The heart is really really hurting and the pain is buried
He took her hand and put the ring on her left ring finger.
She jerked her hands back, as if something scary was happening.
He looked at her, his eyes filled with disappointment.
"I, um, don't do this, okay? It's really impossible for us." She was stung by everything in front of her.
Such romantic and beautiful scenes have appeared many times in various movies and TV dramas. How many girls dream that one day the beloved man will kneel down on one knee and pull her into a glove with a ring that will always be waiting for her.
In this way, forever, forever, forever, and forever.
However, when I really faced all this, I found that there was no such feeling of happiness, but instead a kind of boundless pain.
"Why is it impossible? I really want to be with you."
Yes, she would like it if she could, but she still doesn't want it.
"I'm sorry, I'm very tired today, please let me rest." She couldn't bear it.
"Girl." He grabbed her hand and didn't want her to pull it away, for fear that she wouldn't be able to hold it anymore.
"Ye Yang, don't force me, I really can't bear it, I beg you." She couldn't stand this good, the pain was unspeakable, so she didn't turn her head away to let her tears dry.
"I, I don't want to embarrass you, I just hope you can be happy." He grabbed her shoulders and made her face him completely and then said.
Happy? Happy?
In fact, I am very happy and happy now, right?
She is doing very well on her own.
She shook her head and pushed his hand away.
"I am very happy alone. I would be very happy if you didn't come. From today on, we will treat it as strangers and stop interacting with each other. You, please stop disturbing my life." She said as she spoke.
While trying to push him out the door, the indescribable pain made her almost unable to breathe.
"You think I disturbed you today." The light in Yin Yeyang's eyes dimmed again and again.
"Yes, you disturbed me and disrupted my life. I was living well alone. Why did you break into my life? We are not the same people at all. There is no way we can be together. I am so tired and fed up.
, please don’t put any more pressure on me, okay." Her growing excitement made her whole body begin to tremble.
Yin Yeyang looked at her and said nothing. He held the ring in his hand again and again, and the expression on his face was indescribably sad.
"Have I made you tired?" He said each word slowly, as if each word caused him great pain.
"Yes, I am very tired, so please, let's go."
"Girl, don't make it so difficult for yourself, okay." He said as if he could read her mind.
"I'm not in trouble, do you think I'm in trouble?" She looked at him and smiled, a smile that she didn't know whether it was sweet or bitter, sad or sad.
Ye Yang's eyes darkened again and again.
He looked at her and said nothing for a long time.
"Okay, then I won't disturb you anymore. You, have a good rest. If possible, I'll give this to you as a parting gift. It's specially bought for you. There's no point in keeping it myself." Then he put down the piece.
Ring, ready to turn around and leave.
"I don't want it, you can take it away and do whatever you want with it." You can't keep it. You can't keep anything at all. Otherwise, it will only be a carefree thing and it will make you even more sad.
"This is my last request. I beg you to stay, okay." He begged her as if he was as humble as dust.
My heart really hurts so much.
He actually had such a tone.
It really made her feel ashamed.
Why, why should he be so kind to himself, why should he indulge himself so much, and why should he make himself feel so sad?
Ye Yang, Ye Yang, how embarrassed I am. Qiao Ni gritted her teeth hard to prevent tears from falling. She didn't say anything, so she acquiesced to his behavior.
The moment the door closed, Ye Yang took another look at Qiao Ni who was paused on the ground, then turned and left.
The back looks so bleak and thin.
.......
Goodbye, Ye Yang, thank you for your kindness to me, your love for me, and your tolerance for me.
You really shine on people's hearts like sunshine, but things that are too beautiful are not suitable for me like this.
I only belong to loneliness, to loneliness, to the loneliness outside of prosperity.
Qiao Ni squatted on the ground, thinking silently, sobbing, and her tears kept flowing. It seemed that today was the last time. She would shed all her tears in her life for this man.
From now on, I will never feel hurt or tired for anyone again.
Licking wounds alone.
Until life.
but,
From now on, I will live a good life and live happily every day.
Smile happily every day.
Smiling fiercely.
Because when you look up and smile when you are happy, tears will not flow out.
