Ye Xingchen was stunned again, almost in a trance, and felt his breath passing to her between her lips and teeth, revealing a deep warmth that warmed her heart.
With thousands of people watching, she forgot about her shyness and hugged him back.
The sky is blue, the sun burns away all the haze, and a white cloud floats like wings, as if a little angel is flying.
Sisi looked up at the sky and suddenly smiled so sweetly. She raised her little hand and waved it twice, as if saying goodbye to someone. No one understood what she meant, not even herself, but Ming Ming
In the dark, that's what happens. The younger the child, the more he can see the world that adults can't see. It is the purest and most primitive beauty at the beginning of life.
The commendation meeting ended with warmth, and the lingering kiss also ended with blessing applause. Ye Xingchen slowly raised his head, with a smile of relief on his tear-stained face, but why did his lower abdomen suddenly feel so tight?
She felt a strange pain, and cold sweat broke out on her forehead.
"Xingchen?" Lou Xi's handsome face was startled, and some kind of fear emerged from the soles of her feet. She was also in such pain on the day of her miscarriage. Although the doctor said that she recovered well, but...
"No, it's okay." Ye Xingchen shook her head weakly. She thought it was her menstrual period, but this was her first menstrual period after her miscarriage, and it felt different from before. It seemed to be particularly painful.
She tried to stand up straight, but her face was still pale.
"Let's go to the infirmary!" He gestured to pick her up.
Ye Xingchen opened his eyes wide and shook his head quickly, but he was so embarrassed that he didn't know what to say, so he just said no, "No... no need..."
Lou Xi saw her face mixed with red and white, but thought she was in more pain. He grabbed her small hand with his big hand, held it tightly, and said, "Let's go directly to the hospital!"
Ye Xingchen was so annoyed that he withdrew his hand, then pulled his sleeve and said softly, "Lower your head..."
Lou Xi was stunned and lowered his head slightly, so that she could get close to his ear. Ye Xingchen stood on tiptoes and said in a low voice, "Nothing is needed, I just... came to do that."
that?
Lou Xi was at a loss for a moment, and after a few seconds he finally understood and breathed a sigh of relief. However, she seemed to be in pain, her little face was tangled up, and thin beads of cold sweat oozed from her forehead. He did not dare to take it lightly.
, or picked her up.
Ye Xingchen almost screamed, but the pain was so painful that she didn't even have the strength to speak. She was picked up by him. His arms were so strong and his palms were warm. She unconsciously became greedy for this care, but there were so many people
Looking at it, she felt embarrassed again. Severe pain continued in her lower abdomen, which made her almost unable to breathe. She gritted her teeth and said hesitantly, "You are already a colonel. This is so embarrassing..."
"What's so shameful about hugging your own wife?" The deep and deep male voice was full of domineering and stubbornness, but also revealed an unspeakable tenderness.
Ye Xingchen didn't know whether it was pain or emotion. Water vapor suddenly gathered in her eyes. She opened her eyes hard and saw his resolute profile in the fog. He was so determined, and what he just said was so ordinary.
, but it seems to be the most reliable oath in the world. This man really doesn't know any sweet words, but he always touches the softest part of her heart with just a few words.
Tears were about to overflow her eyes, so she hurriedly held back and buried her face in his chest, seeking a warm refuge.
I closed my eyes and saw darkness in front of me. My painful nerves should have been more sensitive, but miraculously, the cramping pain in my lower abdomen seemed to have slowed down. His words seemed to be more effective than painkillers. They could stop the pain but were invisible.
It's addictive.
Lou Xi quickly carried Ye Xingchen off the stage. There was a long, long way from the stage to the playground and then to the dormitory. Hundreds of people in the audience looked at them.
However, Ye Xingchen no longer had the thought to take care of that. It was as if she had fallen into a gentle swamp and could only sink in unconsciously. She was in severe pain, and there were thin lines of cold sweat on her forehead, layer after layer, stained with
The military uniform on his chest got wet.
He carried her back to his residence. Luo Lan, who followed, took out the keys for them and opened the door. He wanted to put her directly on the bed, but Ye Xingchen quickly grabbed his arm and said weakly, "I'll go first."
bathroom."
Although she wasn't wearing a skirt today, you can imagine that there was already a mess down there.
He carried her into the bathroom again. Ye Xingchen stood holding the wall, looked at the toilet paper, and couldn't help but frown. He leaned on the door and called Luo Lan softly, "Aunt Luo... you have sanitary napkins there?"
?"
Luo Lan was stunned, as if in embarrassment. She had already reached menopause and hadn't used it in almost two years. She hesitated and said, "Um... I'll go to the family home and ask. Just wait!"
A small pack of sanitary napkins has become a rare item in the military camp. Except for female family members who come to visit relatives, there is no other possibility. There is not even a supermarket in the army.
Luo Lan stamped her feet, turned around and ran away, but Lou Xi stopped her and said, "I'll go!"
