The slender face became thinner.
However, her mood was quite calm. She didn't cry or make a fuss from beginning to end, nor did she blame anyone. But everyone knew that beneath her calm appearance was more unforgettable pain.
Because it was her first child and it was a violent and unexpected miscarriage, the doctor asked Ye Xingchen to stay in the hospital for a while and take good care of herself. She did not refuse and was very cooperative in taking medicines and injections. However, her appetite was not very good.
He could only drink a small bowl of porridge at one meal, not even as much as a child, which was heartbreaking to see.
Post-abortion care is actually as important as confinement. She can't blow air, don't touch cold water, and can't overuse her eyes... So she basically eats and sleeps every day, and occasionally gets out of bed to move around. She doesn't talk much.
The only person who can coax her to smile is Sisi.
Sisi was very well-behaved. She didn’t know who told her that her mother was sick and didn’t have the strength to hold her anymore, so every time she would sit on the bed obediently and touch Ye Xingchen’s face or fingers with her little hands, innocently
Said, "Mama... doesn't hurt...it doesn't hurt even thinking about it..."
Both mother and daughter were wearing blue and white hospital gowns, large and small, which made them particularly sympathetic to the same illness.
Ye Xingchen could no longer take care of Sisi every night, and the little girl no longer clung to her. When it was time to go to bed, she would go back to her ward with the nurse. Before leaving, she would leave a goodnight kiss, soft and fragrant.
It smelled so good that the kiss made Ye Xingchen drool, but it made her show a rare smile, but that smile was mixed with bitterness. If her child was still alive, Sisi would have a younger brother or younger sister.
Lou Xi stayed at the hospital day and night, but never entered the ward again. He always stood alone in the corridor for a whole day without changing his position for a long time.
When it was time to eat, he didn't go to eat. He just took out the soft Chinese medicine in his pocket and held one in his mouth. However, the entrance to the ward was a no-smoking area and smoking was not allowed. He just held it in his mouth, as if it was a kind of self-comfort.
These events were connected one after another to cause the current tragedy. He didn't know who to blame.
Is it Chen Ran's fault? If she hadn't made such a big fuss, wouldn't Xingchen be so tired, and would he have found out she was pregnant earlier? Would she have told him earlier? Then all this wouldn't have happened?
Is Zuo Lingfeng to blame? If it hadn't been for him, he wouldn't have been angered. If he hadn't come to the hospital at that time, he wouldn't have had old and new hatreds break out.
Do you blame Jing Sa? Blame her for showing him some photos, which added fuel to the fire in his chest.
No, not at all, no one is to blame but himself!
Zuo Lingfeng also came to the hospital every day, but no one saw him again. He always waited downstairs in the hospital, watching everything silently, with the regret and pain in his heart spreading endlessly.
Jing Sa did not dare to see Ye Xingchen, nor did she dare to talk to Lou Xi again. She did not expect that it would end up like this. The only thing she could do was to tell the obstetrics and gynecology doctor to take more care of Ye Xingchen.
Lou Yi felt uncomfortable in his heart. Seeing Lou Xi's depressed look, he felt the same way. If this matter were left to him and he lost his heart, he would definitely be miserable.
Finally, the day came for Ye Xingchen to be discharged from the hospital.
It seemed like a relief, but it was actually the beginning of another kind of disaster.
Luo Lan came to the hospital early in the morning and saw Lou Xi standing at the door as usual. She couldn't help but shake her head and asked softly, "Xingchen will be discharged from the hospital today. Can you take her back to live in the army? The military camp is busy.
, she will be in a better mood, and I can take care of her, what do you think?"
Lou Xi's eyes moved, but very rarely, he ran out of ideas. He wanted to, but he didn't know if she was willing to go back with him.
Luo Lan sighed heavily, opened the door and entered the ward.
In the ward, Ye Xingchen had already gotten up, changed out of his hospital clothes and put on his usual clothes.
