When I arrived at my grandma's house, the sun was rising. I got off my horse and walked directly into the courtyard. The courtyard door was not closed, and there was a slight light coming from the crack in the door. The courtyard was very quiet.
I gently opened the door, and a thick layer of dust fell. The furnishings in the yard remained unchanged. It seemed that this place was completely deserted. I suddenly realized that An Xiaowen had never come back here. If she had come back,
, there is such thick dust in the yard, there should be at least traces of her pushing the door on the door, and she is also a person who loves cleanliness, and she cannot tolerate the dust all over the yard. Even if she only stays for a day or a night, she will
The yard will be cleaned.
I felt nervous. She didn't come back. Where could she go?
Suddenly I realized that I have never been so confused. Even though the woman who prefers purple plum blossoms has not appeared in my life for more than ten years, I have been looking for her, but I am not as confused as I am today. An Xiaowen
I have only been missing for a day, and I already feel that the bottom line of my life is slowly collapsing. I am afraid that she will disappear.
I led the horse towards the outside of the yard and stood at the door. I was a little at a loss. Where should I go next?
I turned around and looked at the small farmyard again. I suddenly thought of my grandma. The lonely old man was buried at the back of the yard. No one worshiped or took care of it. After a long time, it might have become a lonely grave.
.Maybe I should go see grandma for An Zhisu and An Xiaowen.
I tied the horse to the door and walked towards the back of the yard in a familiar manner. Grandma's grave stood there alone, giving people a sense of unreasonable sadness. The grave was already covered with weeds. It was only about two years ago.
Time, time, is indeed the most ruthless thing.
Slowly walking into my grandma's grave, I suddenly felt an inexplicable tension and uneasiness in my heart. A white figure came into view, leaning quietly in front of the grave, seemingly asleep. I walked over quickly and looked at the woman, her face
She was slightly pale, and there were still tears on her cheeks. She seemed to be tired from crying, so she fell asleep leaning against her grandma's grave.
Her grandma was the person closest to her, but An Zhisu and An Zhiruo seemed to have always been far away from her life. She grew up with her grandma. After her two sisters got married, they depended on her for life, but she was wronged and hurt.
Maybe the only person I want to talk to is my grandma, but she has left her long ago. I have never found that seeing the lonely An Xiaowen makes me feel so distressed. Maybe it’s because I paid too much attention in the past.
It was all placed on An Zhisu, so An Xiaowen was ignored from the beginning, her feelings, her mood, her deep love, and my feelings for her were ignored from the beginning.
So only when she disappeared from my life, I discovered that she was already indispensable in my life, and she began to dominate all my feelings and thoughts.
I gently picked her up and let her lean into my arms. My heart was suddenly filled to the brim, and a smile appeared at the corner of my mouth. It seemed that I had never felt such a happy mood before. It was gained and lost again.
The feeling lingered around me, making me unable to bear to let go of my hand.
I was afraid of waking her up, so I sat next to her and admired her sleeping expression. Under the sun, I felt a very peaceful happiness. Maybe one day, I should ask Luo Qi to resign and bring her with me.
An Xiaowen returned to this place and lived a simple and happy life with her. This should make Luo Qi and An Zhisu envious!
An Xiaowen moved a little and seemed to be sleeping uncomfortably. I simply picked her up and put her on my lap, letting her rest in my arms. When she woke up, I told her that we would go back to the palace together!
From now on, we will all be together, no matter what we do, as long as we have this peaceful feeling, I will tell her that my heart and my mind are already full of her figure. In fact, Susu is just the person I used to be when I was young.
A sweet dream. Now that I wake up from the sweet dream, I just want to spend the rest of every day with her!
An Xiaowen snorted. She seemed to have the habit of grinding her teeth. I could feel the smile on my face, full of doting. I gently straightened the hair on her forehead and leaned against my grandma's grave.
, and gently said thank you to grandma.
The sun shone on my body, giving me a warm feeling. I didn't close my eyes for two nights, and I was a little tired, so I just sat there and fell asleep.
When I woke up, the sun had already set. When I opened my eyes, I was lying alone on the grave. An Xiaowen was nowhere to be found. I got up anxiously, annoyed at my carelessness, and finally found her.
Is she going to leave without saying goodbye again?
After bowing a few times in front of my grandma's grave, I quickly ran towards the courtyard. If An Xiaowen left, I had to catch up with her quickly!
As soon as I walked to the door of the yard, I saw the smoke coming from the kitchen. I breathed a sigh of relief and laughed. The horse was led into the yard by An Xiaowen. The dust on the door disappeared. She was busy in the yard.
"Xiaowen!" I shouted with a smile.
"Brother Yuchi! Are you back?" An Xiaowen's smile was still shy, and two crimson clouds flew up on her face, "I am too weak to hold you, so..."
"Silly Xiaowen, why don't you just wake me up? You made me think you left again!" I said pretending to be angry, "Next time, you can't leave without saying a word!"
"But, I have already said goodbye to Sister Su and the Emperor!" An Xiaowen defended.
"You bid farewell to them, but I didn't know you were leaving! Besides, what should I do if I can't find you?" While talking to An Xiaowen, my heart was throbbing, "Xiaowen, can you agree?
Me, don’t leave without saying goodbye? Even if you want to leave, just tell me and I will leave with you!”
An Xiaowen was silent for a moment and said: "Brother Yuchi, I have already said that the one-year agreement between us is invalid. You don't have to feel guilty for not being able to fulfill the agreement. If you do, I am the one who broke the contract...
…”
"But, I don't want to void it!" I looked at An Xiaowen and said seriously, "If now, I ask you to continue to fulfill the one-year agreement between us, will you still be willing to go back?"
An Xiaowen shook her head and said: "I don't want to go back. I want to stay here with grandma. Brother Yuchi, you are a very good person. Xiaowen can't keep up with you. Xiaowen just wants to be here quietly."
Maybe one day when I get tired, I will find an ordinary man to marry, then have children, and continue to live an ordinary life until I grow old..."