Should I be happy, but why? The beating heart in my chest seems to be about to explode.
I am really, really happy.
how can that be possible.
Such pain cannot be erased even if it is self-deception.
I watched her fall from in front of me with my own eyes.
With her confused eyes and unable to grasp her hands, she didn't even think that she would fall at that moment.
I should have jumped off that cliff.
I have never had much fear of death.
But since I saw her fall from there, I never wanted to look there again. I never had the thought of jumping.
It was like a monster, with a huge mouth that swallowed up people without even leaving any bones.
There are probably many people who are wondering whether I really like Ji Shaoyou.
If I liked her, how could I bear to kill him?
However, I originally just wanted to end my life. In fact, I just wanted to see the person I care about most in the world before leaving this world.
If I said that the thing I regret most in my life was making that phone call to her, would anyone believe it?
It doesn't matter to me whether you believe it or not.
My parents had already booked a ticket for me to go to the United States. On the day of Ji Shaoyou's funeral, my parents locked me in the house and wouldn't let me go out. I wanted to leave like crazy, but all I got was an injury.
Give up. Just give up.
Now, I am leaving. I will never return to this land in this life, nor will I ever return to this place that has carried so many tears and pain for me.
I always remember the first time I saw Ji Shaoyou. She was wearing a long beige windbreaker and a leaf-yellow peaked cap. Her fine hair was scattered, and she was indescribably handsome and handsome.
Almost at the first sight, she caught my eye. I thought she was a boy and stupidly went up to chat with her. Unexpectedly, she turned out to be my roommate. She turned out to be a girl.
How did I feel at that time?
Probably with a little regret.
Maybe at that time I should have understood that the source of my love had begun to sprout.
The two things I can't forget the most in my life.
First, in front of the four kings and everyone, Ji Shaoyou pulled me up from the ground and restored my dignity as a girl.
To be honest, it's actually a bit funny. At that time, my feelings were really pure. I desperately wanted to meet the four legendary kings, and I fell in love with all four of them crazily. It can be seen that after seeing them, I was indeed as noble as a god. But
So cold, aloof and lacking in human flesh and blood emotions.
But I am actually the same.
I have my pride and my self-esteem.
When I was not in high school, I was almost the same character in school, and my existence was not much different from that of the Four Kings. At that time, when everyone saw me, they looked like a mouse meeting a cat.
.
But when I came to the Four Seasons and saw people who were one level higher than myself, maybe I wasn’t used to looking up to others, so the moment I fell to the ground, Xia Junlin said to me, “I’ve done such a big job for you so early.
"I'm afraid I can't bear this gift." I felt like I wanted to bite my tongue and commit suicide.
In this school, no one can resist them.
However, there are always people who are different.
At that time, Ji Shaoyou's stretched out hand seemed to me like a vine, saving the poor man who fell into the cliff.
===== This chapter is only half written, but seeing that everyone can’t wait, I had to post it first. I don’t have much time to write it recently. This book has no ending yet, and there are still a few extra episodes left. The second
It will be released after I finish the high school entrance examination, probably in June. Whoever's extra you want to see can leave me a message below, and I will try my best to satisfy everyone. As for the question of whether Ji Shaoyou is dead or not, I can only say,
If he dies, what will I write in the next movie = =I really don’t like spoilers.