Will you answer if I ask? That is your question, a very deep question, and I don’t know how to ask it. I don’t have such superb questioning skills if I want to ask deeply without hurting you.
So I will wait until one day when you want to say something, then tell me. I will wait until that day. - Kuchiki Rukia
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In fact, Qin Bei was excited to write an article tonight, which was requested by a magazine. But since his wife asked for a break, he couldn't help Qin Nan.
Recently, he worked on a project and stayed up very late every day. He had no time to accompany Qin Nan at all. He was feeling guilty. Qin Nan usually tried not to disturb him. It was rare that she made a request today. It had been a long time since she thought about it.
He had fulfilled his duty as a husband, so when he came out of the shower and saw that the computer was turned off, Qin Bei was so cruel that he drove the half-conceived article out of his mind, and with a smile on his face, he reached out to his wife.
In my arms.
Just when his arms were about to touch Qin Nan's body, Qin Nan quietly dodged away, "Go to bed early, I have a meeting tomorrow, good night." After that, he went to bed and turned off the phone.
She turned the bedside lamp on her side and gave Qin Bei a back view.
Qin Bei hit a wall and was a little confused as a monk, but he didn't think much about it. They were an old married couple, so there were so many things to do, so he went to sleep peacefully. It was rare that he could sleep for a while longer.
This night, Qin Nan hardly slept a wink.
It was already the afternoon of the next day when Qin Bei saw Sun Miao's email. The general content was nothing more than an explanation of what she said that day. She repeatedly stated that it was not for trading, nor was she trading her body for the opportunity to study for a Ph.D. as Qin Bei imagined.
But she really likes Qin Bei and wants to be with him, so she is willing to be his underground lover regardless of her status. This letter is sincere and full of sincere feelings. Every word is so bloody.
Qin Bei was not very touched. It would be more appropriate to say that he was dumbfounded by the sight. But he also understood one thing. After all, Sun Miao was also a child. He was probably not a few years older than Ruoruo. He had no respect for his elders or teachers.
So much so that he was so fanatical that he thought this was love, and because young people are passionate and prone to love first, Sun Miao's behavior is not completely unforgivable. After all, he has been teaching for so many years, and this kind of thing has not happened to him before.
Pass.
From the perspective of an educator, Qin Bei's first reaction when he saw this letter was how could today's students become like this? Can they justifiably intervene in other people's marriages and families in the name of love? Sun Miao
Or a woman with a higher degree of education? If she is like this, what about the others?
Moreover, it can be seen from her previous performance and this letter that she did not feel that she did anything wrong. Could it be that there is something wrong with our education?
Since he treats her as a child like his daughter, Qin Bei thinks about how to guide her and other people who have the same ideas as her to establish a correct view of love and values. But at present, the best way to deal with Sun Miao is to treat her coldly.
, Qin Bei is not escaping, but a roundabout way to wait for her to wake up.
Because this was not the first time this happened, Qin Bei didn't take it seriously, but he didn't expect that the result of his negligence would be to cause a misunderstanding between himself and Qin Nan, which would be deepened by another incident.
The reason was that the school required a parent-teacher meeting after Ruoqi's mid-term exam. Because Ruoqi's performance made a huge leap, jumping from the middle of the class to the top ten in the grade. The school wanted to ask Ruoqi's parents to share their experience, but neither Qin Nan nor Qin Bei wanted to do so.
Later, Qin Bei insisted not to talk about the matter, so Qin Nan had no choice but to come forward, but the condition was that Qin Bei would accompany her to attend the parent-teacher meeting.
Qin Bei had a class that day, so he could go to the parent-teacher meeting after class, so Qin Nan discussed with Qin Bei that Qin Bei should not drive to class and just ask the driver to take him there. Then when he got out of class, Qin Bei Nan came over to take him to Ruoqi's school. The three of them could have a meal outside when they got back. This way, during the rush hours after get off work in the evening, they could still talk during the traffic jam without the two of them being stuck in two on the road. Looking at each other, Qin Bei thought about it and agreed.
But before class, Qin Bei accidentally asked the study director what day it was. After getting the answer, Qin Bei felt that this day was so familiar. After thinking about it carefully, he remembered that tomorrow was the anniversary of Qin Nan's promise to marry him.
That day was the day when Ruo Chu lied about the military situation and Qin Bei rushed to the hotel to interrupt Qin Nan and Bernard. This day was very important to Qin Bei, even more important than their wedding anniversary.
, because the moment when Qin Nan agreed to marry him that day was the most vivid and memorable event in his life, so Qin Bei would do something small to express his feelings on this day every year, although there was no wedding anniversary.
The day was so grand, but he wanted Qin Nan to know how much he loved her and how much he cared about that day.
But why was he so busy this year that he forgot about it? Qin Bei felt that it was wrong. If he didn't think about it now, it would be a pity to miss it.
Because of this incident, Qin Bei was distracted during the entire class. After class, he suddenly thought that it was still too late to buy gifts right away, so he packed up his things and walked outside the teaching building. At this time, Qin Nan calculated the time and called
, can you come over and pick him up and go to Ruoqi’s parent-teacher conference together?
