She loves summer because of her hot passion; autumn because of her full maturity; she loves winter because of her transcendent purity.
But she loves spring more, because spring brings infinite vitality, especially New Year's Day, which means the beginning of a new year.
So, what will the new year be like for her and Leng?
Standing on the platform, looking at the bright and colorful fireworks that are constantly shooting up from the horizon, they are not to be outdone, blooming gorgeously in an instant, like the nine-day jade girl dancing down the fairy plum blossoms all over the sky, each one is delicate and the petals are gorgeous.
In her hand was his warm hand, which warmed her heart.
Looking at the capital city, the lights are bright and the whole capital city is very busy. Happy people are singing and laughing.
A smile on his lips.
Presumably, those ordinary families must be one family, gathering together happily.
How she wished that she was one of those families, so that she could be completely selfish with Leng, without having to take into account other things, or think about so many things.
How wonderful it is to get up in the morning and work and then lie down at sunset.
They can rely on each other in the dusk and enjoy the sunset together.
They can rely on each other in the morning dew and enjoy the sunrise together at dawn.
Hands, unconsciously, held his big hand tighter.
Sensing Luoxue's unusualness, Xuanyuan Leng lowered his head and asked, "What's wrong?" She had been thinking a lot these past few days, but when asked, she never said anything.
She began to have concerns that she didn't want to express to him.
This made him uncomfortable.
But he didn't want to force her, he waited until she was willing to confess her feelings to him.
Luoxue lowered her head and blinked away the tears in her eyes, not wanting him to see it. She just responded softly: "Maybe I have been standing for a long time and am a little tired. I want to go back to the palace to rest first."
"That's it." Xuanyuan Leng heard that she was tired, so he gently put his hand around her and held her half in his arms: "I will accompany you back."
Luoxue shook her head gently: "No need, it's rare to be so happy tonight. There will be a banquet later. It's not good that you, the emperor, are not here. I can just go back by myself."
Xuanyuan Leng looked at her, and suddenly, there was a feeling of sadness and anger in his heart.
What happened to her?
Why, why should you reject him like this?
This doesn't look like she loves him!
"Then let me take you back to the palace." He said.
But she smiled faintly and held his hand: "No need, just ask Qi Bao to accompany me back. You can stay here."
She suddenly felt that her eyes were so sore, and she couldn't control herself when faced with his tenderness.
She was afraid that facing him and looking at all this commotion would make her unable to hold back the tears in her eyes. After this year, it was time for her to speak out.
Xuanyuan Leng took a deep look at her. There was an unknown meaning in his thick eyes, but he didn't say anything more. He just said: "Okay."
A simple sentence, nothing else, just looking at her eyes with a hint of unknown pain and heartache.
My own pain, my heartache for her...
"Then I'll leave first." Such a lively and happy night was not suitable for a sad person like her.
Carrying Qi Bao and several maids, he returned to Zhaoyang Palace.
After dismissing a group of people, a man sat in front of the window, looking out the window at the bright sky, and his tears gently fell down.
She knew that once she said it, there would definitely be a big gap between them. She couldn't let him know that she made this decision for him.
Then, this misunderstanding is bound to happen.
There wasn't even a light in the bedroom. She specifically asked the palace maid not to light it. She just wanted to put herself in darkness.
It seems like this will make you feel better.
Hold your chest tightly with both hands.
Her clear eyes looked so bright in the darkness.
Suddenly, there was an extra hand on his waist, and it was wrapped around him from behind.
There was no need to look back, she already knew who it was.
The faint sandalwood scent, mixed with his unique scent, hit your nose.
She didn't say anything, she just leaned gently against the warm chest.
"Why are you here?" It turned out that she was so eager for his appearance.
"Don't say that I'm not in the mood without you. With you like this, how can I safely drink and chat outside? After the banquet started, I said a few words and asked everyone to continue singing, and then came." Xuanyuan Leng was affectionate.
said.
"Isn't this always bad?" Luo Xueqing said. After all, it was a gathering of ministers once a year. It was always not good for him to walk away like this.
"What's wrong? If I say it's good, it's good. Who dares to say it's not good?" Xuanyuan Leng said domineeringly. In front of others, he was always so unreasonable.
Luoxue said nothing more, just leaned gently in his arms. At this moment, she no longer wanted to think about those unnecessary constraints.
She just wanted to be selfish for a while longer.
After a long time, I suddenly heard Xuanyuan Leng ask: "Xue'er, what's going on with you these days?"
Luoxue didn't expect that he would ask. Originally, she thought she would wait until the end of the year to talk about it, but now that he mentioned it, maybe it was the right time to talk about it.
Looking at the horizon with her clear eyes, she said softly: "Leng, after the New Year, arrange a date to choose a concubine and abandon the harem!" Every word seemed to be cutting her flesh and blood with a knife.
It hurts so much.
When Xuanyuan Leng heard this, his face became gloomy, and he asked for a long time, "Why?"
That voice was filled with suppressed anger.
No matter what the reason, he would not allow Luoxue to push him into the arms of another woman.
Why?
Why?
Just because she can't be so selfish and ignore him!
But how could she say it?
"I don't want outsiders to say that I am a queen who charms the monarch, is selfish, narrow-minded, and has no maternal etiquette. I... want to be a queen that everyone admires." She said this without knowing her heart.
"Is this what you mean?" Xuanyuan said coldly.
Luoxue didn't look at him, she didn't dare to look into his eyes, but the chest behind her seemed to have become so cold and hard at this moment, without any warmth.
She nodded heavily: "Yes."
"You want to push me into the arms of another woman just because of your face?" Xuanyuan Leng felt so disappointed. He would endure anything for her, but she did it for her so-called face.
And abandon him.
How ridiculous this is!
Luo Xue bit her lower lip until it turned white, and then she said the words: "I can't stand these infamy. I will be infamy for thousands of years."
He changed her hand and suddenly became distorted. After a while, his body gently stepped away and looked at her back. It was so familiar, but at this moment, it became unfamiliar.
Once upon a time, there was a woman who loved him deeply, but abandoned him for power and status.
Now she wants to abandon him for all the fame and fortune.
How ridiculous!
He always thought that there was true love in the world.
It turns out that we can’t escape the secular world.