Anything believed by anyone at any time in any place may be false. - Valery
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Generally speaking, all things have and only have two forms of existence: truth or illusion, it is either one or the other, and there is no third way of existence.
At the same time, there is also a so-called truth proposition that is contrary to this principle - "Seeing is believing". However, if things originally exist as illusions, then this proposition will immediately become a false proposition. Is it possible to see through the appearance of things?
The essence of a person has a lot to do with a person's experience, knowledge, and life accumulation. But sometimes, even if they have all these qualities, they may not be blinded by illusions. There are many reasons, such as: she is a woman, and another example is that she is
Love blindfolds the eyes.
Qin Bei has been scratching his head recently because of what happened to Sun Miao. Qin Bei always treats students equally, so he treats Sun Miao like other students who come to his class. He patiently answers questions when he has questions, and helps as much as possible if he can. Maybe
Perhaps it was because the spring doctoral entrance exam was coming soon after the New Year, and Sun Miao was obviously more active than before. Qin Bei wanted her to work hard on her homework, but it was obvious that she was more willing to spend her energy on dealing with the relationship with her supervisor.
Using discussion questions as an excuse is the most tried-and-true, safest, and least likely to be rejected way for students to approach their instructors. However, when Sun Miao asked a question after it had been answered three times, Qin Bei had to doubt her.
Motivation, judging from the questions she is asking now, Qin Bei will not accept students of her level, but it must be based on test scores, so it cannot dampen their enthusiasm.
After each class, Qin Bei would stay for at least two hours to answer the questions prepared by Sun Miao, and Qin Bei had a feeling that her attention was not focused on the questions she wanted to understand, because when Qin Bei
When interacting with her while answering, she couldn't keep up with Qin Bei's thinking at all, which made Qin Bei often feel powerless. I wonder if you have been talking to people for an hour and they still don't understand what you are talking about and what you are.
Feeling? Qin Bei often feels like this when facing Sun Miao.
So now, as long as Qin Bei comes to school, he can't even think about going home on time for dinner. In order to prevent his family from waiting for him, Qin Bei has no choice but to use the excuse of socializing, and every time he gets rid of Sun Miao's entanglement, he has to be alone and miserable.
He went to eat fast food all the time, and of course every time he had to go to great lengths to find excuses to shirk Sun Miao's offer to treat him to dinner as a thank you.
Not to mention, now Sun Miao will basically call Qin Bei every day. In Sun Miao's words, she encountered really difficult problems to solve during the review, so she only bothers him as a last resort. But Qin Bei wonders why she is the only one who calls Qin Bei every day.
There were so many last resorts, and there was no sign of letting go. Qin Bei had to find a reason to hang up the phone every time.
Fortunately, Qin Bei has two numbers. One is for students only and is only turned on during legal working hours. Otherwise, Qin Bei has no doubt that his private life will be occupied by her.
But Qin Bei also kept reminding himself that it is not easy for students. Even if they have a slight problem, even if they want to take advantage of others, it is not a big mistake. They must always be encouraged and always be tolerant. That is why even if
No matter how impatient he was, Qin Bei never showed it publicly in front of Sun Miao, but always treated him politely and gentlemanly, which made Sun Miao become more and more aggressive.
until one day.
Qin Bei reflexively waited for Sun Miao to ask questions after class that day. The strange thing was that Sun Miao didn't come over to ask questions after class today. Qin Bei was surprised and very happy at the same time. He could finally go home for dinner, so he directly
He went back to the office and prepared to pick up something to go home. Unexpectedly, as soon as he entered the office, Sun Miao followed him in.
Moreover, after entering, Sun Miao turned around and closed the office door.
Qin Bei felt very unhappy. There were differences between men and women. Closing the door in broad daylight would have a bad impact, but he didn't show it too much in terms of face. After all, he was facing a girl. If others didn't mind, then he would look bad.
A bit stingy.
"Is something wrong?" Qin Bei asked calmly while packing his things.
"Teacher Qin, can I talk to you?" Sun Miao lowered her head slightly at a 45-degree angle, half-smiling but not smiling, and her eyes were wandering. Of course, Qin Bei wanted to go home at this time and did not notice this.
"I'm sorry, I..." Qin Bei complained in his heart. He couldn't go home for dinner after talking about this. His wife had already complained about why there were so many "entertainments" recently. Even Qin Nan, the big chairman, was not as good as him.
The little professor is busy.
"It's just for a moment. It won't take you too long, okay?" Sun Miao immediately raised her head and begged Qin Bei with big eyes full of longing, innocence and urgency. How could Qin Bei shirk anymore?
"Say it."
"Teacher Qin, I wonder what your impression of me is?" Sun Miao said shyly.
"Oh, yes, I worked very hard." Qin Bei replied casually, looking at his watch from time to time.
"Is there anything else?" Sun Miao was obviously dissatisfied with the answer and asked a bit coquettishly.