Luo Lan hurriedly walked over and took out the windbreaker she had specially brought with her. The windbreaker had a hat attached to it to block the wind.
"Xingchen, put this on. Although you can be discharged from the hospital now, it's always good to pay more attention." Luo Lan thought very thoughtfully. She just didn't understand these things when she was young, and that's why she got the root of the disease, so she must take good care of it.
Take care of the stars.
"Thank you, Aunt Luo." Ye Xingchen put it on smoothly. The large windbreaker did not fit her body well and hung loosely on her body. It made her look even thinner, as if she would be blown away if the wind blew outside.
She started to pack her clothes and belongings, and Luo Lan helped her, and everything was packed quickly.
Luo Lan wanted to ask her if she wanted to live in the army, but before she could say anything, Ye Xingchen took the lead and said, "Aunt Luo, thank you for taking care of me these days. I will thank you better another day."
Luo Lan's heart skipped a beat and she smiled unnaturally, "It's okay, don't be too polite."
Ye Xingchen nodded gently, carried his bag, and slowly walked out of the ward. The moment the door opened, Lou Xi's haggard handsome face came into his eyes. He suddenly raised his head, and the moment he saw her, his bloodshot eyes flashed with surprise.
The next second he was stunned again.
"I want to go back and live for a while." She said "go back", not "go home", obviously not back to their new house.
Lou Xi moved his lips, but couldn't say anything. He wanted to stay, but he didn't have the qualifications. In the end, he could only nodded stiffly.
Ye Xingchen looked in the direction of Sisi's ward. She knew that the little girl would be discharged from the hospital soon, so she was relieved, but she still told him, "Take good care of Sisi."
Lou Xi froze and didn't respond for a long time. After a while, he nodded hesitantly, "You also... take good care of yourself."
She nodded slightly, raised her hand to put on the hat, and her little bloodless face was covered in it, turned around and left without looking back.
Lou Xi stared at her back, in a daze. In the long corridor, people came and went, and her slender figure swayed in the crowd, gradually getting further away, taking his heart with her.
The whole person froze like a statue until a soft little hand grabbed his trouser leg and said, "Dad..."
When he lowered his head, he saw Sisi walking up to him at some point, with her little face raised and her eyes round, as if she was asking him, where is her mother, why is she missing?
He slowly bent down and hugged Sisi tightly, but did not pick her up. He rested his chin on her small shoulder, as if he wanted to seek some comfort and support.
Sisi looked confused, as if she didn't understand why her father, who had always been brave, suddenly became timid.
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After Ye Xingchen left the hospital, he took a taxi back to where he originally lived. Halfway there, his cell phone suddenly rang. It was Shu Rao. He hadn't seen her for a while. Her voice sounded good. She must have gotten over the breakup.
shadow, and happily told her, "Xingchen, I'm back to Yunchuan. I'm in the car now. I'll be home in two hours!"
Hearing this, Ye Xingchen's hand holding the fuselage tightened slightly, and a warmth suddenly surged in his heart, "Raoruo, I'll wait for you at home!"
It's great that she doesn't have to go back to face that empty house alone.
The taxi took her downstairs. She paid the fare and got off the car. After going upstairs, she took the key and opened the door. The whole room smelled of dust.
The house had been unoccupied for a while, and there was some dust on the furniture. She put down her bag, opened the window for ventilation, and then started cleaning.
She quickly packed up. She looked at the time and saw that it was almost noon, so she went downstairs to a nearby supermarket to buy groceries, and immediately started cooking when she came back.
Since coming back, she has been moving, as if only by keeping herself busy can she stop thinking wildly, as if only by having something to do can she temporarily forget the sad incident. The sound of clanging in the kitchen filled her heart with peace of mind.
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I cooked four dishes and one soup, two meat and two vegetarian dishes, and the aroma filled the kitchen.
I set out the dishes and chopsticks and just waited for Shu Rao to come back.
