I know he is cold-hearted towards me, but I don't care.
I originally thought that there would always be some reward for Ji Shaoyou's death, and maybe I could win back Lian Enuo.
But at this moment, I understood how Lian Enoch could return from the lost way, and how could I afford to give her what she wanted.
That day I went to look for Sun Yao and saw Lian Enoch... maybe everything was doomed at that time.
I planned so much and planned for so long. I originally wanted to save her from hell, but what happened.
All of that is disgusting.
Very disgusting. Very disgusting.
That was probably the first time in my life that I lost my mind.
I have always been full of confidence in myself. Even if Enoch never responded to my feelings, I always felt that one day I would be able to win her love.
But that time, it seemed that all the feelings and years of hard work had been shattered.
I know she may not be that pure.
However, such a corrupt scene made me disappointed.
I understand that maybe it was a trap, set up by Ri Yao, but even so, she doesn't love herself so much. How can she be worthy of my liking?
Ji Shaoyou's death was really an accident.
I never thought that there would be such a scene.
If you say you don't regret it, that's all lies.
But that day, I learned from Ji Yinger and Qian Chengbing that she liked me.
In addition to being shocked, there is always some joy in my heart.
It's like when I was young, I couldn't help but feel happy until someone liked me.
I remember when I was a teenager in junior high school, and the high school entrance examination was coming soon, but the teacher told me that I could participate in the early selection of outstanding students. At that time, there was only one choice, and I could only choose one high school.
I was really scared at that time.
I have a school that I miss very much. I want to study medicine and save lives.
But, I'm afraid of many things.
I'm afraid that I'll do very well in the exam, but I'll be admitted to a very average school. I'm afraid that I'll do very poorly in the exam, but I'll be admitted to a very average school.
I did very poorly in the exam, but I applied to a very good school. I'm afraid...
There are so many permutations and combinations, how can I give examples?
But when I knew Ji Shaoyou liked me, I really had the urge to jump off the cliff and die with him.
But I hesitated again.
I was afraid that I would die, but she did not die. I was afraid that she died, but I did not die. I was afraid that she was seriously injured, but I was only injured to an average degree. I was afraid that I was seriously injured.
of injuries, but she only suffered average injuries.
There are so many permutations and combinations, how do I choose?
I remember the first time I met Ji Shaoyou, it was probably when she was sitting on the ground after a fight with a group of boys, covered in scars.
I always mind my own business. But that time I walked over to her for some reason, handed her a handkerchief, and looked at her stubborn eyes as she raised her eyes.
However, it was just a chance encounter. Even if we were in the same school for a long time in the future, I would not have much impression of her. Later, I left school because of skipping a grade, and I seemed to never see her again.
Sometimes I feel tired chasing the excellence in my mind, and I always inadvertently think of her stubborn eyes. Although I sometimes smile knowingly, at that time I already had Lian Enoch in my heart, so how could I betray love so easily.
At that time, I didn't even know her name.
Maybe many people would like to know if I like Ji Shaoyou.
Actually I don't know.
Maybe this answer is not an answer, but who needs me to give an answer now?
Maybe I used to like Ji Shaoyou, whether I knew it or not.
But the person I am now is no longer the person I used to be.
Now I will bid farewell to my former self and give up all my past attachments.
"Student Qiu Zimo, you are a good candidate for studying medicine. Are you really sure you want to transfer to the Department of Finance?" Opposite me, the principal took my application for transferring departments and asked me seriously about my decision.
I adjusted the gold-rimmed glasses I just put on yesterday on the bridge of my nose and showed my usual gentle smile, "Originally, I wanted to study medicine to save people...but now, I don't think I have the qualifications."
After saying that, he turned around and left the office, not looking at the questioning expression on the principal's face.
Now that we have said goodbye to the past, everything will change.
Ji Shaoyou, I will forget you.
I didn't like you when you liked me, but now you appear in front of me again, with such an arrogant attitude, but you stay in my heart.
It's a pity that I still don't love you.
It's a pity that I still can't love you.
================= After two days of writing, I finally finished the extra story about Qiu Zimo. I am so tired. I will be busier as the high school entrance exam approaches. I hope everyone can understand~~~