When I think about losing it, I don’t want to let go at this moment!
That kind of pain was like ants gnawing at his heart bit by bit. He wished he could stay with her for the rest of his life...
The human heart is always unsatisfied. He thinks that as long as he has this complete day, he will be satisfied.
However, at this moment, he wanted more...
He wants to be like today every moment, and he wants to never let go in this life.
But……
He simply can't do it!
He really wanted to be selfish again, really wanted to keep her by his side...
Gu Tingchuan tightened his arms and hugged her tightly, wishing to integrate her into his body and never separate her again in this life.
He took a deep breath to relieve the swelling pain in his chest, and reluctantly pulled away from each other. Seeing that she was all wet, he whispered, "Go and change her clothes."
As he spoke, he held her hand tightly and pulled her towards a store selling beachwear.
Around here, the only ones selling beachwear...
The bohemian-style long skirt particularly brings out her fair and pure beauty...
When she came out after changing clothes, she saw him talking on the phone on the side. Looking at his figure, Hai Yao felt very conflicted!
She knew that she should no longer indulge in this temporary beauty.
But……
If she was going to completely lose it tomorrow, let it be the last time she had it.
When she raised her eyes, she saw him putting away his phone, walking towards her with a smile, reaching out to help her arrange the belt around her neck, and asked in a low voice, "Are you hungry?"
"Um."
"What to eat……"
She shook her head. She had never been very independent about food.
Gu Tingchuan naturally knew this and said with a smile, "Let's go, I'll take you to a farmhouse in the mountains to eat."
The two drove to the mountain. The farmhouse was hidden in the jungle, exuding a pastoral atmosphere that was close to nature. Although the food they ate was farmhouse style, the accommodation was no less than a star hotel...
Although the exterior is made of original natural building materials and has a unique local farmhouse style, it is extremely luxurious on the inside.
With the mountain facing the sea, walking to the balcony, you can see the boundless blue sea in the distance, and you can also take in the countless star-rated hotels under the mountain.
Haiyao likes this place very much. She can still vaguely hear the chirping of birds, feel the atmosphere of the original ecology, and her heart feels much clearer.
She stood on the balcony, looking obsessively at the distant scenery, with a slight arc on her lips, a relaxed smile.
She didn't notice when he had walked behind her. It wasn't until he put his arms around her from behind that she came back to her senses and turned her head slightly to look at him...
"Do you like it here?"
He lowered his head slightly, kissed her cochlea gently, and whispered in her ear.
The hot breath brushed against her cochlea, and a numbing current hit her heart, causing her to shrink her neck sensitively, trying to dodge away.
She pulled his hand away and asked him to let go of her. Gu Tingchuan did not force her, he let go of her obediently, and said with a smile, "I'll have all the food delivered to the room."
As soon as he finished speaking, the doorbell rang at the door.
He walked to the door, opened it, and the waiter brought all the dishes he ordered one by one. The red wine and delicious food made people appetite after seeing them.
The two of them were sitting at the dining table. She thought she was not in the mood to eat, but unexpectedly, the food in this store had a unique flavor, which whetted her appetite.
And he hardly ate much. Compared with her, his eating style was too well-educated.
Moreover, he kept watching her eat, which made her embarrassed, and the questions that had been swirling in her heart also troubled her from time to time.
Where will he sleep tonight?
Sleep here too?
She unknowingly became nervous, chewed the food in her mouth slowly, and couldn't help but ask, "Where will you... sleep tonight?"
She looked at him, met his dark eyes, and saw a hint of smile in his eyes. Gu Tingchuan smiled slightly and said deliberately, "Where do you want me to sleep?"
The eyes that were too hot made her unable to look into each other again...
He was afraid that if he looked any further, he would be melted by the hot flames in his eyes.
She lowered her eyes and pretended to be indifferent and said, "You can go get another room."
"But there is no room anymore. Are you afraid of staying with me?"
