I always thought that I would live like this for the rest of my life, that I would not be emotional for any woman or stop playing for any woman. But until she appeared, I didn’t know that there was something in this world that I had never thought of, but
But the love that I long for exists...
That day, Master brought back a woman from the snowy mountains. I had never seen her, but her name always sounded in my ears.
Since she arrived, Master has been nagging at me all day long, asking me how to make that girl laugh? Why does she always frown and ignore him?
After hearing this, I smiled nonchalantly, intending to make fun of him as an old man: I hugged my concubine with one hand and said uninhibitedly: "That's because you are old and have lost your charm!"
Master was so angry at me that he must make that girl laugh once!
At that time, I was thinking, what kind of woman would make that naughty and unruly master take her so seriously?
I heard from people in the palace that the master had shamelessly taken that girl in. When I heard this news, I wanted to see who could make Master Mo Se beg to be accepted as his disciple.
In the world of martial arts, who doesn’t know about Snow Palace? Who doesn’t know about Mo Se? But such a woman appeared, and she made me curious for the first time in my life!
I remember that when I met her for the first time that day, I heard a burst of piano music. It was so ethereal and graceful that it was not like human music!
I was drinking and having fun with my concubine in Xiaoyao Palace. The palace was already full of singing and dancing, but I was still attracted by the sound of the piano.
I walked out of Xiaoyao Palace alone, and after hearing the sound, I searched for it until I came to the door of Xueyuan Palace. The woman's back was turned to me. It seemed that she heard me coming, and her music suddenly stopped.
I stood there in astonishment without moving, but she slowly turned around to look at me, and that's when I saw her face!
I don’t know how to describe how shocked I am by her appearance. Her stunning beauty seems a little dull!
"Hello!" I smiled politely, and after being stiff for a moment, I only said these two words to her. I became nervous when I faced a woman for the first time.
She looked at me, her Qiu Shui eyes were calm and unrippled, she nodded slightly and replied: "Hello!"
Her voice is clear and low-pitched, repelling and alienating, yet possessing an attractive magic power.
I could see that she was a little repelled by my appearance, but I still walked towards her, sat down a little unceremoniously, and asked: "You are Master's new disciple, right? I am your senior brother."
, Xiao Ran!”
I introduced myself and kept staring at her. Maybe she thought I was strange at that time, and she looked directly into my eyes without avoiding it. After hearing what I said, she smiled lightly and said, "My name is Ye Qingcheng!"
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From that day on, a woman lived in my heart, her name was Ye Qingcheng!
After meeting her, I seem to be changing intentionally or unintentionally. I will not sing and sing every night, and I will not be drunk with those concubines. I want to leave a good influence in her heart, so I will be free and happy.
All the women in the palace were sent down the mountain.
My decision was seen by the cynical master. He understood who I was doing this for, but Qingcheng didn't know. Maybe she knew and didn't give me any response...
Qingcheng lived in Xueyuan Palace for two years. During this time, we got along day and night. I thought that as long as I waited patiently, she would have a place for me in her heart, but I found that I was wrong!
When she received the letter from home that she was going back, I saw her smile. The look of her not feeling sad and looking forward to it for a long time told me that she was always thinking of her big brother, even though I spent two years hoping that I would
I can enter her heart, but she keeps the door closed and doesn't let me in...
Finally she left. She left the Snow Palace and out of my sight during the two years when I was used to seeing her!
Master knew that I was in a bad mood and asked me to go down the mountain for a walk. But my heart has gone with her, no matter where I am!
I fully expected her to come back, but while I was waiting, I got the news that she was getting married.
When I heard about this, I rushed to the Imperial City overnight to see her, but I met her and her elder brother when passing by the Blue Mountains...
I finally met the man in her heart. It turned out that this was Ye Yunmo whom she had loved deeply for many years.
To be honest, I was a little disappointed when I first met him. I didn’t understand why Qingcheng liked him? Did they grow up together and confused family affection for love? Or was this man special to her?
What's the difference?
I was a little jealous of Ye Yunmo, so I deliberately exposed his lies in front of Qingcheng. But my intentional separation actually helped increase Ye Yunmo's status in Qingcheng's heart. She said that she would not marry anyone who is not a good man in her life!
At that moment, there was a crack in my heart, because her words crushed all the hopes I had hidden in my heart!
I gave Bing Xin Jade to her and left with my own sorrow...
Later I learned that she still married the son of the Tian family. She committed herself to marrying a man she didn't love for the sake of Ye Mansion and Ye Yunmo.
If the man she was betrothed to was not Murong Jue, I would help her escape from the devil's clutches, but that man's power is too deep. He is a legend of the Yun Kingdom, which makes me powerless!
I was there on the day of her wedding, but I just hid in a distant place and watched her get on the sedan chair. Although her face was covered with red, I believe she must have been very beautiful that day...
I was drunk that night, and Master took me back to the inn. I said a lot of things, but when I woke up, I couldn't remember a word of them.
Master just said to me with some worry: "Go back, Xiaoyao Palace has been too deserted in recent years, don't you think?"
I understand what he means. He wants me to go back to the Xiao Ran I was before, the carefree and even heartless Xiao Ran I was before I met Qingcheng. But I told Master that I can't go back...
If the feelings I have given can be withdrawn, I will not be so painful, and Qingcheng will not be so painful!
When I met her again, it was because Cai Die came to see me. At that time, I thought something had happened to Qingcheng, so I rushed there without stopping. But when I arrived, I discovered that she had asked Cai Die to come to me for Murong Jue.
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My heart felt a little cold at that time. I don't know when she started to care about this cold man? Was it because he was too strong, or was he really like a god who won Ye Yunmo's position in her heart?
