On that Chinese Valentine's Day, the Kongming Lantern was trampled to pieces, and Ji Shaoyou spoke up and protected it.
If anything solidified my love for Ji Shaoyou, it was probably that time.
When I saw her brushing down the sky lantern, trampling on it, raising her chin and saying, "If your dream can be destroyed by me with just one kick, then it's too fragile."
When she spoke, she had her own unique pride in her eyes, and when I looked at her, it seemed like her whole body was radiating light.
A romance novel I read before said that if a boy likes someone, he will fight for her.
That is a gesture of protecting with life.
When I saw her doing it, I was not only moved, but also worried that she would get hurt.
But, at that time, it turned out that I cared about her so much.
Just two times like this, I couldn't help but fall in love with Ji Shaoyou. I liked her laziness, her pride, her self-confidence, her indifference, her confusion, and everything about her.
Even at that time, I deeply understood that she was nothing more than a friend to me.
To love someone is an arrogant gesture. How could I, who was so proud and desperately in love, watch my feelings slip away from my heart like this?
I'm very worried that I won't be able to catch Ji Shaoyou.
But I dare not act.
The first time someone knew he liked her was Qiu Zimo.
I never knew that King Qiu, who always seemed gentle and polite, could be so cold, like eyes crushed by ice, and said so coldly, "How could she see someone like you in her eyes?"
Sometimes, what we see is different from what we thought.
Just like Ji Shaoyou, she looks cold, but her heart is warmer than anyone else and she is always so enthusiastic.
Just like Qiu Zimo, he looks gentle and gentle, but is more cruel than the devil.
At that time, I actually knew that Qiu Zimo didn't have such good intentions, but I was still confused.
Maybe I really need an outlet to vent my feelings for Ji Shaoyou.
But, no matter what I say, Ji Shaoyou already knew it even before I could say it myself.
The moment I found out she was coming home, I felt very sad.
I thought she was avoiding me, that she was cowardly, and that she disgusted me.
But in fact, it doesn't seem to be the case.
Otherwise, that day on the edge of the cliff, my life and death had nothing to do with her. If she didn't still have a trace of friendship for me, why would she come to see me?
But Ji Shaoyou, do you know that I am actually determined to defeat you? I am determined that you, an idiot, will come to see me with your so-called sense of justice. But you, idiot, will reap the consequences and fall off the cliff.
I can't find it anymore, maybe I went to another world...
Just because I'm a girl, I don't have the right or qualification to love you, but Ji Shaoyou, I didn't want to be like this. I really want to control my feelings for you, and I really want you to live a good life.
I thought about it so much, but now it has turned into fantasy.
Ji Shaoyou, will you hate me and end your life, your young life?
I used to think about what kind of man I would be with when I grow up, and we would have our own children. Maybe my husband’s mother would be very irritable, and how I would fight with her.
Later, when I met Ji Shaoyou, I often wondered what kind of boyfriend a lazy girl like Ji Shaoyou would find, whether she would be too lazy to raise children, and whether her mother-in-law would be angry with her.
Half dead.
Thinking of this, I can't help but laugh, but when I smile, I feel jealous.
There is a beautiful cherry blossom forest in the school. I often walk there alone. Ji Shaoyou doesn't like the pink flowers. She says they look soft and soft, so she never goes there.
But I stood alone under the tree, and I seemed to be able to see her and I holding hands, walking in the cherry blossom forest, with our fingers intertwined with the cherry blossoms all over the sky.
That was simply my happiest time. It was my most beautiful fantasy.
But now...
"The plane bound for Washington is about to take off. Passengers who have not registered yet..."
The airport was full of announcements urging boarding. I stood at the door and didn't want to leave.
My mother pulled my suitcase from behind and handed it to me. She said with seriousness and sincerity, "Tiantian, you went to the United States and studied well. Listen to your mother, and when your father calms down, he will let you come back, okay..."
I couldn't hear what she was still saying.
I walked into that transparent window and could never look back.
I remember.
This is the fourteenth day since Ji Shaoyou left.
I left too and got on a plane to Washington.
Can this huge catastrophe in my life be considered the end?
I sat on the plane and gently closed my eyes.
Ji Shaoyou, do you know, I really want to cry.
Ji Shaoyou, do you know that I miss you so much?
======== I finally finished coding 3,000 words, and I’m exhausted = = It’s been a long time since I’ve written.