(The last chapter was a bit long-winded. This chapter is simpler. It is purely a side story for Shocking Blade and has nothing to do with the plot. You don’t need to subscribe.)
I admire her tenacity from the bottom of my heart, but her persistence and kindness make me feel sad.
Xuanyuan Chengtian's different treatment of her made me very uneasy, and I couldn't help but feel relieved when I thought about it: The prince is a romantic, and he is just greedy for her for a while!
Somehow, I felt inexplicably at ease!
Sure enough, Qingcheng was framed and banned from the house. The prince and Yifei just because of the general's words, "Qingcheng is seriously ill, so he left without seeing anyone!"
I can't let go in my heart.
Under that tall laurel tree, in that small courtyard.
The sound of the piano is as cool as water, the sorrow is long, and the desolation flowing from my fingers is burned into my heart: as if the gentle ups and downs of the tunes at my fingertips are the flowers blooming and falling in this life.
I picked up Dongxiao, which I had not touched for a long time, and inadvertently followed her melody. My mood followed the lingering music, and my joys and sorrows were conveyed to me.
Later, I finally found out that it was called "Butterfly Lovers". I thought its story must be poignant and moving, but I didn't ask. I had an unexplainable feeling in my heart. I couldn't help but question the true love in the world: "Is there really such a thing in this world?"
Kind of love?”
Qingcheng told me with certainty: Yes, there must be, it’s just that you haven’t encountered it!
Yes! There is, otherwise how could I have met you!
For the first time, I told her that I was worried about her!
When I saw that she was fine, I actually laughed! This made me panic, so I could still laugh?
I ran away!
I was pleasantly surprised to meet Qingcheng again at the Flower Festival!
I want to watch the sunrise and sunset of that lifetime with her, watch the morning glow and dusk, and the passing clouds and rain and wind in life,,,,
Maybe having her in the empty house would be different!
I expected that the eldest prince and the prince would send flowers to Qingcheng, but the prince's urgency surprised me.
In the chaotic and awkward atmosphere, Qingcheng shouted loudly to Yifei to take her away. She looked very affectionate, as if the two had been in love for many years, and her eyes were urgent as if he was the only one who could protect her.
"Actually, I can also protect you! I can take you away!" I said silently in my heart.
I couldn't sleep that night, the moonlight was flowing like water in the middle of the night, and Ji Mansion, which was unusually quiet during the day, seemed even more lonely at this time. The ever-changing emotions made me decide at that moment: I want to marry her! With her, Ji Mansion's life will be different.
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Ji Luo was extremely shocked when he found out that I was getting married. He was stunned for three minutes before he realized: It turns out that the young master is serious!
I left everything to Ji Luo! While waiting, I looked at the door of the house for half an hour and half an hour, and asked Ji Luo for half an hour: Why hasn't the matchmaker come back yet?
As if it had been a lifetime, the matchmaker came back with a smile on her face and stretched out her fat palm to ask for the reward: General Yan easily agreed to betroth Qingcheng to me!
As if I was afraid that the general would regret it, I urgently wanted to save him and get married immediately after three days, and the general agreed!
The wish is too easy to come true, but it is unacceptable. Happiness comes so suddenly, which makes me extremely panic! I keep asking: Is this true? Is Qingcheng really going to marry me?
I'm afraid that everything will be like a gorgeous dream! Just like my father often holds my mother's hand and appears in front of me with a smile when midnight rolls around! It will disappear when you are happy!
The happiness that is within easy reach must be like the moon in the mirror, and it is out of reach!
On the wedding day, the moment I lifted my head anxiously, all my worries were verified: God has never let go of being harsh on me! That was a strange woman!
Her cheeks were flushed, and her eyes timidly glanced at me and immediately lowered their eyes. Later I found out: It turned out that it was Qingcheng who didn't want to marry me, so he cunningly replaced her with her!
That night, I was so drunk: She didn’t want to marry me? She didn’t love me!
Thinking about it, I couldn't help but feel angry: I don't want to get married, but I want you to get married! And I will use all means to get you married!
When she got married for the second time, she was kidnapped. From her calm face, I knew that this must be her cunning, but I didn't have the confidence or chips to bet on the little doubts in my heart: I was afraid of losing her, afraid of seeing her.
I can't afford to bet on even the slightest chance of her being injured!
I have been searching for her without any news, and I am always thinking about whether she is okay? Is she not being bullied? Has something happened to her? I am worried about all this all the time, and I know how heartbreaking it is to love someone!
Everything went as expected, she came back safe and sound!
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I want to pamper her like all husbands in the world who dote on their wives.
Xiu Qingqing, the woman I have no intention of marrying back. I asked the emperor to marry her. I want to marry her in a glorious way and make her the happiest and most beautiful bride in the world. I also want her to be the most enviable and jealous one in the world.
Jealous woman.
A gorgeous dream was shattered due to self-defeation, and fell into another nightmare: she turned out to be the goddess that I could not hope to reach.
He resisted the emperor and refused to let her go easily. However, Qingcheng had a sad look on his face and said lightly: "Thank you for your love! But I have never loved you! Besides, I will give you the affection you want."
I’m sorry! I’m sorry! Please let go!”
The injury when I turned around and left burned my eyesight! I began to forget what she had just said, and deceived myself into thinking that she was doing this just to protect me!
Being imprisoned in the house by Xuanyuan Qi made me hate my subordinates and my own powerlessness!
She appeared in my life like a flash in the pan, disrupting my original trajectory! Like a naughty child, she stirred up a pool of muddy water and then ignored it!
I have always suspected that I had a beautiful dream! But Qingqing, who has returned to Ji Mansion, and the news coming out from the palace all the time, prove that this is an indisputable fact!
So, decadence became my main theme again, drinking alcohol and making trouble became what I had to do every day!
I accidentally bumped into her in a restaurant that day, and the longing in my heart suddenly grew as long as weeds, and I couldn't stop it.
I thought I didn't bury it deep enough or cover it bottom enough, but in fact, those wounds and pains have already penetrated deep into my bones and been engraved in my heart.
In fact, there was a time when I wanted to forget her! I thought about spending the rest of my life with Qingqing, who has always been protecting me, wouldn't that be great?
I tried hard to convince myself and tried hard to let myself learn to forget.
I want to forget her every smile and every word she said. But the more it happens, the clearer I remember it! Every smile, every word, is like a thorn in my heart!
This is my incompetence!
Perhaps, this is also the helplessness of being destined but not destined in this world!
In the end, even though I knew she was my disaster, I still refused to escape and was willing to plunge in!
When I see her who is always easily hurt, I feel sad and hate her! I hate her kindness, I hate her weakness! But! Maybe it is that kindness and weakness that makes me so willing!
(This extra chapter is very boring! I will start writing the plot tomorrow! There will be a free extra chapter tomorrow, thank you for your support! I am too sleepy! I can’t open my eyes, so go to sleep first!)