After finishing her work, the air became quiet again. As if she was afraid, she quickly turned on the TV, a boring TV shopping channel, the shopping guide was eloquent, and the voice was full of exaggerated passion, but it made her feel comfortable.
Finally, there was a sound at the door, and Shu Rao walked in carrying large and small bags.
"Xingchen, I'm back!"
Ye Xingchen ran over to her without thinking, hugged her, "Rao Rao..."
How nice of you to come back at this time!
Shu Rao was stunned by her. Xingchen had always been a reserved person. Although this sudden enthusiasm made her happy, she couldn't help but worry, "Xingchen, what's wrong with you?"
Ye Xingchen shook his head and swallowed all the pain, "It's nothing, I just... miss you so much."
Shu Rao patted her on the back. Although they had not met often in the past few years, this time it was particularly different. She made Xingchen worried.
"Silly girl, I'll be back soon!" Shu Rao smiled pretending to be relaxed, but she still had a lot of questions. After the wedding was cancelled, her mood was extremely low, and she couldn't think too much for a while, and then
There was another robbery incident on the pedestrian street. Xingchen seemed to be frightened at that time. After arriving in the country, she was often distracted, so they never had a chance to talk. But she always had a question in her heart, that is, who was she on her wedding day?
Invited those distinguished guests for the woman? She didn't know any big shots, and she didn't have any capable friends. After thinking about it, the only one who would help her was Xingchen, but... who did she ask for help?
Ye Xingchen hugged Shu Rao for a while, and finally raised his head slowly, with a smile on his slender face, "Rao Rao, the food is ready, let's eat!"
Shu Rao was almost frightened by her thin appearance and nodded hesitantly, "Okay."
The house finally came to life. There were no longer deliberate clanking noises in the kitchen or artificial voices on the TV. The two of them sat facing each other at the small dining table, which was very warm.
"Rao Rao, eat and see. These ribs are very fresh. I have stewed them for a long time." Ye Xingchen helped Shu Rao pick up a piece of ribs.
"Okay, you can eat too." Shu Rao also picked up a piece for her.
Such a small gesture moved Ye Xingchen very much, and it truly made her feel that she was not alone.
She lowered her head and bit down the ribs hard.
Shu Rao also lowered her head and took a bite. It tasted delicious, but it was difficult for her to swallow it. She could see that Xingchen had something very heavy on his mind.
After eating, Shu Rao rushed to wash the dishes, and then asked Ye Xingchen to take out the trash, because she wanted to take the opportunity to go to Xingchen's room and maybe find some clues. Unfortunately, the time was too short and she didn't have time to find anything.
, the stars came back.
She thought she could only find another opportunity!
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A few days after Ye Xingchen was discharged from the hospital, Sisi could also be discharged.
I had my last physical examination in the morning. All indicators were very good. The doctor issued a certificate for discharge. After Lou Xi completed all the procedures, it was already afternoon. He went back to the ward to pack his clothes and belongings, and then left with the little girl.
After the military exercise, the army entered a period of summary and adjustment. He was not that busy. Coupled with Xingchen's miscarriage, he took leave. Now that the vacation is not over, he plans to take Sisi home to live.
In the evening, the car slowly drove towards the new house.
Today is Friday, just like the previous Fridays, he drove Sisi home, but this time, he knew that there would no longer be warm lights in the house, there would no longer be the smell of food, no
There will be people waiting for them again.
The car was getting further and further away, and the sky was getting darker and darker. The lights were starting to turn on, and the city's neon lights were still beautiful, but it only made him feel more confused.
Lou Yi sat in the back seat, also silent.
The car drove downstairs, Lou Xi hugged Sisi and got out of the car, while Lou Yi helped carry large and small bags.
After taking the elevator upstairs, Lou Xi took out the key and opened the door. The cold texture of the metal made his chest feel hot. That was the key she asked Li Yi to give him, but now she is no longer at home.
After opening the door, the room was dark.
Sisi seemed a little surprised. In her understanding, every time she went home, there should be lights, food, and her mother... but now there was nothing.
