Today, the cool breeze after the shower took away a lot of the summer heat. Qinan came to my place early in the morning and said he wanted to drink tea.
I laughed and said that the tea I have here is coarse tea, not as valuable as the tribute.
He plucked the strings casually, and the sudden sound caused the white pigeons on the lawn to fly up. He asked me when I raised the pigeons.
I shook my head and denied it, saying that I don’t know where these pigeons came from. When they flew here one time, I fed them snacks on the table. From then on, this place became a place they often visit.
As I said that, I picked up the snacks next to me, broke them into pieces, fed them, and played with them. This is what Mingzhu likes to do, but pigeons are animals after all. I am afraid of hurting her eyes, so I rarely let her feed them, and always let her stand.
On the side, watch her smile happily in the sunshine, that smile is pure and flawless.
Sometimes, I will quietly think about many things in the past. Those dense memories become too heavy if I think about them too much, like pigeons hovering in the sky, lingering in groups.
Under the sun, a person stood alone on the lawn holding a snack, watching the pigeons walking around like uninvited guests. He spread his hands and ate the snacks in his hands, just like my loneliness, until
They are reluctant to leave when their hands are empty, leaving a person to continue to be lonely.
Sometimes I miss my parents and modern life, and I envy those lovers who are entangled with each other all day long. I feel that the most beautiful scene between them is not the pretentious cuddling and hugging, but the moment when the fingers are clasped, the sunset.
At that moment, it seemed that the whole world could not separate them. Even if there were no words, just holding each other gently like this would give them an inexplicable feeling of happiness.
"The emperor has not been here for some time?" Qi Nan asked.
I laughed and said, "When did the master become nosy?" I sent away those greedy pigeons, poured a cup of tea, and felt a little disappointed in my heart.
There was a reason why he didn't come. In last year's draft, under the Queen's control, dozens of rookie girls were canonized, but their grades were all low. This year, Yue Jieyu made great contributions to water conservancy management because of her eldest brother, Huangfu Zhi was very happy.
I canonized her as a virtuous concubine. Now that she is pregnant, she has gained a firm foothold in the harem. None of this seems to have much to do with me. I never ask about the affairs of the harem. Huangfu dotes on me. For me,
His tolerance is unprecedented, and it is enough for me. I am waiting for the right time to fight for something for myself. The snipe and the clam quarrel, and the fisherman gets the benefit.
But I had to take care of Ning Lixia's affairs. She was not selected for the draft that year. Later, she asked someone to send me the post, but I blocked it. At that time, I stopped reading anything about Ning Yuanjue.
arrive.
Until the news of Ning Yuanjue's death came on the battlefield, Prince Ning's palace was in chaos. In just one month, the old prince and his wife passed away one after another. I couldn't feel at ease anymore if I didn't care about her affairs.
Therefore, the first time I asked Huangfu Zhi after entering the palace was to ask him to recruit Ning Lixia into the palace.
His face looked ugly at that time, and he held it in for a long time and asked if it was related to Ning Yuanjue.
I didn't deny it and said to him, friend, we are friends.
Huangfu Zhi held my face in his hands, forced me to look him in the eye, and asked who Zipei thought we should recruit to bed tonight.
Zipei thinks anyone can do it...
I almost bit off my tongue when I said this sentence, so stupid!
That night he left me to sit across from me in Shu Yue Palace, but the next day he still issued an order to recruit Ning Lixia to the palace and named him a noble lady of Xia.
As for our quarrel last night, of course it was because of Ning Lixia.
After entering the palace for several months, Huangfu Zhi had not even seen Ning Lixia since then, except for favoring him on the night of the canonization.
When she cried and told me all this, I remained silent from beginning to end, covering my aching chest like a weak hibiscus. I really wanted to tell her that she was actually lucky. Many beautiful women may never
I will never see the emperor's face, let alone be favored by him.
In the end, I agreed to her, because Ning Yuanjue couldn't tell who owed whom, I just wanted to try my best to do something for him.
I didn't expect that Huangfu Zhi would lose such a temper when I proposed it to him tactfully.
When he was angry, his eyes were extremely bright, like stars.
But what shone inside was raging anger. He grabbed my arm and looked at my pale lips, his hands trembling uncontrollably, wanting to vent all his anger but fearing that he would hurt the fragile me.
Then he lowered his head and asked me, does it have nothing to do with you that I favor anyone? I am glad that you never compete with them and I like your difference, but your indifference makes me feel cold. Zipei, do you really not care? I don't care.
To the point where you can speak the words yourself and watch me having fun with others with a smile?
His words were like knives, piercing my heart little by little. I tried my best to pretend to be tolerant and generous, and said with a smile, Your Majesty, it is my blessing to be able to serve you, Zipei dare not do anything...
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Before he finished speaking, he saw his leaving figure and his vision was blurry.
I hated my cowardice and hesitation again. Last night, for the first time in my dream, I called out Huangfu Zhi's name.
"Master, have you ever tried to talk to your friends for a long time, but in the end you found that you didn't even know what you were talking about or what you were doing." I looked at the problem and found that I was becoming more and more helpless.
After being saved, can I just wait to die in this sickly and suffocating gorgeous palace?
"Actually, the palace is not a prison. It is you who imprisons you." He made it clear.
"People, just like this, get used to the current life, they will forget the past, and even forget what they were like before."
"You've been looking very bad these days."
"It's a little uncomfortable."
I have been feeling uneasy these past few days, always feeling that something is going to happen. I heard that the Queen and the Concubine Jin were fighting fiercely, and several innocent concubines died inexplicably. Some people said that those things were extremely strange, and seemed to be related to something white.
The figure is related, but every time Li'er mentioned this to me, I would inexplicably think of the white-clothed master of Concubine Yuede.
I never believed that Ning Yuanjue would leave this world. I firmly believed that if his body was not found, he would be alive. Therefore, I really never cried. More than a year has made me older, and the edges of my youth have long faded.
Smooth, the ability to love bravely in the past is fading day by day, trying hard to forget, pretending not to care. Helpless, people are not grass and trees, the memories of the past are like traces, no matter how you smear them, those laughter still retain the original color in the corner of the memory
Swaggering, dazzlingly bright, until his eyes filled with tears, and he silently covered his face with tears.
"By the way, Prince Ning is not dead." Qinan's clear voice sounded like the sound of nature.
I didn’t feel too happy, even though the corners of my mouth couldn’t help but raise. I knew, I knew that nothing would happen to him, and he couldn’t die. The fortune teller said that he was blessed with great fortune, and that he would have many things.
child.......
"Huangfu Hao has been surrendered by Prince Ning. This time he will return to the imperial city with Prince Ning." Shui Yun's Zen heart flowed at his fingertips, but I suddenly felt uneasy and my eyelids twitched, anticipating what would happen.