Qin Bei slapped his head, but then he remembered this thing and forgot about another thing. It seemed that he was either too busy or too confused. After weighing it, Qin Bei decided to buy gifts without telling Qin Nan, and then
He can give her a surprise tomorrow to make her happy. He usually doesn't have many opportunities to make his wife happy. Qin Bei loves her happy and contented look to death, so he can only lie.
"I'm sorry, my wife. I suddenly have something important to do, so I can't go. You can go alone. I'll go home directly after I'm done. We'll see you in the evening." After hearing Qin Nan's simple agreement, Qin Bei hung up.
He picked up the phone, only to find Sun Miao standing in front of him, blocking the way.
Qin Bei frowned instinctively.
"Teacher Qin, can I talk to you?" Sun Miao's expression was timid and innocent.
"I'm sorry, I have something to do today." Qin Bei prepared to avoid Sun Miao.
"Teacher Qin, I know you are avoiding me, but you are still blaming me..." Sun Mian's eyes were lowered, and tears filled up immediately, as if he was about to shed tears.
Qin Bei was complaining in his heart. The two of them were in the middle of the lobby leading to the outside of the teaching building. It was after class time and there were many people coming and going. If a girl cried to him in the hall in public, then he would be covered in blood.
I can't even explain it clearly.
"Can it be another day? I really have something to do today..."
"Teacher Qin, if you don't listen to me today, I don't know what to do. I...the last time, I promise it will be the last time, let me finish what I have to say, and I promise not to pester you again, okay?
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Qin Bei really can't advance or retreat, just leave like this. If something really happens to her, he can't clear away the responsibility. Qin Bei will never forget what Zheng Fang did back then. He
He was afraid that this kind of thing would happen again. After all, students nowadays are psychologically fragile and suicides occur one after another. He did not dare to make fun of students' lives.
"Okay, I'll give you a few minutes, come with me." Qin Bei looked at his watch, preparing to make a quick decision, and then went to choose a gift. He should have enough time, and he didn't have to go to the parent-teacher conference anyway.
There was a look of surprise on Sun Miao's face. Qin Bei didn't even look at him. He walked straight out of the building. After exiting the building door, he looked around. There was a ginkgo tree on the left side of the building door and a long stone chair below.
, Qin Bei walked over there. He didn't dare to take her to the office, so just outside.
"Teacher Qin, please sit down." Sun Miao's voice was sweet and sweet.
"I won't sit down. If you are tired, you can sit down. Please tell me if you have anything to say. I hope we can solve everything this time." Qin Bei has developed the habit of constantly checking his watch since he met Sun Miao.
Habit.
So Sun Miao really sat down unceremoniously and started to talk about her life experience, her experiences and her thoughts after meeting Qin Bei. Qin Bei always wanted to get away, but Sun Miao just ignored him. Qin Bei
He couldn't just leave her and leave, so he had to reluctantly be a listener.
After Qin Nan hung up Qin Bei's call, she always felt that something was wrong. She thought of Sun Miao's letter, and how Qin Bei said he had social activities after every class. But with Qin Bei's character, he didn't
He will waste time on socializing with people. Besides, he is not a businessman. How can a teacher have so many social activities? Besides, what is the importance of socializing and having a son? Besides, Qin Bei has already agreed in advance, so he is not someone who will break an appointment.
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Qin Nan felt uncomfortable, so he drove his car to University Y by accident. He stopped the car far in front of the liberal arts building, then walked towards the teaching building. When he walked not far from the building door, he found that he was under a tree.
The figure was very familiar. Qin Nan took a few steps forward and confirmed that it was her husband Qin Bei. Just as she was about to call him, she saw that the person sitting on the stone bench next to him was the Sun Miao who made her uneasy.
On the contrary, Sun Miao is sitting and the professor is standing. Doesn’t it just mean that the two people have transcended the teacher-student relationship?
Qin Bei swallowed the "North" he was about to say, gritted his teeth, turned around, ran back to his car, and drove out of Y University without hesitation.
It seems that she underestimated Sun Miao. The first time her husband lied to her was because of her. Qin Nan didn't believe that Qin Bei would betray her, but she clearly saw the two of them together, and to be with that woman
, her husband actually lied and refused to attend his son’s parent-teacher conference.
At this moment, Qin Nan wanted to find a cliff to drive the car directly down, or a wide, uninhabited place for her to vent her anger, but these were all fantasies. In the end, she drove the car to Ruoqi's school.
Because she has not forgotten that she is a mother.
She really wants an explanation from Qin Bei, but what should she say? That she doesn't believe that he went to the school to check the situation in person? Or that she wants to know what Qin Bei's students talked about with him. After all, the two of them were in public.
, and did not act beyond the rules. Qin Nan did not want to be stingy in front of Qin Bei. She had always taken care of her image in his mind. At the same time, she knew that she should give her significant other sufficient free space.
They must maintain their independent personalities and not interfere with each other's private life and inner world. She has always done this, and now, she does not want to change this principle.
Therefore, no matter how doubtful and sad she was, she chose to remain silent. Until now, she still chose to believe him, believing that he would give her an answer, and he would definitely do so.