"Be good." He comforted the little girl gently, raised his hand and turned on the light in the entrance hall. After changing his shoes, he went to the living room and turned on the headlight again.
The light was transparent, illuminating everything in the room, everything she had arranged with her own hands.
Two pots of flowers bloomed on the windowsill. The petals were small, but they exuded a charming fragrance.
There is still a sticky note written by him on the refrigerator door. His favorite thing is to take Sisi home to eat the food she cooked. At this moment, it seems like the greatest irony.
It could have been achieved, but it was ruined by him.
After Lou Yi put down the big and small bags, he also started to look around the whole room. This was his first time here, but he found too many details, especially the cute little cotton balls tied on the four corners of the coffee table.
Only a mother can care for her baby in this way. You can imagine how painful it is for Xingchen to lose her child.
"Dad..." Sisi finally couldn't help but speak out, breaking the silence.
Lou Xi came back to his senses, sat her on the sofa, and then went into the kitchen. He wanted to cook, but found that the refrigerator was empty and there was nothing.
"I'm going to buy some food and come back." After Lou Yi said that, he went downstairs and returned after a while.
Lou Xi made two simple dishes, and the taste was just okay. Sisi felt a little depressed after eating them.
Lou Xi also had no appetite. His hand holding the chopsticks stayed still for a long time, then he slowly raised his head and looked at Lou Yi, "When will you return to Beijing?"
"Monday, the flight tickets have been booked."
"Don't talk nonsense when you get home." He reminded Lou Yi.
Lou Yi naturally understood that if his family knew about Lou Xi's secret marriage, the whole family might come to Yunchuan. Especially in this situation, it was too inappropriate, but it was impossible to hide it forever.
"Give Xingchen some time and try to take her back to Beijing during the Chinese New Year."
Lou Xi secretly calculated the days to see if the time until the New Year was long or short.
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Monday.
Ye Xingchen returned to work after a few days of rest.
Shu Rao also started to go to work. After arriving at the airline, she looked at the timetable. Her upcoming flight today was in the afternoon, so she was free at noon, so she made a decision!
As soon as the lunch break came, she immediately took a taxi home, opened the door and ran directly to Ye Xingchen's room. She knew that Xingchen would not come back at noon, so this was the best time!
She rummaged through the bedside table and wardrobe, but found nothing wrong. Shu Rao couldn't help but frown. Could it be that she felt wrong?
She returned the things to their original places one by one. She was so tired that she was sweating slightly, so she sat on the edge of the bed, placed her hands on both sides, and touched the pillow with one hand.
She suddenly thought of something and quickly opened the pillow, but it was empty underneath. She threw the pillow to the side. The moment she let go, she suddenly felt something was wrong. There seemed to be something in the pillow.
I quickly picked it up, opened the zipper on the back of the pillow, put my hand in, and found a small book. I took it out and looked at it - I was surprised!
Dahong's marriage certificate had the words "Ye Xingchen" written on it. She didn't have a smile on her face in the photo, and the man in the photo also had a stern look on his face.
The date below was a few months ago, a few days after Shu Jing's accident.
"No..." Shu Rao shook his head in disbelief, his eyes instantly wet.
The answer is obvious!
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At two o'clock in the afternoon, people were coming and going in the airport hall. A stewardess in uniform, like a wandering spirit, attracted the attention of passers-by.
Shu Rao was unconscious, her mind was filled with the red marriage certificate. She dragged the flight attendant's special trolley case and walked to the boarding gate in a daze. She accidentally bumped into someone.
"I'm sorry..." She apologized subconsciously, but when she raised her head, her expression suddenly changed!
Isn't this man... the one on the marriage certificate? What is his... name? Lou, Lou Xi!
Lou Yi smiled at her apology and turned to leave, but unexpectedly she grabbed him!
"Lou Xi, stop!" Shu Rao suddenly shouted, and everyone in the audience looked at him sideways.