Qin Bei felt something was wrong. Although he was a man and not as sensitive as a woman, the situation was obvious now. If he couldn't tell it anymore, he would be pretending to be confused.
"If you don't have anything else to do, I'd like to leave first, okay?" Qin Bei straightened up. In this life, he was only interested in flirting with Qin Nan, and he is still interested now.
"Wait a minute, Teacher Qin, I admire you very much, and also...like you...I..."
"Thank you for saying that. I really don't dare to take it seriously. Then there's nothing else, right?" Qin Bei interrupted what Sun Miao was about to say.
"Teacher Qin, I really want to stay with you and continue my studies. That is my biggest wish at the moment. I hope you can meet my request, if you don't hate me." Sun Miao started to get to the point, Qin Bei
Gradually she began to understand the purpose of her trip.
"Classmate Sun Miao, whether you can continue your studies has nothing to do with whether I hate you or not, but has to do with your own efforts."
"I know that I will work hard, but besides that, I also want you to know that I can do anything for you, as long as you need it..." Sun Miao lowered his head slightly when he said this, and said nothing.
Look at Qin Bei.
"I don't need you to do anything for me. I appreciate your kindness." At this time, Qin Bei had not heard the hidden meaning of Sun Miao's words. He was not pretending to be pure, but he was truly pure. If Xiao Xiao
Maybe it will be different in Sichuan.
"What I mean is that I can stay by your side. I can do whatever you want..." It was already obvious when he said this, and Sun Miao buried her head even lower. I don't know if this counts as...
She also knows the signs of shame.
Qin Bei finally understood her "confession", and a feeling of disgust immediately arose in his heart. He lowered his face and said coldly: "Take these words back, pretend I haven't heard them, be an honest person, I will treat you
I'm not interested in exchange terms, and I don't like opportunistic people and behaviors. I'm leaving, so please do as you please."
"Teacher Qin, you misunderstood, I am sincere..." Sun Miao did not expect Qin Bei's attitude and wanted to explain in a panic.
Qin Bei picked up his things and walked to the door, opened it and stood beside him, gesturing for Sun Miao to go out. Sun Miao bit her lower lip and had no choice but to leave.
Qin Bei sighed and began to reflect on whether he had accidentally given her some kind of encouragement or hint, but after thinking about it, he couldn't think of it. However, he felt strange in his heart. On the one hand, he felt guilty for Qin Nan. Although he
He has never done anything, but the fact of not knowing something about a female student is something that even he hates.
There is another feeling that Qin Bei is unwilling to admit, that is, he is still a little proud. After all, men also have vanity and need to be satisfied from time to time.
During the next class, Qin Bei left the classroom immediately after class. He did not give Sun Miao a chance to ask her questions. He did not go to the office, but drove directly home. After the car left the school gate, Qin Bei breathed a sigh of relief.
Bei couldn't help but feel frustrated, why was taking a class like a thief?
In the evening, Qin Bei was working in the bedroom. Qin Nan came out from the bathroom and urged Qin Bei to take a shower. Qin Bei saw that it was getting late, stretched out and went to take a shower obediently.
Qin Nan felt that Qin Bei had been a little thin recently, and it made her feel bad that he was still working so late, so she shouted to Qin Bei in the bathroom, could she turn off his computer, and Qin Bei readily agreed inside.
, Qin Nan needs to go to the detention center immediately, otherwise it will be too late to wait for him to come out. Wanting him to leave work every day is like killing him.
First, he checked to see if there was anything he wanted to save. Then when he was about to shut down, he noticed that the mailbox indicated that he was receiving emails. Qin Nan opened it and took a look. An unread email came into view. The sender was Sun Miao and the title was "
Teacher Qin, I am willing to do so."
Qin Nan's heart skipped a beat. This title was too ambiguous. She knew what Sun Miao was thinking, so had the two of them developed to this level? She had always thought it was a one-sided crush between a female student, but now from this title
It seems that Qin Bei already knows Sun Miao's intentions. Does it have anything to do with the fact that he has not gone home to eat after class recently? He is afraid of contact for anything, because Qin Nan encountered Sun Miao's pestering ability last time.
, so you can’t blame her for thinking this way.
Qin Nan's biggest impulse now is to click on that email. She keeps telling herself that she is a wife and has the right to do anything for the integrity of this family and to maintain her marriage. She always places the mouse on the link and just clicks
With just a few clicks, you can know the content of the letter and even the relationship between them, but Qin Nan has not moved yet.
The sound of water in the bathroom stopped, and Qin Nan shut down the computer ruthlessly. At the same time, she also knew that she would never know the content of the letter.
However, she did not regret it. She believed that Qin Bei would tell her this matter. Over the years, he had never hidden anything from her. At the same time, she kept telling herself that this was just a letter and it did not mean anything. Just like
It was like receiving a love letter from a boy when she was in school. She was even more glad that she did not open the letter, otherwise she would not be worthy of Qin Bei's trust and his respect for her in this life.
If Qin Nan was not confused by the illusion about this matter, then the next thing would really be unavoidable.