Falling snow made my heart become heavier and heavier.
This was already the sixth time they had come. In the past few days, their visits every day had shaken her heart little by little.
She understands that love is not a sale, it cannot be parted, and it cannot be negotiated. She has already made a mistake once, and she cannot make a mistake again. It would be disrespectful to their love.
But, in the end, it's not just about their love.
There is also the country, and there are also political arrangements.
She could not care about everything, but she couldn't make things difficult for him.
This matter made her so embarrassed.
He gently stroked his slightly bulging belly with his hand, and said softly: "My child, how should mother make the right decision?"
He stood up and walked towards Longyang Palace.
She couldn't think of an answer, so she didn't want to and just wanted to delay it day by day until she couldn't do it anymore.
In Mingyang Palace, Xuanyuan Leng was not there.
Luoxue frowned slightly, where did he go? Then he raised his head and asked the palace attendants on the side: "Where is the emperor?"
The little eunuch knelt down and whispered: "Go back to the Queen, the Emperor has just left."
"He went out, where did he go? At this time, he should be reviewing the memorial." Luoxue murmured to himself, not expecting the little eunuch to know.
After all, Xuanyuan Leng's affairs were never known to them.
But the young eunuch unexpectedly replied: "I saw that the emperor seemed very irritable just now. He reviewed half of the memorial and then walked out."
Irritated?
When Luoxue heard this, she frowned slightly, "What's wrong with Leng? Did he encounter something difficult to solve?" However, these days, whenever he encounters any troublesome things, he will discuss them with her. But
I didn't meet him on the way here just now?
What happened?
Go towards the table.
Although women should not interfere in government affairs, Lieng allowed her to help him handle some simple political affairs, so she did not avoid this whenever no one was around.
Organize some memorials for him and handle some simple matters.
The pile of memorials on the table is a bit messy.
She walked over gently, sorting out the memorials one by one, then returned to her place, waiting for Leng to come back.
But when she finished sorting out the memorial, the cooling still hadn't returned.
So she sat down quietly, picked up the memorial on the case, and began to read it.
When she saw the third, fourth, and fifth books, a gloomy look flashed in her eyes.
It was a memorial submitted by officials of all levels in the DPRK.
The content above belongs to the same category, the queen is the exclusive favorite, and the relatives have the most sovereignty, which is worrying...
My lower lip was bitten until it turned white.
She should have known earlier that although those ministers went to her repeatedly to beg her to establish another sixth palace, saying it was to spread the branches and leaves, in fact, the main purpose was this.
It's just that I have been deceiving myself and others, and only at this moment am I willing to see everything clearly.
Leng, that’s why you’re bothered!
If you fail to comply with the people's wishes, I'm afraid that in the long run, it will arouse the officials' resentment.
He pressed the memorial with his hand, but felt a slight pain in his heart.
The heart that had been undecided seemed to have made a decision at this moment.
She knew that if things were explained clearly, Leng would definitely not agree, so she could only bear all the blame herself. Even though she felt wronged, it was worth it for him.
There was an unprecedented determination in his eyes.
His hand, gently, closed the memorial and put it back into place.
No wonder, during these days, he no longer asked her to help him review some simple memorials. It turned out that he was just afraid that she would see these memorials.
She actually thought he was afraid that she would be too tired from the pregnancy.
How silly!
When she heard familiar footsteps coming from outside, her hand gently crossed the corner of her eyes, wiping away the tears that shouldn't have been shed at this time.
The corner of his mouth curled into a smile, covering up all the bitterness.
Looking at the visitor with a charming smile: "Leng, are you back?"
"When did you come here?" Xuanyuan Leng asked. The originally irritable and gloomy face suddenly lifted the clouds and revealed a touch of tenderness.
"I've been here for a while and saw that your table was messy, so I tidied it up for you." Luoxue said with a slight smile, her eyes clear, hiding all thoughts.
She couldn't let him see that she had read the memorials.
Although he didn't say anything, she could tell from his eyes that he actually wanted to ask her if she had read it.
So she smiled slightly and asked, "Where did you go? I heard from the little eunuch that you were a little irritable today. Why?" She asked deliberately pretending not to know.
Xuanyuan Leng finally smiled reassuringly: "It's nothing, I'm just a little bored after reading the memorials. Let's go out and get some fresh air." He said, sat down in front of the case, and with a wave of his hand, covered all the memorials without comment.
I was afraid that Luoxue would accidentally see it.
Luoxue looked at his actions, and her heart ached even more.
She stood up, walked behind him, and gently massaged him with her snow-white hands. She was not very good at it and had only recently learned it from a full-time waitress.
Just because I want to do more things for him.
He narrowed his eyes slightly. Although her touch was not very good, in his heart, it was the best.
The slender hands gently pressed the hands that were squeezing his shoulders, and sighed softly: "Xue'er, it's so nice to have you..."
There was an moved smile at the corner of Luoxue's mouth, and her eyes, for some reason, were filled with tears just because of his words. She raised her head, looked at the top of her head, and forced the tears back.
Take a deep breath.
A few husbands are enough for a lifetime...
What else could she pursue?
"Did the baby kick you?" He smiled, put his head gently on her belly, and asked with a smile. During this time, the baby kicked so hard that Luoxue often couldn't sleep in the middle of the night because of it.
Good sleep.
"Well, I kicked him a few times in the morning, and he's fine now!" she said softly. As soon as she talked about the child, all her worries seemed to disappear.
After hearing this, Leng turned around and placed his thin lips gently on her belly: "Boy, be good and don't kick your mother again!"
The tone was full of domineering.
Luoxue smiled, this man seemed to only know how to be gentle to himself.
Even to the children, he gave instructions so domineeringly.
"He's not even born yet, and you're just pointing the finger at him! When he kicked me, he was just showing off to me," Luoxue said softly.
Xuanyuan Cooling was full of dissatisfaction: "I've been kicking you so hard even before I was born. I don't know how to feel sorry for my mother, but I still have to take good care of her!"
"What kind of nonsense is this..." Luoxue couldn't help but laugh. This man, sometimes, is so cold and cute...