My name is Qingcheng, and everyone says that I live up to my name, and that my stunning beauty will make all women jealous and all men tempted.
Linglong has been envious of my appearance since she was a child, and would always say in my ear: "It would be great if I looked like my second sister!"
But she doesn’t know that I don’t care about this skin at all. Sometimes I even feel that this beautiful face will be the source of pain in my life!
God's gift is fair. It gave me stunning looks and unparalleled talents. Perhaps it was so perfect that I had to leave home for two years when I was sixteen.
Because he helped Linglong perform on stage, her song "Heaven and Earth" shocked the imperial city, and it didn't take long for her to become famous all over the world.
There is an endless stream of people coming to propose marriage, and there are many every day, and every time, my eldest brother blocks them out for me, which makes Linglong hate me even more.
I knew I couldn't stay in this house any longer. Maybe I had to leave for a few days and wait until Linglong had forgotten about this matter before I could come back.
When my parents learned that I was leaving, they did not hold me back or be reluctant to leave. Instead, they said to me: "That's fine, spending some time apart can help your sister be cleaner!"
I know that I am not their biological child, but I love them, but they never seem to truly love me...
I cried because of what my mother said. I don’t know why I cried so sadly that night. Maybe I knew it would be difficult to come back after I left. Maybe I was reluctant to be the only man in the family who gave me warmth...
His name is Ye Yunmo, and he is my eldest brother. He has been very protective of me since I was a child. Every time he has something good, he will give it to me, which makes me feel that he is the person who cares about me the most.
I love him, and since I pretended to be him unknowingly, I have been thinking, will the relationship between me and him blossom?
I want to grow old with him, and I hope he will protect me all my life. Even if no one in the world cares about me, at least I still have him...
Two years later, I received the news at Snowland Palace that my father asked me to return to the city. I was very happy at that time. In fact, I have been waiting for this day. I hope I can go back to that home and see that home again. It makes me think. The man I haven’t forgotten in two years!
I returned to the General's Mansion happily, but I didn't expect that this was the beginning of another person's revenge plan, and I became a pawn in the game...
His name is Murong Jue, he is a myth of the Yun Kingdom and the son of the Tian Family. He has too much glory and power, so the Ye Mansion cannot say no to him.
Because he forced me to become his princess, he chose to marry me not because he loved me, but to hurt me and make me suffer!
I don’t know where I offended such a man, but I saw hatred in his eyes. It was a very deep hatred that scared me and made me want to escape from the world with him...
On the first night I married him, he took revenge on me. His touch made me despair, but he seemed not to be satisfied enough. He leaned on me and told me that all this was just the beginning!
He was right, his punishment and revenge were really just the beginning!
Because of him, Yun Mo wanted to marry another woman. Because of him, Yun Mo wanted to go to Lintong Pass to fight! At that time, he also deliberately tricked me into going to Xiangshan. He wanted me to never see Yun Mo again in my life!
Maybe this is fate, I still know it, I tried my best to escape from his world, he is chasing me, but I dare not stop, I am afraid of returning to the devil again and becoming his forbidden concubine!
But I was still naive. No matter how much I ran away, I could never escape from his clutches. I could only watch Yun Mo leave and watch his disappearing figure. I begged him to forgive me in my heart. I could no longer wait for him to come back...
….
I'm tired, I don't want to live like this all my life. I remember Murong Jue said that if I want to escape, I can only die. Since this is the only way to stay away from his world, I will give it a try...
He hit my body, and he asked me to open my eyes. I did as he wished, but I couldn't see him! I knew that I was about to escape from him successfully, but I couldn't feel happy in my heart. I was still worried about Yunmo, I
He was afraid that he would deal with Yunmo after his cowardly escape.
I vaguely saw him nervously shouting at me not to sleep, asking me to hold on... I thought he must be crazy. If I could escape, why would I come back to him and let him continue to torture me?
I begged him, begged him not to hurt Yun Mo. I lied to him and told him to give him my heart, but his expression seemed to be in pain. Later I lost consciousness and thought I was dead, but when I opened my eyes again I realized
, I was pulled out of hell by the devil!
He has changed since then. Every time he looks at me, his eyes are filled with confusion. He never hurt me again and even took me to Lujiabao. At that time, I was very wary. I didn’t know that he was playing tricks again this time.
What a conspiracy.
Maybe he has already seen my suspicion. He told me clearly that he would not hurt Yunmo again, so that I don't need to be so nervous. But I can't believe him. His palace is too deep, and I can't really trust him...
….
My heart was shocked by his words at the racecourse. I didn't dare to look at his eyes, and I didn't want to think about what he said to me, but his face and his eyes always appeared in my mind!
I don’t know if I made it too obvious, but he saw my discomfort, so he asked me to go back to the imperial city first, so that I wouldn’t be confused when facing him. But when he opened his mouth, he left me alone
When I went back, my heart felt inexplicably lost. I didn't want to leave, but I didn't know why...