Instead, it flows into my heart.
........
Since that day, both men disappeared in vain from her life, and she sealed all memories about them.
She sent the crown, bracelet, and Lo-shaped necklace to Lo's CEO's office. After writing Zhong Tianyou's name, she looked at the word and paused again and again.
She couldn't tell what kind of feelings she had for him, but she might have liked him a little bit.
At least, every time she was in crisis, he would come forward to help her out and help her eliminate all troubles.
He called her stupid, caused her a lot of trouble, gave her headaches and made her tired. She really didn't know what it was like.
However, he hurt her in the end.
Cruel and merciless.
In line with his domineering, his despotism.
However, it doesn't suit her.
Whenever she saw the Crown Building, her eyes felt slightly astringent, almost to the point of tears.
On the day when the newly built Tianqiao teaching building was inaugurated, she did not attend it. Instead, she took over a French exchange group and went on a business trip for a few days.
She was afraid of hearing that name.
Overpass.
The official explanation is: a bridge between students and knowledge.
However, she was afraid that the word "bridge" contained a word for her: Qiao.
She doesn't want it.
There are more and more reports about him on the Internet and in newspapers and periodicals.
Lo annexed YV Company, introduced new equipment and developed new projects, catching up with what was previously claimed to be the world's most advanced technological products, and CEO Lo was rumored to be having an affair with a popular female star.
There are so many things about him.
About her was buried under the sea.
They really shouldn't have crossed paths in the first place.
...
As for Ye Yang, she didn't even dare to think about it.
It's passed.
.......
She buried all her thoughts and continued to teach as usual. No one noticed anything strange about her except herself. She was still serious, responsible, and gentle, still busy with various lesson plans, and still clever in teaching.
Liked by students and teachers.
Yes, this is the best. Even if you are in pain, you should hide yourself well.
She did it.
Should you be happy for yourself?
No matter how painful it is, you can get through it.
Really, just grit your teeth and endure it, and it will be fine.
The pain is so extreme that the pain is so numb that you really can’t feel the pain at all.
Summer vacation is coming soon, and she is planning to go to the beach to relax and change the environment and mood.
After the last course exam, the students are about to go on summer vacation. Qiongni is also preparing for her trip to France. A few days ago, she was notified that University C will conduct academic exchanges with a university in Paris during the summer vacation.
There are the names of most of the teachers in the French group, including of course Joni.
"If I am interested in a school there, I can still stay in France." Several teachers in the group were having a heated discussion, obviously showing great interest in going to Paris.
"Really?" Xiaolou was so excited that he held his face in his hands and his eyes were filled with stars.
"Of course, what the director said can still be false." Xiao Tang flipped his hair as if he was not bothered by the overly strong expression of this blustering little girl.
"Hey, Sister Xiao Qiao, you have to work hard, try to find a handsome guy over there, and then marry him. Hehe, if you give birth to a French mixed-race baby, he will definitely be very beautiful." Xiaolou continued to use her beautiful imagination,
Because she had just arrived and was not qualified to go, she could only place all her hopes on Qiao Ni.
"This is what you think." Qiao Ni was helpless, why is this girl always so energetic?
"Hey, French men are all super, handsome, and romantic. A long French kiss, under the Eiffel Tower, next to the Arc de Triomphe, on the Champs Elysées. Oh my God, it's so romantic." Xiaolou was obviously intoxicated in the dream he had made up.
I forgot that this was an office and there was the sound of the director's footsteps approaching.
"..." Qiao Ni was really speechless.
"Then let's go with Teacher Ji." Last time Xiaolou collided with that handsome, young and introverted Teacher Ji who always disliked her, and there was a strange spark.
From time to time, I would send some local specialties, fresh fruits and vegetables, and some weird gadgets that Xiaolou likes.
During this period, the two of them were constantly at odds with each other. They had a disagreement over a school event and had an argument. He felt that it was inappropriate to make noises all day long, while Xiaolou felt that he was dull, dull, pedantic and old-fashioned.
In short, they often hurt each other.
Unexpectedly, the result after Mars collided with the earth was that the auras of the two people would actually match.
It seems that fate is such a strange thing.