He is much faster than her!
Before Luo Lan could react, Lou Xi's men had already jumped out, and a slam of the door shocked the two people in the room.
Ye Xingchen suddenly felt a little unsteady on her feet. She couldn't imagine a colonel like Lou Xi going around asking people to borrow sanitary pads... Oh my God, she was a little dizzy. Was it because she had lost too much blood?
Luo Lan suddenly laughed and said happily, "Xingchen, have you ever heard of a sentence? When a man doesn't love a woman, he can often make the woman fascinated, and the woman will feel that he is particularly manly.
, very romantic, very domineering, very cool, very capable of controlling the overall situation. Women like and even worship such a man. But when a woman thinks that this man is particularly dazzling, in fact, he has not fallen in love with you yet. Once a man does, he will
Becoming a boy is so childish and stupid!"
Ye Xingchen bit her lip slightly, her mind turning into mush. The bathroom window was open, and she turned to look. The sky outside was blue and the sun was so warm.
I don’t know how long time passed, it seemed like a long time, but it also seemed very fast. Lou Xi hurried back, his breathing was rapid and he was holding several pieces of sanitary napkins in his hands. They were different sizes, colors, and thicknesses. It was obvious that they were
Scraped from different people.
Ye Xingchen was stunned, looking at them like monsters and not daring to pick them up.
His lips moved, but not a single word came out.
"Hurry up!" He suddenly shouted, as if he couldn't bear the embarrassment.
Ye Xingchen trembled and couldn't react for a moment, still in a daze.
Lou Xi seemed impatient, took her hand, stuffed a few sanitary napkins into her palm, "Take it!"
Ye Xingchen took it subconsciously, looked up and saw that his handsome face was horribly tense, but his Adam's apple kept moving.
She swallowed and wanted to say thank you to him, but he turned around and quickly ran out of the bathroom. The moment she turned around, she clearly saw the roots of his ears were red.
She touched her face, which was also frighteningly hot.
After dealing with it in the bathroom, she slowly walked out. The pain in her lower abdomen was relieved, but the burning on her face made her feel breathless.
After leaving the bathroom, she looked around secretly and breathed a sigh of relief when she found that Lou Xi was not there.
She really doesn't have the face to see him now.
Or... he's too embarrassed to see her?
He frowned in annoyance and walked into the bedroom.
In the master bedroom, Luo Lan had already helped spread the quilt. The sun shone on most of the room, bringing a little warmth. "Xingchen, come here quickly and lie down."
Ye Xingchen walked over slowly and was about to lie down when he was suddenly startled again. Where is Sisi?
She looked around and didn't find that little figure, so she couldn't help but worry, "Aunt Luo, where is Sisi?"
"Hey, can she still be lost in the special brigade? I was afraid that she would worry about you, so I didn't let her come back with me. There are a lot of people rushing to hug her. Just lie down and rest quickly. Don't worry about it.
!”
Luo Lan helped her lie down, got her a hot water bottle, and put it on her belly for hot compress. After that, she said, "Xingchen, you are in a special situation this time. You must have a good rest. I have some red dates at home. I will give it to you when I go back."
You cook it, and then you take a nap first!"
"No need, Aunt Luo, I'm much better now."
"It won't work if it gets better, just listen to me!"
Luo Lan helped her tuck in the quilt, turned and left, walked to the door, and happened to meet Li Yi sending Sisi back.
Ye Xingchen was slightly startled. She thought Lou Xi had gone to pick up Sisi. Why was Li Yi sending him back? What about Lou Xi?
Sisi ran to the room and climbed onto the bed, her little face full of anxiety, "Mama...what's wrong with you?"
Ye Xingchen smiled weakly, took her chubby little hand, put it to his lips, kissed it, and said softly, "It's okay, Sisi, can you sleep with your mother?"
"Okay." The little girl kicked off her shoes and got into bed.
Ye Xingchen hugged Sisi's soft little body. Sisi closed her eyes hard and was about to try hard to sleep, but she opened them again, got up, kissed Ye Xingchen, and then lay down again.
Ye Xingchen couldn't help laughing, kissed her back, and slowly closed his eyes.
The mother and daughter are hugging each other and sleeping, the scene is very warm.
◎◎◎
A room in the family home.
Jing Sa stood in front of the window, quietly staring at the playground outside. She had a pale face, and her beautiful eyebrows were full of loss and sorrow.
Dangdang——
There was a knock on the door.
She was suddenly startled, but her expression was not very surprised, as if she had already guessed who was coming.
The knocking on the door continued, but she didn't move. She didn't want to move, which was a bit self-deceiving.
However, the person outside the door was very persistent and kept knocking.
"Here it comes!" She took a deep breath, then turned to open the door.
The door opened slightly, and Lou Xi's figure suddenly appeared. He was so tall and so close, but Jing Sa felt a little desperate.
