The arrogance and unruliness of the past have all disappeared, leaving only a lingering presence looming.
Ji Shaoyou, you have turned me into this, how dare you leave so easily.
"Yunan, it's time to eat." My mother called me downstairs.
Xia Junlin's father smiled at me and said, "Come here, you must be tired after studying all day."
He has always been a very gentle but serious man, and Xia Junlin's pride may have been inherited from him.
But he has never been very kind to Xia Junlin. I have seen this since I moved into their house when I was a child.
I didn't have much appetite, but I sat down anyway.
My mother sat across from me and served me dishes. I tried to put on the usual carefree smile that I should have had when I was seventeen or eighteen, but I found that I could no longer do it.
I used to pretend to be cheerful and sunny, and my extremely cheerful and excellent appearance attracted many people, but behind my back, I provoked Xia Junlin and Qiu Zimo.
Although Qiu Zimo has an excellent family, at least he can't compare to me.
Xia Junlin has never had the right to speak at home, and he has never been shy about getting involved in this family.
So throughout the four seasons, I have always been used to being on my own.
Inviting Ji Shaoyou into my sphere of influence was purely provocative and fun at first.
Excessive calm has long been meaningless to me. I have been waiting for such a person to appear and disturb the lake.
But the appearance of Ji Shaoyou not only disrupted the four seasons, but also disrupted myself at the same time.
This encounter is destined to fall.
My life experience with Xia Junlin has never been mentioned. Neither I nor Xia Junlin want to tell others about our relationship.
We have never been in that house together.
No matter where, except for necessary occasions, everyone will find that as long as the King of Spring appears, the King of Xia will either not come or leave in a hurry.
I seem to have long been accustomed to Xia Junlin's disgust and alienation.
However, for the first time, Ji Shaoyou and Xia Junlin took the same car and went to Chenye's house together...
Until later, we did many things together.
Even jealous of her together.
It's just that Xia Junlin is much happier than me.
That day at Chenye's house, Xia Junlin's father appeared, which seemed to have defeated Xia Junlin's last line of defense. It was indeed miserable.
However, while Xia Junlin ran away in panic, Dong Chenye grabbed Ji Shaoyou who was about to run out and told her not to go.
But Ji Shaoyou's eyes were decisive, and his movements were also very decisive, brushing his hand away.
"Is he a friend? Oh, you can ignore him, but I don't."
I should have understood at that time that Ji Shaoyou had begun to accept Xia Junlin.
At that time, I looked at Dong Chenye, but I didn't understand his loss.
But now I should understand that he has liked Ji Shaoyou since that time.
It's just that he has always acted very well and didn't let us know.
From that day on, I avoided them, as if they were far away, just the right distance.
But then she left Four Seasons and didn't come back for a long time. I missed her very much, but there was nothing I could do about it.
What can I do? Even if I go to see her, I don't have any reputation.
But if we don't see each other like this, we will never see each other again.
The last time I saw her, no, it didn't count as seeing her.
He only saw Luo Tiantian standing on the edge of the cliff, and only saw her clothes flying off the cliff.
So, this parting was never seen again.
During the days when I was in love with Ji Shaoyou, I often thought of her.
But when I think about how she never had me in her heart, I feel so sad that I feel like I'm suffocating.
But I said to myself.
Liking her is your own business and has nothing to do with her.
But Ji Shaoyou, I am so sad and helpless.
It’s sad that in my best years, I couldn’t say I love you.
It’s sad that I couldn’t be with you in your best years.
================== There is no update for the exam on Saturday and Sunday. I'm sorry everyone... I finally got an early quota, so I will update!... Also, I wish you a happy May Day.