If love is a cup of poisonous wine, I am the one who is willing to drink it with a smile to quench my thirst!
Once again, I met her and saved her.
Seeing her injured, my heart aches beyond compare. Why can't she protect herself? Why is she so easily injured?
I want to protect her, I want to take her away to a place where no one can hurt her! But where can I go?
Once again, I felt powerless!
I know clearly in my mind that she does not belong to me, and there is no safe enough place in the world to hide us. Maybe it is better and safer for her to be her goddess.
I don’t dare to touch her, even though my heart longs to caress the obvious pain; I don’t dare to look at her again, even though I long to see her again! However, I’m afraid that I can only take one look at myself.
I never want her to leave!
Pretending to be angry, he yelled at her to leave. His cold words were directed at her, but it was himself who was wounded to the core.
Apparently I'm not good at lying, so she tried to turn around and look into my eyes.
I panicked and could no longer harden my heart enough to speak harshly to her.
I can no longer treat her as coldly as I treat others! It’s different because she is Qingcheng!
I helplessly told her what I was thinking, and I desperately hoped that she could protect herself when I was away. Even if I was the one who got hurt, I was willing to do so!
There was silence for a long time, and finally a very polite acceptance! Then she really left! She left me resolutely, without looking back!
At that moment, I regretted it! I regretted letting her go like this!
In fact, before I met her, I had always wanted to ask her about her feelings, but I really did! But I forgot! When I woke up and remembered, the house was empty and the light was slightly cold!
After a long time, every time I thought of her, I would always make the crazy assumption that if I had asked that day! As long as she nodded, I would never let her go even if I was afraid of being the enemy of the entire Tianchen!
In the days that followed, I suddenly became diligent, practicing sword dancing day and night, and then fell asleep when I was extremely exhausted, never allowing myself to have any free time in my life.
Qingqing was extremely distressed when she took her back because she promised to Qingcheng, but she knew: I won't let myself have time to think of her again!
I thought this would work!
Xuanyuan Qi announced that the world will accept the goddess of heaven as his concubine. This news shocked me! How could things be like this? Didn't she like Xuanyuan Yifei?
But I have been banned and cannot even enter Chaoyang Gate.
The night the emperor accepted her, I wandered outside the Chaoyang Palace, got drunk and fell unconscious. When I woke up, the news I learned was far more shocking than in my dream: there were assassins in the night, and the palace was burned down.
Xuanyuan Qibing (I found out later that he had already died at that time!) Qingcheng’s whereabouts are unknown!
My heart lifted up for her again: Where has she gone? Is she okay? But I am still so powerless, I have to rely on my own subordinates to even find out the news!
The blue sea and mulberry fields may be able to change overnight. Once the rulers of Xixia and Beimu Kingdom left, Xuanyuan Qi died, and Qingcheng was buried with him.
The gap between heaven and earth has suddenly narrowed. This is not the ending I want. If she is really buried with her, I think it would be better to marry Xuanyuan Qi. After all, I know there is still such a person in this world.
She, under the same sky, we breathe the same air.
Her words seemed to be lingering in my ears, and her breath seemed to linger in my nose! "I don't want her to die!"
The whole world seems to be collapsing! How could I let her die!
I made secret arrangements in private and sent someone to replace the poisoned wine given to her.
When I went to the imperial mausoleum according to the calculated time, it was empty. I searched frantically. When I was exhausted, I finally confirmed: someone had taken her away earlier!
Even after racking my brain, I couldn't figure out who the person who took her away was.
A few days later, the Queen Mother, who knew everything, was furious and immediately ordered her to be taken away. Xuanyuan Chengtian, who had just ascended to the throne of God, also issued an order to find her, but the content was completely opposite to the Queen Mother: find her and bring her to him unharmed!
Whoever hurts her will die!
When did Xuanyuan Chengtian become infatuated with Qingcheng?
Xuanyuan Yifei is also secretly looking for her! It seems that none of them know the whereabouts of Qingcheng, and the final finger points are all directed at the heads of Xixia and Beimu Kingdoms who have left the palace, but seem to know some truth!
Follow these few clues.
After checking, Beimu Kuang had already returned home, but strangely, according to reports from spies in Beimu Kingdom, the leader of Beimu Kingdom did not show up in front of the ministers after returning home! What is even more puzzling is that the leader of Xixia Kingdom suddenly turned around on the way back.
Running towards a border town where the sky is bright, this has to make people suspicious.
There are many people looking for Qingcheng, which is a good thing for me! As long as she is alive and well, that is better than anything else!
However, the angry Queen Mother issued an order to kill anyone on sight, which worried me for a long time. This had to make me find Qingcheng faster than others!
In the wild grass, the crawling body made me feel so distressed that I couldn't breathe: How could my Qingcheng look so haggard? How could my Qingcheng be abandoned in the wilderness?
When I saw her weakly fainting, I wanted to destroy the whole world.
I thought I could completely own her from now on! But she still doesn't love me!
It is an incurable disease, this is what the most famous doctor in the morning told me solemnly, shaking his head!
I was extremely angry. It was so difficult for me to find her on the verge of death, but he told me: Incurable disease?