No one could disobey his command. When he asked me to go, I could only accept it silently. I remember that the sky was gloomy that day, just like my mood at that time. The carriage was driving along, but I didn’t know where my mind was going.
It was not until the carriage suddenly stopped that my thoughts came back.
I was sitting in the carriage, and suddenly I heard the coachman yelling at me to run faster. I didn’t know what was happening. I opened the curtain and realized that I had been ambushed!
I know the woman in front of me. She is Emperor Yun's concubine Hua Fei. I don't know why she ambushed me halfway.
Maybe she didn't know that I knew martial arts. I escaped under the cover of the driver, and there were many people behind me. I was very scared at that time, and I thought about who could come to save me.
Murong Jue's handsome face flashed through my mind. I was shocked at that time. How could I think of him when I was in the most danger? And could he save the person he hated?
Maybe I am also crazy, and I have lost myself in his long-term torture and entanglement.
When my physical strength was about to run out and I couldn't run anymore, I looked at those men smiling at me ferociously, and I knew I couldn't escape this fate today.
I was a little resigned to my fate. He came just when I was about to die. The man who just suddenly broke into my mind really appeared.
He hugged me tightly and told me that he was there and told me not to be afraid, but I really felt safe and warm at that moment!
It rained heavily that day, and the rain hurt my body. After he dealt with those people, he hugged me and hid in the cave.
I knew I had caught a cold, and my body was hot and cold, but I still heard someone calling me, shouting with love: Qingcheng, Qingcheng...
After I woke up, our conversations were always full of thorns. I don't want to say this, but after speaking out, it made it impossible for both of us to continue.
I left the cave, with a conflicted and complicated heart, but I chose to leave him. However, the danger did not end because of yesterday's killing. I was being held hostage. I knew that they were people sent by the prince, and they were just trying to deal with me.
Deal with Murong Jue.
I seemed a little calm at that time, and suddenly I felt lucky that Murong Jue didn't come, but... he still came!
Those people asked for his life in exchange for mine. I thought he would not agree, but he agreed without hesitation.
The moment I watched him pierce the dagger into my heart, my heart felt as if someone had cut a hole in it. It was so painful that I couldn't stop the tears in my eyes!
I watched him fall, and his handsome face turned pale for a moment. I didn't know why he did this? Didn't he hate me? Then why did he trade his life for mine?
The moment before he fell, his arms were still holding my waist tightly to prevent me from getting hurt. His words rang in my ears. He made me owe him all my life, and I would never pay him back no matter what.
……..
I cried and called his name sadly, but he closed his eyes and was dying!
I kept watching, hoping that he would wake up, but he was not breathing. He made me despair! I kept crying until Xiao Ran came. He saved his life and made me have a relationship with him.
A chance for heart to begin!
We did spend a happy time after returning to the imperial city, until something happened to Yunmo at Lintong Pass, and my heart was completely disrupted!
I began to hate myself. I blamed myself for being too selfish. I gradually forgot about Yunmo in the care and pampering of Murong Jue. If I hadn't existed, he wouldn't have gone to Lintong Pass.
Nor will it end up like a pile of loess...
When Yun Mo's body was brought back from Lintong Pass, I went to attend his funeral, but Yin Yishui wouldn't let me see Yun Mo for the last time or touch his coffin. She said I was responsible for the tragedy in Ye Mansion.
The culprit that happened….
I cried and accepted her scolding, and I didn’t change her hand when she hit me. But this scene was seen by Murong Jue who came over. He was furious and said that he would deal with Yin Yishui. He hugged me distressedly to prevent me from being wronged at all, but I
The bitterness in my heart has not been reduced by half!
I was struggling painfully, living in guilt every day and every night, and at this time Murong Jue was also struggling with me in the sea of suffering. He was in pain because of my pain, and was sad because of my injury...
I know he is in love, and that feeling must have surpassed my feelings for him. Maybe he is trying to make up for the harm he did to me. Maybe this is the love that is exclusive to him - if it is love, then it is deep love!
Gradually, I was persuaded by his tenderness to regain my mood, but our road to love still seemed to be full of ups and downs. Assassins came to the palace. They came to save the prince. I heard the noise and went to find Murong Jue.
When I saw him in danger, I flew up without hesitation to block his fatal blow. At that moment, my body suddenly fell rapidly like a bag without support, but Murong Jue caught me. He used his
He looked at me with nervous eyes that made me feel distressed, and shouted at me to hold on.
He cried that day, maybe he was afraid that I would just leave. He held my hand tightly and wouldn't let me sleep. He told me to hold on.
My body was in pain, and the blood in my mouth kept pouring out, making me unable to speak, but I wanted to tell him that I would not go anywhere, because I couldn't bear to leave him alone in this world to suffer loneliness!