"It's not that I'm afraid, it's that..." She bit her lip and continued, "We are about to get divorced and it's not suitable for us to live together."
When the word divorce was mentioned, both of them felt like they were being stabbed by a thorn, tingling slightly.
Gu Tingchuan averted his gaze, suddenly holding the wine glass, walked up to her and pulled her up to the balcony.
“The room is stuffy, it’s more comfortable here.”
He pulled her to sit on the ground, putting the wine bottle aside. He held the wine glass in his hand and took a sip from time to time.
It's getting dark, and tomorrow is so close...
He poured wine for her, but she didn't drink at first, but later she felt depressed, so she took a sip from the glass.
Who says wine can relieve sorrow?
Why does the more she drinks, the more she wants to cry...
Especially when she thought that he and Li Yuner would start a new life, she felt even more sad, making her almost cry several times.
The two of them didn't talk much, and drank quietly, as if they were sitting together quietly waiting for time to pass, waiting for separation to come. At this moment, nothing was enough, nothing could be said...
She could only wait silently, drinking wine with her own thoughts, until she was drunk, so drunk that she didn't know what to do, and she fell crookedly on his shoulder, leaning against him, and the empty wine glass in her hand fell from her hand.
Rolled to the side...
Gu Tingchuan lowered his head slightly and looked at her, seeing that her cheeks were flushed, her eyes were tightly closed, and she was humming without knowing what she was saying.
"Haiyao?"
She seemed to hear him calling her, she responded vaguely, frowned and said, "Well..."
Looking deeply at her dazed look, Gu Tingchuan felt soft in his heart. He put his arms around her to make her lean more comfortably...
She is really drunk...
Otherwise, I won’t shed tears in discomfort, and I won’t cry to express my inner feelings.
I heard her suddenly whisper, "It feels so uncomfortable..."
"Gu Tingchuan, I feel so uncomfortable..."
Hearing that she said she felt uncomfortable, he asked nervously, "Where do you feel uncomfortable?"
"here……"
She grabbed his hand and pressed it on her chest, frowning and saying vaguely, "It feels uncomfortable here!"
As soon as he finished speaking, his eyelashes became wet, and crystal tears fell from the corners of his eyes, dripping onto the back of his hands...
Hearing her cry, he felt uncomfortable, and he felt his whole heart tightening. He reached out and held her tightly in his arms, coaxing her with a trembling voice, "It won't be uncomfortable in a while."
"Go to sleep. It won't feel uncomfortable when you fall asleep."
He coaxed and held her tightly, and he could clearly feel her hot tears soaking his clothes...
"Gu Tingchuan, why are we like this? Why?"
She was talking drunkenly, holding his clothes tightly with her hands, just like holding his heart tightly.
He took a deep breath, but nothing could relieve the excruciating pain.
The long night was long, and he held her in his arms all night until she fell asleep obediently, no longer talking drunken words, no longer crying...
She slept soundly, but he had no sleep all night.
There was a clear light in the distant sky, and the early morning light shone on her face.
He looked deeply at her sleeping form, and caressed her eyebrows and lips with his fingertips...
It's time for everything to end...
He never thought that they would get divorced.
Who says divorce is due to lack of love?
He is willing to let go and divorce, not because he doesn't love...
He couldn't afford a good promise and couldn't stay with him for a lifetime, so he could only let go in order to fulfill her wish and let her leave him forever...
I still remember what he said back then: If you want a divorce, you have to wait until I die!
Unexpectedly, it has become a reality now.
Thinking about it, I feel ridiculed...
Honey, let's get a divorce.
****
Haiyao slept very deeply. When she woke up, she only felt a splitting headache.
Slowly thinking of what happened last night, I looked around again, but he was nowhere to be seen.
His car keys and a note were left on the bedside table: I promised you that I would let you go. Find a time to apply for the divorce certificate. I will leave the car to you. It will be more convenient for you to drive back.
ps: The update is completed today, ╭(╯3╰)╮Good night.