After I rescued Murong Jue, I didn't stay for a day longer. I was afraid that I would not be able to control myself and hurt her. I really want to know, if I had treated you like Murong Jue during the two years in the Snow Domain Palace, would you
Can you also give me your heart?
But in the end I didn’t ask, and I didn’t dare to ask….
The sadness again makes me want to go further away. The closer I am to her, the deeper I will miss her!
I don’t know if it was predestined, but no matter how far I went, I still rushed when she needed me.
When Cai Die passed away for the second time, I saw her dying. I hated Murong Jue very much at that time. I was blaming him for not taking good care of her and why she was so seriously injured? But it was also
That time, I also saw his affection and concern for Qingcheng!
Youdie is the incarnation of Qingcheng. Among the seven colorful butterflies, it likes Murong Jue the most. After all the butterflies have gone, it still stays with Murong Jue. I think that is what Qingcheng means, let it be
To comfort him on her behalf...
Seeing that their relationship is on the right track, it seems that I have no hope at all, and I think I should give up completely.
Just when everything should have gone on calmly, God played a fatal joke on Qingcheng. When Dieer came to me for the third time, I hesitated, and felt a little repelled from going to her again, because
I don't want to see them loving and caring about each other.
While I was struggling in my heart, the six butterflies seemed to be in a hurry. Even Yi Die lost his usual patience and started spinning above my head. I knew something must have happened to Qingcheng!
My heart sank, I got up and rushed to the place where Qingcheng's accident happened. When I rushed there, what I saw was a bamboo house burning with blazing flames, and the person I wanted to rescue had already fallen into a pool of blood, completely naked...
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I was very scared at that time. I was afraid that she would die, and I was even more afraid that she would die because I was late!
I asked Die'er to find Master, but I couldn't heal her. When I looked at the burns on her body, my heart felt like it was being punished. I screamed outside the house like crazy, and the pain in my heart made me taste tears.
of bitterness.
After the master arrived, he used his gold-edged Ganoderma lucidum to save her breath. He might not be able to save her, but he would have to get the Polar Snow Lotus.
I think the reason why she was so seriously injured was because of my hesitation. If I had not hesitated or struggled like I did a few times before, would I have been able to rescue her from the sea of fire earlier?
Master told me that I had saved her life. If it weren’t for the Bing Xin Jade I gave her to protect her heart, she might not have been able to get out of the sea of fire!
I don’t know if Master said this to comfort me. At that time, I thought in my heart that I had to save her and I couldn’t let her die, so I shouldered the responsibility of going to the polar regions to search for snow lotus. I must find it within three days.
Otherwise, if the dead baby in her belly cannot fall out of her body, she will die!
I know losing her child must be a big blow to her, but as long as she can live, it is better than dead!
I prayed to God to let me find Snow Lotus as scheduled. Maybe God also thought that she should not die. On the second day of my trip to the Pole, I accidentally rescued a little snow fox and got Snow Lotus.
I didn't delay and took Xue Hu and Xue Lian back to Xueyu Palace. Master was really surprised to see that I could find Xue Lian in such a short time. He said that maybe all this was God's will.
The master boiled the snow lotus into medicine and gave it to Qingcheng. She had been in a coma, but when the fetus slipped out of the body, she suddenly opened her eyes, letting her see that the child she had been pregnant with for six months was gone!
Her life was saved, but her soul was lost...
Xiaoxuehu has been staying by Qingcheng's bed since she met her, as if we have known each other for a long time, not letting anyone else get close, except for me, of course!
She woke up seven days later, but she had completely changed. She dragged her weak body to the top of the snow alone, stood on the edge of the cliff, and kept crying.
Master and I found her, but she told us all to stop there and not allow us to pass. She shouted Murong Jue's name until blood flowed from her mouth!
We all know that she was seriously injured this time. Even though the physical scars can be healed, the wounds on her heart cannot be healed!
She called Master and said, "He has never loved me, never loved me!"
The wound on her face opened and blood flowed from her cheek. My heart felt like it was hanging.
The master also shouted anxiously: "Baby, be good, come here, master will help you teach him a lesson, come here quickly!"
She has a different relationship with Master than I do. She has been calling Master since she started school, but that day she called Master!
Her tears seemed to be unstoppable, and finally I saw tears of blood flowing from the corners of her eyes. She shouted to the sky: "Have you really never loved? Have you really never loved? Murong Jue, Murong Jue..."
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The echo is still ringing in our ears, but her people jumped off the cliff!
"Qingcheng!" I called her loudly, but when I stepped forward, I had no time to grab the corner of her clothes. I wanted to tell her that without Murong Jue's love, you would still have me!
But she didn’t give me a chance….
Her disappearance also took away the little snow fox. I didn't expect that the little fox I rescued would jump off the cliff with her. Maybe it thought she was too pitiful and lonely...
In the five years since I completely lost her, I went back to the past, drunk and dreaming, unable to wake up day and night, and I didn't want to wake up.
Master couldn't bear to see me in such pain again. He scolded me and even slapped me hard to make me accept the reality. But my heart still hurt. Every time I recalled Qingcheng's face with blood and tears, I couldn't sleep peacefully. I
I could only use wine to numb myself until I received a letter...
I recognized that it was Qingcheng’s note. It turned out that she was still alive and well. She told me that I must be happy and live better than anyone else, because those who love you will not bear to see you sad, and you
The one you love also wants you to be happy!
I suddenly understood that if I love her, then I must first make myself happy so that she does not have to worry, so that she can enjoy the happiness she has now without any scruples...
Although I don’t know where she is now, as long as she can live happily, it is my biggest wish in life!
[This volume is a monologue, and will be written about the four protagonists respectively. Of course, there are some contents that are not included in the main text. Thank you 17048294 for the red envelope and two shining gold medals. Thank you hhy_512 for the two gold medals and andy798926 for the red envelope.