"Who wants him to accompany you, that piece of wood?" Although Xiaolou said harshly, his face could not help but blush.
"Why are you with me?" The director's voice came from behind them, making Xiaolou tremble with fright.
"Haha." It's a terrible thing to be eavesdropped. Xiaolou smiled stupidly.
"What's the matter, director?" Qiao Ni felt anxious when she saw the director now, always feeling that he had some inexplicable affair with Zhong Tianyou.
"It's about the exchange of visiting groups. This is the information. I will send it to a few of them to look at when the time comes." He said and handed over a thick stack of information.
"Oh, okay, I'll send it to them."
"Director, when can I go to France for exchange?" Xiaolou said happily and expectantly.
"This is another time to practice and practice. After all, you are new here. The most important thing is to start the work in front of you. Teaching is your top priority now. You'd better go to an English training class for internship during the summer vacation." The director said majestically.
"Oh." Xiaolou stuck out his tongue helplessly.
Qiao Ni kept looking at the materials in her hands without looking up, and she didn't put the materials one by one on the teacher's seat until the director left.
The director's words were still echoing in her ears.
"If she performs well, she will probably stay there for two years like an exchange student. As for who can get this opportunity, it depends on her performance." What he said intentionally or unintentionally was what Qiongni heard.
Would it be better if she could stay there for two years? Change the place and change the mood.
She secretly speculated.
.........
In two days, all things at school will be finished and summer vacation will officially begin, and the campus is filled with the smell of separation.
The reluctance of the graduates adds to the sadness here.
"Girl, are you busy? If you have time, can you accompany me?" Ding Xixi's phone call came quietly, as if she had encountered some difficulty again. These days, when trying to find her, her phone has been turned off, or she is not in the service area, and she often says she is not available when looking for someone.
, I don’t know what tricks this guy has been playing recently.
The last time I went to the bar, I made Qioni very depressed. I wonder what she will do this time.
"What's wrong? Let's go traveling. Which one is better, Jiuzhaigou, Zhouzhuang, Hongcun, or Wuzhen?" she said with interest.
"..." She really said whatever she thought of.
"What's wrong with you?" In the summer, where do you go to get bitten by mosquitoes or exposed to the sun? Jiuzhaigou is easy to say, but other places seem to be unable to bear it.
"Uh, it's okay, I just want you to have dinner with me, hehe." She smiled unnaturally and spoke garbledly.
"..."
"Are you okay?" You won't go to a bar and go crazy.
"It's okay, very good. See you at the 'Lotus Water Village' at 7pm, haha, I hung up." After that, he hung up the phone.
What is this girl doing again, Joni Nana.
.....................
Lotus color water town.
With a simple pastoral style decoration, the dishes inside are all simple farm dishes. Because they use natural organic vegetables and the preparation methods are different, the taste is weird but very delicious. Therefore, the business has been booming, so you must make a reservation at least one week in advance to eat.
Unpainted round wooden table, round wooden stools of the same texture, wooden floors, walls, and roofs create an original ecological atmosphere.
Qiongni found Ding Xixi at the window in the corner, who was helpless and looking at the sunset outside the window.
Her long hair was slightly tied up, and her fair skin was particularly crystal clear under the pink baby blouse. The sunset light shone in, giving her a startling beauty.
"What's wrong?" he asked with concern as he walked to the table and put his bag down.
"Hey, annoying." She looked at Qiao Ni listlessly and continued to look out the window.
"There must be a reason." This guy has always been very nervous, and it would be a big deal to shake her.
"Hey, let's eat first. We'll talk after we're full and strong."
"..."
Home-made tofu, stir-fried vegetables, braised local chicken, fried stinky fish, tomato and egg soup, simple but good dishes, Ding Xixi was very boring, and she threw down her chopsticks after a few bites.
"Hey, don't tell me that you really went through early menopause."
"If this keeps up, it won't happen until then." She looked helpless.
"If you want to kill me, just say so." In this way, the two of them went through menopause together.
Ding Xixi lowered her head and hesitated for a long time, then hesitantly said.
"I, I'm pregnant."
"Ahem, cough, cough." Qiao Ni almost choked to death after drinking some water.