God allowed them to meet and let me fall in love, but God also allowed me to experience separation, life and death...
The gears of fate are turning, beyond our control!
He and I had a child, and we fully expected that the arrival of the child would bring a perfect end to our love. But God’s will, it turns out that there is an indelible feud between me and him!
The appearance of my mother broke all my expectations and dreams. She asked me to leave Yun Country with her, but how could I be willing to leave him behind?
I struggled hard to get my mother to let me go back. I wanted to be with Jue and our family would be very happy after our child was born. But my mother said that he was lying to me and that his feelings for me were all fake.
To take revenge on her!
I didn't believe it, but I was scared in my heart. I knew that he couldn't let go of the hatred between us, but I still held on to hope that his feelings for me were true.
My mother and I made a bet that if he really loves me, please don't break up our family again, but if he really just wants to use me, then I will let her leave.
My mother agreed to my request at the beginning, but she took me out of the imperial city when I was not prepared. I was very scared at that time. I was worried that I would never be found and I would be sad. I was also afraid that I would be gone again after I left.
I won't come back to him either.
I silently prayed to God in my heart, hoping that Jue would come to save me as soon as possible, but God seemed confused. He let Jue come, but burned me alive with fire...
I listened to every word he said in the room and my heart was cut. It turned out that he had never loved me. To him, I was just a chess piece, a pawn used to avenge my mother for causing her pain!
My heart was broken, and I asked him in my heart: Have you really never loved me? Have you never been sentimental towards me? Then why did you sacrifice your own life to save me, and why did you save me when I was on the verge of death?
Are you so miserable and sad?
I was unwilling to give in. I wanted to shout out all the questions in my heart, but he didn't give me a chance...
When he threw down the torch, I knew that I was no longer of use. Even though I had six months of flesh and blood in my belly, he had no mercy for me!
I was suffering in the fire, enduring the scorching heat spreading across my body. I heard the sound of my skin burning in the fire, and I also heard the crisp sound of my heart breaking into petals. At that time, I knew that I
One emotion in the body has been burned away, and at the same time another emotion has been reborn...
When the Bing Xin Jade protected my heart and sucked away the poison from my body, I crawled out of the fire. Every pain in my body made me hate him even more. I knew it would be difficult for me to survive, but I
At that time, I said to myself, even if he turns into a vicious ghost, I will never let him go!
When love turned into hate, when all affection was gone, I thought I could be truly ruthless, but I still couldn't let him go. As long as I was alive, his kindness to me and his kindness would come to my mind.
Those words that are heartbreaking!
I couldn't stand living on my last breath in days like this. When I saw with my own eyes that the child slipped out of my body and couldn't be saved, I thought I couldn't bear it anymore!
I ran to the snow-topped cliff alone, shouting his name to the sky, as if I would spend my whole life calling out his name!
There were tears in my eyes until they turned to blood and I couldn't stop them!
Master and Xiao Ran looked at me with sadness and asked me to come back, but I told Master that I can't go back, I have lost a heart, and I can no longer live without it...
I jumped off the cliff. When I was flying in the clouds, I saw a little guy jumping down from the top. I recognized that it was the little snow fox brought back by Xiao Ran. I didn't know why it jumped down, but I still
Instinctively, I caught its body, hugged it tightly, closed my eyes and waited for the moment when I fell into hell!
The pain came as expected, but I didn't die. I fell into a poisonous depression. Those plants were thick and thick. I survived because of them, but life was worse than death!
When it was poisonous, the little guy would bite my hand to suck my blood. It would always look at me with its black, pure eyes. Looking at it, I seemed to see my former self.
I named it Qingcheng, thinking that if I really die one day, at least it will still be alive for me in the world.
Maybe God feels that he is too cruel to me, and it is not worth it for me to die here like this.
I found a skeleton in that mountain col. It must have been dead for a long, long time. There was a secret book at its feet. Although I have no martial arts, my master trained me in the two years in Snowland Palace to become proficient in various sects.
Masters of various martial arts.
I know this is the long-lost Flame Palm, and this person must be the master of the Flame Palace who has been missing for decades.
I buried the body and relied on the plants in the poisonous depression outside to survive every day. It wasn't until I learned the Flame Palm that I left Yadao.
I took Qingcheng to appear in Jianghu with a new identity, and also met the sharpshooter Shenyi. This man was probably too conceited and thought that I, a mere woman, would not be able to defeat him. So we made a bet, whoever lost would have to do it.
The other party’s shadow for three years!
If he proposed a shooting competition, maybe I would lose, but when he proposed a Qinggong competition, I wondered if he deliberately wanted to lose to me!
The result was no surprise, I defeated him with a double duel, and he stayed with me for three years as promised, until I planned to return to the Imperial City to find that man...