"Is Xingchen okay?" she asked softly.
Lou Xi shook his head and walked into the room. Jing Sa gently closed the door and turned around to pour him some water. Lou Xi stopped her and said in a deep voice, "No, I just came here because I have something to talk to."
you say."
Jing Sa raised his eyebrows slightly, "What about the surveillance video?"
Lou Xi was silent and nodded, "Delete it, I won't read it."
"Don't you doubt it at all?"
"I have paid the price for my doubts."
Jing Sa couldn't help but frown. Is this the Lou Xi she has known for more than 20 years? When did he start to be emotional?
Emotionally speaking, Ye Xingchen lost her child, which made her feel uncomfortable, but she still hoped that Lou Xi could watch the video. From the video, Zuo Lingfeng was really unhappy with Ye Xingchen that day in the hospital.
Normally, she doesn't want to slander them, but she doesn't want Lou Xi to get hurt in any way!
"Lou Xi, are you afraid? Are you afraid that something will go wrong? Escape is not the answer. If your marriage can withstand the test, what will happen? If you can be sure that they are fine, wouldn't it be better? You
Why don’t you want to see it?”
"Because people's hearts can only be hurt once. I know who Xingchen is, and I shouldn't have doubted her in the first place. If it were another man, I wouldn't be so impulsive at all. But because it was Zuo Lingfeng, I lost my temper for a moment.
Reason has caused the current situation, which is a dispute between me and Zuo Lingfeng. It was wrong to bring Xingchen into it, and I can't make the same mistake again and again."
"And..." Lou Xi paused and then said, "Jing Sa, I want to say sorry to you. I have owed very few people in my life, but you are one of them. I should have stopped you from leaving back then.
In fact, I regretted it the moment the train started in Beijing."
"You know what happened to our family that year. I was very sad at the time. I wanted to escape from it all, but my father didn't allow me to go to other military districts. You should know that although the children in the compound were very unique, they were always unique.
The discipline at home is very strict, and Lou Yi and I have never disobeyed our parents since we were young. But that year, first Lou Yi left Beijing, and he finally figured it out on his own and went back to face everything, and then I had to leave again
, the Lou family is almost turned upside down."
"Although I had made up my mind to go, I was actually worried. So when I got on the train and saw you chasing me so relentlessly, I felt supported, like a child who had run away from home.
, suddenly found a companion, so I didn’t stop you, but when the train left, I knew that I had done something wrong. I was using you to increase my courage. I wanted to persuade you to go back, but we grew up together.
, I know you, and I know that you can't turn back, so I had no choice but to let you come to Yunchuan with me."
"We have known each other for so many years, and I don't want to say anything false. You have paid a lot for me in the past few years. I am very touched. But just because I am touched, I don't want to lie to you. I say with conscience that I don't love you.
It's not that you're not good enough, but that you know me too well. You know my family, background, experience... This makes me feel tired. The reason why I left Beijing and came to Yunchuan is to stay away from everything before.
Thinking of a place where no one knows me, I don’t want to recall the past, I just want to find a new future, you know?”
"That day you gave me that badge in front of everyone, and I accepted it. You should know that it was the first time I accepted something from you in the past few years, but it was also the last time. Let's end it here!
"
"Finally, I want to tell you that I like that badge very much, thank you."
Jing Sa suddenly smiled bitterly. After chasing him for so many years, she finally did something that made him like it, but it was the end.
Lou Xi also smiled and stretched out his hand towards her, "Goodbye!"
Jing Sa slapped his hand away, "It's not suitable for me to be friends after we break up, let alone we have never been together! If possible, it's best not to see each other!"
She raised her chin, walked to the door unruly, opened the door, and said coldly, "No!"
Lou Xi didn't say anything more, turned around and walked out, but he didn't want her behind him to suddenly stop him, "Lou Xi! Let me tell you something! The way you were going around borrowing tampons from others just now was so stupid! I
I regret having ever liked a man like you!"
Lou Xi suddenly stopped, raised his thin lips slightly, and said, "Then do you mind regretting it more?"
What?
Jing Sa didn't understand very well.
Lou Xi slowly turned around and asked in a low voice, "What should women pay attention to when they come here?"
Jing Sa was stunned for a moment, his face turned red and white, and he suddenly felt like smoke was coming from his orifices.
"I'm not an obstetrician and gynecologist!" she choked.
"Aren't you the deputy dean?"
"Even the dean may not be an all-rounder!"
"Pretend I didn't ask." He turned around and walked away.
"Wait a minute -" Jing Sa stopped him again, hesitated for a while, and said hesitantly, "It would be better to eat something warm and tonic. It's best to drink some brown sugar water with red dates, wolfberry, ginger slices, etc...
Don’t catch a cold, don’t eat cold drinks, and it’s best not to eat cold fruits.”
"anything else?"
"That's all I know!"
"Thanks."
"Get out!" Get out of my sight, get out of my heart!