My heart was suddenly hollowed out. I remember that I had never felt like this when An Zhisu left. Every time she left, even if she was pretending to die, what was aroused in my heart was a strong desire for protection and anger.
, but I never knew that the feeling of emptiness in my heart is actually the most uncomfortable, as if my whole person and my whole heart have no place to live.
In front of me, she lowered her head and smiled for a moment. She was shy but still charming, like a fairy who had descended into the mortal world. She was so beautiful that she couldn't eat the fireworks of the world. I have always felt that An Xiaowen is an ordinary woman, and it is impossible for me to
There was no ripple in my heart, so I refused and gave in blindly, but never realized that her first smile had already left a mark in my heart. Now that I think about it, I was too slow and too slow.
Ignorant, he only wanted to protect An Zhisu, but never cared about her feelings.
Now, she is finally tired, but how should I chase her? I don't know if I still have the courage to beg her for forgiveness.
I just stood there. An Xiaowen didn't appear again, An Zhisu didn't appear again, and Luo Qi didn't appear again. In the end, I could only leave sadly. Maybe, from now on, I will miss An Xiaowen.
Thinking of this, my heart felt painful.
Returning to the palace, facing the empty Nanyuan, I suddenly had the urge to drown my sorrows with wine. I sat in the pavilion with two jars of wine, habitually looking at the dark room, surrounded by the terrible empty space.
After tearing open the seal on the wine jar, a strong aroma of wine came to his nostrils. He picked up the wine jar and took a big sip. He looked at everything in the courtyard with warm eyes, but his heart was filled with the thought that An Xiaowen would not
Back, An Xiaowen left the palace and will never come back again.
"Brother Yuchi, you can't solve any problems by drinking to drown your sorrows! But if you want to drink, Xiaowen can accompany you!" If she were still here, she would definitely say this! I smiled bitterly.
I slowly put down the wine jar and left. Maybe from now on, I will never enter Nanyuan again. The place that was once filled with so much laughter will be filled with so much sorrow in the future. I don’t want to let sorrow fill my heart.
, I should be like Luo Qi and fight for everything I want.
Before dawn, I entered the palace. I wanted to go to Qianqing Palace to take An Xiaowen away before going to court. If she didn't return to the palace, I would take her to other places. In short, I couldn't let her leave me.
Leave around.
Luo Qi and An Zhisu were woken up by me and looked at me impatiently. I said with a dark face: "I don't know which room Xiao Wen lives in, so I have to find you. Today, no matter what, I have to
Take her back to the palace!"
"Xiao Wen has left..." An Zhisu said lightly, his voice was a little hoarse, his eyes were slightly squinted and he was leaning on Luo Qi's shoulder, as if he hadn't woken up from his sleep.
"Gone?" I said loudly, looking at the two of them in disbelief, "Where did she go? Did she go to other palaces? Did she go to An Zhiruona? I'll go find her right now!"
"Yu Chiyue, please wake up! Xiaowen left the palace and she didn't let anyone follow her!" Luo Qi looked at me helplessly, "You know, it's hard to repair a girl's heart after it's broken.
,Besides, Xiaowen is not Susu, she is a timid person..."
"But, I..." I didn't know how to defend myself, so I stared at Luo Qi and said, "Xiao Wen just left like that? You didn't send anyone to protect her?"
"She said not to let anyone follow her!" Luo Qi said firmly.
"She is a weak woman who leaves as soon as she wants. Are you her brother-in-law? She won't let people follow her if she says she won't. What if she encounters danger? What if something happens? What if..."
I said eagerly, I hope Luo Qi tells me that An Xiaowen didn't leave, or that he lied to me, and that he sent the Ouchi guards to follow An Xiaowen, so that I can find An Xiaowen.
Luo Qi sighed deeply and said: "There are so many eventualities! The dynasty I rule is not so chaotic that bandits are rampant! Yuchi Yue, all this is your own fault! Xiao Wen is really gone
, she is not Susu, no matter how hurt her heart is, she can come through it with strength, she is just a timid woman, so she is afraid of being hurt!"
"I'm going to find her!" I said to Luo Qi, "If I can't find her, I won't go to court again! If you don't want to lose a general, just tell me where she went!"
"Yu Chiyue, a decadent general, what's the difference between losing and not losing?" An Zhisu seemed to be awakened by Luo Qi and I. She looked at me with wide eyes and said, "If you really care about Xiao Wen,
Then, don’t hurt her anymore, just let her live a peaceful life on her own!”
"How can she live a stable life without me?" I said a little confused. In fact, even I don't want to believe this sentence. She has taken care of her grandma for so many years. She can do it without me.
Live a strong and optimistic life.
"Yu Chi Yue, tell me, will you really treat Xiao Wen well, never make her sad again, never say such decisive words in front of her again?" An Zhisu looked at me with sharp eyes and said.
.
"As long as I can find Xiaowen, I can do whatever she wants from me, as long as she can forgive me!" I said with certainty.
"Well, if it goes as expected, Xiao Wen should go back to her grandma first. She is a filial child!" An Zhisu said, biting her lower lip.
I patted my head and suddenly realized: "Why didn't I think of that! Well, I'll leave first. I won't go to court until I find Xiao Wen!"
"No!" Luo Qi said resolutely, "As a minister, your first duty is to focus on national affairs!"
I looked at An Zhisu for help and said, "Susu, for the sake of Xiaowen's happiness, please take care of Luo Qi!"
"Okay! I'm sure! But if you can't bring Xiao Wen back, don't blame me for being rude!" An Zhisu reached out and covered Luo Qi's mouth to stop him from talking anymore. Luo Qi kept making "woo-woo" sounds from his mouth.
sound.
"Thank you very much, Queen!" I felt happy in my heart, "Don't worry! I promise to bring Xiaowen back! Even if she doesn't come back, I will carry her back!"
I said this vowedly, but I was worried in my heart. If she doesn't come back, I really can't do anything to her. She is so timid, I can't scare her anymore!
I found a fast horse directly in the palace and headed out of the city at full speed. I must bring An Xiaowen back to the palace before she leaves her grandma.
Otherwise, if she leaves, I really don’t know where to find her!