People all over the world can die, but she still wants to live well!
I took the doctor's whole family hostage and ordered him to save her or let his whole family be buried with her!
She is getting better slowly, and I am grateful to God for the only kindness he showed me! The previous hardships seem to be insignificant now!
Thank God for letting her live and live well!
She can always see through my thoughts, and because of her, I let go of the doctor who saved her!
With her, it was really different. In the silent house, there was laughter! The empty garden was filled with life because of her.
It turns out that with her, Ji Mansion can really be filled with joy and laughter!
We are as warm as a family, and this situation makes me obsessed with it! Even if she doesn't marry me, even if she doesn't love me! But just watching her and looking at her every day, I am still extremely satisfied!
During the time I have her, I hope it will continue like this, just continue like this,,,,,,
Later, the sudden change of her wanting to escape from Ji Mansion made me feel distressed for a long time: How could she treat me like this? I just wanted to protect her by not letting her leave?
I'm angry, I'm angry, I don't deserve it anymore!
However, I have long been terminally ill with her and cannot let go of her. My heart has already been lost when I saw her, leaving only her shadow that is so thick that it cannot be dissolved!
The blank space in my life has already been filled by her and dyed with ink color!
When I met her in the front palace, I hugged her distressedly, like a treasure that I had lost for a long time. I felt distressed and full of joy at the same time! She was fine!
Xuanyuan Chengtian's anger and accusation once again made me feel that my position was low and low. I listened to him shouting over and over again: Qingcheng is my noble concubine, how dare you get involved?
"Qingcheng is obviously mine!" I thought angrily, and a thought flashed through my mind: "If I were the emperor, wouldn't I have to face such accusations? Wouldn't anyone in Qingcheng be watching?
?Will we live a happy life?
I was frightened by my own thoughts! This was treason!
Qingcheng interceded with Xuanyuan Chengtian on my behalf, and his words were a bit fierce.
"She still cares about me!" There was a hint of happiness in my heart, and then it became sad again: We are destined to be separated, because there are too many obstacles between us!
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Tianchen is becoming more and more panicked, there are many rumors and infamy about Qingcheng,,,
I don’t believe it: it’s not her who’s wrong, it’s Xuanyuan Chengtian! It’s Xuanyuan Chengtian who didn’t protect her properly!
Xuanyuan Chengtian actually sent her to a high platform to win the trust of the people for the sake of his own country. I was angry! This time I firmly wanted to take her away, but the world was still so unsatisfactory! Qingcheng was still killed because of me.
Taken away!
I stood up and faced the shameless reputation in the world - rebellion!
I didn’t expect that the goodbye would look like this!
"Jingren, are you really peeking into Tianchen's country with the intention of treason?" This was her doubt.
At that moment, someone poked a hole in my heart, and I gasped at the cold wind: How could she think so? It was all because of her that I was like this! Because I wanted to protect her;
Her disdain and curse; because of the misunderstanding of her in the world; because of her happiness,,,,
But she doesn't know!
"Jingren, can you stop killing, stop hurting so many innocent people, and stop letting so many innocent soldiers die!" Qingcheng looked at me expectantly, begging softly, his eyes as bright as the morning stars.
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It’s like she’s back to the past again! Many years have passed, and she’s still so kind!
If that is the case, she will be happy, and I will be willing to do so!
She begged Xuanyuan Chengtian again for me, but Qingcheng, do you know: I have no way to retreat!
Smiling softly, I hugged her into my arms, trying my best to absorb this unique breath that I will never forget and only belongs to her! It hurts so much that I can’t let go. If I can, I want to take her away!
I am so reluctant to give up on her; I am so unwilling to give up on her. Originally, I wanted to say: "Qingcheng, please don't meet me in the next life!"
But as soon as I said the words, I immediately regretted it: I was so reluctant to leave her, and I wanted to protect her so much!
My heart ached, and the words turned out to be: "Qingcheng, if there is a next life, please don't let me meet you again! If you do, can you fall in love with me first and let me tolerate everything about you, no matter what?
Good or bad!”
Maybe it won’t be enough in the next life! I still feel uneasy in the next life!
"Qingcheng, if we are destined to be separated in the next life, then please make an agreement with me to continue to love each other in the next life!"
The moment the dagger in my hand was inserted into my heart, I remembered for no reason that under the tall laurel tree, in that small courtyard isolated from the world, in that cool, water-like, desolate and sad tune, you told me firmly with your eyes: This world is like "
The persistent true love of "Butterfly Lovers", it's just that you haven't met it yet!
"Qingcheng, I've met you! It's just that fate has been decided for a long time. I've been obsessed with it, but I haven't changed it." I said silently in my heart.
"Qingcheng, if there is an afterlife,,,,,"
"If there is an afterlife, we must first agree to each other that we are not allowed to love others in the next life!"
She finally gave me the promise I had been waiting for all my life, and my world finally came to an end!
Ha! In the next life, there is only a story that belongs to the two of us. There is no Xuanyuan Chengtian, no Xuanyuan Yifei, only the two of us - Jingren and Qingcheng!